A black-and-white photo of a person mid-air in a Superman-style body suspension pose, supported by multiple hooks in their back and legs, smiling joyfully toward the camera. They are suspended horizontally in a large indoor space with high ceilings and visible rigging. A group of onlookers—some seated, some standing—watch with expressions of admiration, amusement, and support. The atmosphere is lively and communal, capturing a moment of shared experience and transformation.

That changed the course of the interview!

As I was interviewing one of my BME friends for my new book, he did this penectomy on himself (by surprise)… There are full sized photos (and lots more) in the update that’ll arrive either later tonight or tomorrow morning (we’re moving the server right now).

Going… Going… Gone!

Sorry to cover these pictures in text and cheap DRM, but any time I post something like this some eBaum-type jackass comes, steals the photos, edits in their own url over ours, and then use it to sell whatever ads their serving whilst ridiculing it…

Comments

132 responses to “That changed the course of the interview!”

  1. ziggy_stargate Avatar
    ziggy_stargate

    newsight, is there a video of your procedure available? There must be plenty of guys who are fans of BME and also have penectomy fantasies as I do, who would be willing to purchase a video clip showing how you did it.

  2. ziggy_stargate Avatar
    ziggy_stargate

    newsight, is there a video of your procedure available? There must be plenty of guys who are fans of BME and also have penectomy fantasies as I do, who would be willing to purchase a video clip showing how you did it.

  3. roster69 Avatar

    hello he did what lot people want to but afraid too

  4. roster69 Avatar

    hello he did what lot people want to but afraid too

  5. newsight Avatar
    newsight

    Sorry, no video. Every now and then I watch the pics I took, just to see how I looked. But it’s alright. It’s wonderful playing with your dick or have someone else playing with it, but it’s also great to be horny lots of times and not to be able to do anything with it. At least not like I did. I touched my dick all day, now I touch my balls all day.
    How I did slice it off can be seen on BME.
    Thanks, N

  6. newsight Avatar
    newsight

    Sorry, no video. Every now and then I watch the pics I took, just to see how I looked. But it’s alright. It’s wonderful playing with your dick or have someone else playing with it, but it’s also great to be horny lots of times and not to be able to do anything with it. At least not like I did. I touched my dick all day, now I touch my balls all day.
    How I did slice it off can be seen on BME.
    Thanks, N

  7. Breanne Avatar
    Breanne

    That’s soo incrediably crazy..i’m pretty sure i’d go nuts if my boyfriend ever did something like that. Good for you though.

  8. Breanne Avatar
    Breanne

    That’s soo incrediably crazy..i’m pretty sure i’d go nuts if my boyfriend ever did something like that. Good for you though.

  9. Dizzy Chair Time Avatar

    You know, what’s the point of living… if you don’t have a dick?

  10. Dizzy Chair Time Avatar

    You know, what’s the point of living… if you don’t have a dick?

  11. newsight Avatar
    newsight

    Well, you got a point there. But lots of times my dick acted like a body snatcher. Now I still have a life and my dick doesn’t.

  12. newsight Avatar
    newsight

    Well, you got a point there. But lots of times my dick acted like a body snatcher. Now I still have a life and my dick doesn’t.

  13. RAIN Avatar
    RAIN

    NOW WHAT THE HELL IS THAT ?that shows how people dont really have a life ….why in the world would u CUT YOUR GOTTAMN PENIS ?Man ,I hope u goin to a psychiatric soon cuz u sure as hell need one.

  14. RAIN Avatar
    RAIN

    NOW WHAT THE HELL IS THAT ?that shows how people dont really have a life ….why in the world would u CUT YOUR GOTTAMN PENIS ?Man ,I hope u goin to a psychiatric soon cuz u sure as hell need one.

  15. DL30 Avatar
    DL30

    Rain : You’re the one who need one…
    You’re like one of theses primitive people who don’t accept strangers in their neighbourhood…

  16. DL30 Avatar
    DL30

    Rain : You’re the one who need one…
    You’re like one of theses primitive people who don’t accept strangers in their neighbourhood…

  17. Pippa Avatar
    Pippa

    Wow, I want to get rid of my penis so badly; but I want full SRS so I’ll let a surgeon make the cut. Good on you though, congrats for getting away from the phallus at last, more men should do it.

  18. Pippa Avatar
    Pippa

    Wow, I want to get rid of my penis so badly; but I want full SRS so I’ll let a surgeon make the cut. Good on you though, congrats for getting away from the phallus at last, more men should do it.

  19. newsight Avatar
    newsight

    It’s probably better to have a surgeon do the job, although they’re hard to find. Mostly it’s done after castration.
    You can see how I did it, but you got to take care that the peehole stays open. I didn’t and had to go to hospital and had a severe bladder infection as well.
    I don’t recommend the lot, because once it’s off, it’s off and you’re without it for the rest of your life. So you got to be sure about it and take your time in deciding. With me it took years.

  20. newsight Avatar
    newsight

    It’s probably better to have a surgeon do the job, although they’re hard to find. Mostly it’s done after castration.
    You can see how I did it, but you got to take care that the peehole stays open. I didn’t and had to go to hospital and had a severe bladder infection as well.
    I don’t recommend the lot, because once it’s off, it’s off and you’re without it for the rest of your life. So you got to be sure about it and take your time in deciding. With me it took years.

  21. Mike Ennis Avatar
    Mike Ennis

    I was so interested in your site, not that I would entertain such drastic body modifications, but that the situations give me the most extreme fantastic excitement. I would love the opportunity to talk to someone who has similar tendancies and ideas without necessarily going the whole hog. There has always been in my life a sense of unworthyness together with the requirement of punishment that has taken me into extreme BDSM, especially personal and 3rd party genital shaving, piercing, and whipping.
    Mike

  22. Mike Ennis Avatar
    Mike Ennis

    I was so interested in your site, not that I would entertain such drastic body modifications, but that the situations give me the most extreme fantastic excitement. I would love the opportunity to talk to someone who has similar tendancies and ideas without necessarily going the whole hog. There has always been in my life a sense of unworthyness together with the requirement of punishment that has taken me into extreme BDSM, especially personal and 3rd party genital shaving, piercing, and whipping.
    Mike

  23. WillyNilly Avatar

    Too many people asking “Why?”.
    Firstly it is his free choice.
    Secondly, perhaps he feel the penis has contributed to too much male wrongdoing.
    Thirdly, maybe he feels the penis ditracts the male from full concentratio and that he will develop more in other areas without it.
    I can vouch for this last option. Because despite being fully male hormonally, I was born without a penis or testicles. I got there without any pain.
    I’m proud of my body. And I’ll bet this guy is too!

  24. WillyNilly Avatar

    Too many people asking “Why?”.
    Firstly it is his free choice.
    Secondly, perhaps he feel the penis has contributed to too much male wrongdoing.
    Thirdly, maybe he feels the penis ditracts the male from full concentratio and that he will develop more in other areas without it.
    I can vouch for this last option. Because despite being fully male hormonally, I was born without a penis or testicles. I got there without any pain.
    I’m proud of my body. And I’ll bet this guy is too!

  25. newsight Avatar
    newsight

    Well WillyNilly, you’re very very close to what I’ve been thinking about myself and my penis. My surgeon, who did the reroute suggested to see a shrink at first. But later he changed his point of view.
    I’d like to get rid of the balls as well in the end. How’s your hormones doing? Without balls you’ve the right amount of hormones? I’ve seen some of your pics. Wish it could be that simple for me.

  26. newsight Avatar
    newsight

    Well WillyNilly, you’re very very close to what I’ve been thinking about myself and my penis. My surgeon, who did the reroute suggested to see a shrink at first. But later he changed his point of view.
    I’d like to get rid of the balls as well in the end. How’s your hormones doing? Without balls you’ve the right amount of hormones? I’ve seen some of your pics. Wish it could be that simple for me.

  27. Ecto Avatar
    Ecto

    The tatoos on your dick and balls are/were interesting.
    Were these home done? How long ago did you get them?
    You look great by the way. I bet lots of people would like to rim your ass after you come : ).

  28. Ecto Avatar
    Ecto

    The tatoos on your dick and balls are/were interesting.
    Were these home done? How long ago did you get them?
    You look great by the way. I bet lots of people would like to rim your ass after you come : ).

  29. newsight Avatar
    newsight

    Hi Ecto, the tattoos were done at home, they’re bit sloppy actually, because I didn’t really have a plan, other than making it black all the way. I started the whole thing some 5 years ago.
    And what you say about rimming, I guess so, but I haven’t seen anybody yet 🙁

  30. newsight Avatar
    newsight

    Hi Ecto, the tattoos were done at home, they’re bit sloppy actually, because I didn’t really have a plan, other than making it black all the way. I started the whole thing some 5 years ago.
    And what you say about rimming, I guess so, but I haven’t seen anybody yet 🙁

  31. dickhater Avatar
    dickhater

    I hate my dick because it is disturbing at all times. When I see my feet, I also have to see the disturbing dick. The dick is sometimes feeling itchy and I HATE it. It feels terrible also when I have the dick is sticking to my legs. It is bothering to a dick attached to my body, imagine it when you are sleeping, swimming, or sitting. I HATE DICK.

    Good for newsight, thanks for the sharing. I love your dickless body. You must be agree with (some of) my opinions about I hate my dick. Did you sometimes or always hate your dick?

  32. dickhater Avatar
    dickhater

    I hate my dick because it is disturbing at all times. When I see my feet, I also have to see the disturbing dick. The dick is sometimes feeling itchy and I HATE it. It feels terrible also when I have the dick is sticking to my legs. It is bothering to a dick attached to my body, imagine it when you are sleeping, swimming, or sitting. I HATE DICK.

    Good for newsight, thanks for the sharing. I love your dickless body. You must be agree with (some of) my opinions about I hate my dick. Did you sometimes or always hate your dick?

  33. newsight Avatar
    newsight

    Thank you for the nice words. I also hated my dick in some ways and there were times I had fun with it, but most of the time I didn’t care much should it be gone. In fact that feeling became stronger and stronger, so….. I was always very focused on my dick, mostly in the negative sense, which gave me all sorts of sick feelings. I’m glad it’s gone now. Besides I also thought a lot about being kinda neutral.

  34. newsight Avatar
    newsight

    Thank you for the nice words. I also hated my dick in some ways and there were times I had fun with it, but most of the time I didn’t care much should it be gone. In fact that feeling became stronger and stronger, so….. I was always very focused on my dick, mostly in the negative sense, which gave me all sorts of sick feelings. I’m glad it’s gone now. Besides I also thought a lot about being kinda neutral.

  35. Tricky Avatar

    There is a serious lack of blood for this type of disection.

  36. Tricky Avatar

    There is a serious lack of blood for this type of disection.

  37. Jenny Avatar
    Jenny

    Having a man without a dick excites me as a woman. Is there enough stump to arouse me?

  38. Jenny Avatar
    Jenny

    Having a man without a dick excites me as a woman. Is there enough stump to arouse me?

  39. Andy Avatar
    Andy

    Hi Newsight, This is something I’ve been thinking about for a few years, but waiting to do via a surgeon if poss. I guess you banded it for a while before cutting off, but how painfull was the whole thing, and how did you prevent bloodloss?. did you leave the band or bands on for long after removal? how many bands did you use.

  40. Andy Avatar
    Andy

    Hi Newsight, This is something I’ve been thinking about for a few years, but waiting to do via a surgeon if poss. I guess you banded it for a while before cutting off, but how painfull was the whole thing, and how did you prevent bloodloss?. did you leave the band or bands on for long after removal? how many bands did you use.

  41. newsight Avatar
    newsight

    Hi Andy,
    It took me years to make the final step. I’ve been banding my penis for a long time, and it was quite numb in the end. Before the cut I banded it not so long but I used EMLA cream and that helped a lot. It wasn’t painful at all. I prevented bloodloss by leaving the band on while I was sewing it. After that the band was no longer needed. Mind you I tried a couple of times what it felt like sticking a needle through the tissue. I used two bands, one to prevent serious bloodloss and one to keep the blood in the penis. There are not many surgeons who wants to perform this operation. And if they do it’s ever so expensive.
    I’ve written before that the hole closed gradually, so after a few months I got a bladder infection and had to go to hospital where I was given a reroute. That you need to know as well. Good luck.

  42. newsight Avatar
    newsight

    Hi Andy,
    It took me years to make the final step. I’ve been banding my penis for a long time, and it was quite numb in the end. Before the cut I banded it not so long but I used EMLA cream and that helped a lot. It wasn’t painful at all. I prevented bloodloss by leaving the band on while I was sewing it. After that the band was no longer needed. Mind you I tried a couple of times what it felt like sticking a needle through the tissue. I used two bands, one to prevent serious bloodloss and one to keep the blood in the penis. There are not many surgeons who wants to perform this operation. And if they do it’s ever so expensive.
    I’ve written before that the hole closed gradually, so after a few months I got a bladder infection and had to go to hospital where I was given a reroute. That you need to know as well. Good luck.

  43. Steve Avatar
    Steve

    Jenny,
    Knowing there are girls out there that get excited by a man without a dick excites me. Having my dick cut off for someone elses pleasure is the ultimate.

    Off with the cock.
    Steve

  44. Steve Avatar
    Steve

    Jenny,
    Knowing there are girls out there that get excited by a man without a dick excites me. Having my dick cut off for someone elses pleasure is the ultimate.

    Off with the cock.
    Steve

  45. Andy Avatar
    Andy

    Wow, sewing it up yourself, I’d be worried about not doing a good job to do that myself, so hats off to you for knowing how to do it properly.
    I can only wish I had the confidence to do the same. I think a surgeon is the only way for me, but I’d love to be able to d.i.y.
    I’d like to see pics of it fully healed, where is the re-route to.
    I hate my genitals and look forward eventually losing them.
    regards andy

  46. Andy Avatar
    Andy

    Wow, sewing it up yourself, I’d be worried about not doing a good job to do that myself, so hats off to you for knowing how to do it properly.
    I can only wish I had the confidence to do the same. I think a surgeon is the only way for me, but I’d love to be able to d.i.y.
    I’d like to see pics of it fully healed, where is the re-route to.
    I hate my genitals and look forward eventually losing them.
    regards andy

  47. steve Avatar
    steve

    Andy, I’m with you. I hate the wretched things and want them removed. Not sure if I want a stump or what.
    I wonder how many more like us are out there wishing for the same or like newsnight. Dick free.
    Steve

  48. steve Avatar
    steve

    Andy, I’m with you. I hate the wretched things and want them removed. Not sure if I want a stump or what.
    I wonder how many more like us are out there wishing for the same or like newsnight. Dick free.
    Steve

  49. Chris Avatar
    Chris

    I want my dick cut off!

  50. Chris Avatar
    Chris

    I want my dick cut off!

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