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I Have the Heart of a Small Boy … and I Keep it in a Jar on my Desk


Hey, guess where these came from! I think you’ll be … whatever. First one to guess correctly gets a strip of Dramamine and a blast from one of those Men in Black memory erasers. Guh.

Keloid removal by Brooklyn’s resident shaman, IAM: xPUREx at Pure Body Arts. Those suckers developed on ear piercings the client got when she was 12 and in which she wore jewelry for only a few months. The scar tissue kept growing and, after years of being turned down by doctors for treatment unable to manage getting it taken care of by cosmetic surgeons, she went this route.

Squick yourselves to sleep, ModBlog, and we’ll see you in the morning.

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Comments

228 responses to “I Have the Heart of a Small Boy … and I Keep it in a Jar on my Desk”

  1. Blake Avatar
    Blake

    These were either testicles or keloids… I guessed right.

  2. Blake Avatar
    Blake

    These were either testicles or keloids… I guessed right.

  3. Blake Avatar
    Blake

    These were either testicles or keloids… I guessed right.

  4. Blake Avatar
    Blake

    These were either testicles or keloids… I guessed right.

  5. Cellar_Door Avatar

    Oh my word. Were these from gunned piercings?

  6. Cellar_Door Avatar

    Oh my word. Were these from gunned piercings?

  7. Cellar_Door Avatar

    Oh my word. Were these from gunned piercings?

  8. Cellar_Door Avatar

    Oh my word. Were these from gunned piercings?

  9. Melissa Avatar
    Melissa

    Oh my goodness, those are awful. And the blowouts on her ears aren’t doing too well either, yikes . . .

  10. Melissa Avatar
    Melissa

    Oh my goodness, those are awful. And the blowouts on her ears aren’t doing too well either, yikes . . .

  11. Melissa Avatar
    Melissa

    Oh my goodness, those are awful. And the blowouts on her ears aren’t doing too well either, yikes . . .

  12. Melissa Avatar
    Melissa

    Oh my goodness, those are awful. And the blowouts on her ears aren’t doing too well either, yikes . . .

  13. CoryVictorious Avatar

    i knew what they were, but thats just because i want to bang the girl these came off of 🙂

  14. CoryVictorious Avatar

    i knew what they were, but thats just because i want to bang the girl these came off of 🙂

  15. CoryVictorious Avatar

    i knew what they were, but thats just because i want to bang the girl these came off of 🙂

  16. CoryVictorious Avatar

    i knew what they were, but thats just because i want to bang the girl these came off of 🙂

  17. oppositronic Avatar
    oppositronic

    the shiny one on the right is a US 1 cent piece

  18. oppositronic Avatar
    oppositronic

    the shiny one on the right is a US 1 cent piece

  19. oppositronic Avatar
    oppositronic

    the shiny one on the right is a US 1 cent piece

  20. oppositronic Avatar
    oppositronic

    the shiny one on the right is a US 1 cent piece

  21. Darah Avatar

    Hells bells, why would this person wait so long to get help for such a painful-looking eyesore?
    My ears weep. She should just cut hers off and start over. Goddamn.

  22. Darah Avatar

    Hells bells, why would this person wait so long to get help for such a painful-looking eyesore?
    My ears weep. She should just cut hers off and start over. Goddamn.

  23. Darah Avatar

    Hells bells, why would this person wait so long to get help for such a painful-looking eyesore?
    My ears weep. She should just cut hers off and start over. Goddamn.

  24. Darah Avatar

    Hells bells, why would this person wait so long to get help for such a painful-looking eyesore?
    My ears weep. She should just cut hers off and start over. Goddamn.

  25. lala Avatar
    lala

    Its not exactly hard to guess when you put the answer in the tags.

  26. lala Avatar
    lala

    Its not exactly hard to guess when you put the answer in the tags.

  27. lala Avatar
    lala

    Its not exactly hard to guess when you put the answer in the tags.

  28. lala Avatar
    lala

    Its not exactly hard to guess when you put the answer in the tags.

  29. scenester gates Avatar

    This hurt my stomach more than any odd genital mod I’ve seen on modblog.

    Poor girl, I don’t know what I would’ve done if I had to be a teenager living with those.

    Then again its probably like my eczema in response “what’s that from? Does it hurt? Is it contagious?”

  30. scenester gates Avatar

    This hurt my stomach more than any odd genital mod I’ve seen on modblog.

    Poor girl, I don’t know what I would’ve done if I had to be a teenager living with those.

    Then again its probably like my eczema in response “what’s that from? Does it hurt? Is it contagious?”

  31. scenester gates Avatar

    This hurt my stomach more than any odd genital mod I’ve seen on modblog.

    Poor girl, I don’t know what I would’ve done if I had to be a teenager living with those.

    Then again its probably like my eczema in response “what’s that from? Does it hurt? Is it contagious?”

  32. scenester gates Avatar

    This hurt my stomach more than any odd genital mod I’ve seen on modblog.

    Poor girl, I don’t know what I would’ve done if I had to be a teenager living with those.

    Then again its probably like my eczema in response “what’s that from? Does it hurt? Is it contagious?”

  33. xPUREx Avatar

    I don’t know how much it was that a doctor “wouldn’t” help her, but more that they had no idea what was causing it (i was told they said a “genetic defect”, even though she had other piercings that healed without issue), thus “couldn’t” help her. Her insurance wouldn’t cover the cost of surgery, as it fell into the category of cosmetic work, and she simply couldn’t afford it, as far as i know.

    I suspect, if a closer look were to be taken at the scar tissue with x-ray equipment dissection and a microscope, flakes of low quality metal(s) were probably leached from the initial jewelry into the tissue and never broken down or expelled by her body, which caused the continuing reaction. Just a guess…..

  34. xPUREx Avatar

    I don’t know how much it was that a doctor “wouldn’t” help her, but more that they had no idea what was causing it (i was told they said a “genetic defect”, even though she had other piercings that healed without issue), thus “couldn’t” help her. Her insurance wouldn’t cover the cost of surgery, as it fell into the category of cosmetic work, and she simply couldn’t afford it, as far as i know.

    I suspect, if a closer look were to be taken at the scar tissue with x-ray equipment dissection and a microscope, flakes of low quality metal(s) were probably leached from the initial jewelry into the tissue and never broken down or expelled by her body, which caused the continuing reaction. Just a guess…..

  35. xPUREx Avatar

    I don’t know how much it was that a doctor “wouldn’t” help her, but more that they had no idea what was causing it (i was told they said a “genetic defect”, even though she had other piercings that healed without issue), thus “couldn’t” help her. Her insurance wouldn’t cover the cost of surgery, as it fell into the category of cosmetic work, and she simply couldn’t afford it, as far as i know.

    I suspect, if a closer look were to be taken at the scar tissue with x-ray equipment dissection and a microscope, flakes of low quality metal(s) were probably leached from the initial jewelry into the tissue and never broken down or expelled by her body, which caused the continuing reaction. Just a guess…..

  36. xPUREx Avatar

    I don’t know how much it was that a doctor “wouldn’t” help her, but more that they had no idea what was causing it (i was told they said a “genetic defect”, even though she had other piercings that healed without issue), thus “couldn’t” help her. Her insurance wouldn’t cover the cost of surgery, as it fell into the category of cosmetic work, and she simply couldn’t afford it, as far as i know.

    I suspect, if a closer look were to be taken at the scar tissue with x-ray equipment dissection and a microscope, flakes of low quality metal(s) were probably leached from the initial jewelry into the tissue and never broken down or expelled by her body, which caused the continuing reaction. Just a guess…..

  37. andrea Avatar
    andrea

    oh wow, poor girl! glad someone could finally remove those for her!

  38. andrea Avatar
    andrea

    oh wow, poor girl! glad someone could finally remove those for her!

  39. andrea Avatar
    andrea

    oh wow, poor girl! glad someone could finally remove those for her!

  40. andrea Avatar
    andrea

    oh wow, poor girl! glad someone could finally remove those for her!

  41. & Avatar
    &

    I KNEW IT!

  42. & Avatar
    &

    I KNEW IT!

  43. & Avatar
    &

    I KNEW IT!

  44. & Avatar
    &

    I KNEW IT!

  45. Kandy Avatar
    Kandy

    Were her ears numbed beforehand or did she just kinda have to grit her teeth and bear it?

  46. Kandy Avatar
    Kandy

    Were her ears numbed beforehand or did she just kinda have to grit her teeth and bear it?

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