A black-and-white photo of a person mid-air in a Superman-style body suspension pose, supported by multiple hooks in their back and legs, smiling joyfully toward the camera. They are suspended horizontally in a large indoor space with high ceilings and visible rigging. A group of onlookers—some seated, some standing—watch with expressions of admiration, amusement, and support. The atmosphere is lively and communal, capturing a moment of shared experience and transformation.

We’re back, but…

As you can see we’re not quite 100%. We were able to recover file backups (images, scripts, etc) of the sites on the machine we lost. However we’ve not been able to recover database backups (posts, comments, etc). On top of that the backup server in our rack has crashed and isn’t responding. We may need to get someone to physically reboot the machine which will take more time. And even if we get that server back online we don’t know if we’ll be able to find what we need*. I’m really sorry, and I assure you nobody is more upset about it than I am. Jen and I will continue to do our best to keep things running until we have a clear plan of what the future will be.

In the mean time we’ve setup a new blog and we’ll do our best to provide some meaningful updates and regular content for you. The theme isn’t quite what it was but I hope it brings some kind of familiarity while we work on recovery.

If you’re reading this and you care about BME, we’d love for you to leave a comment as a show of support so we know you’re all out there. This feels like a very lonely place right now and that is very much the anti-thesis of what BME stands for.

Sorry I don’t have any good news.

* We’re working on scraping the internet archive for old posts and comments.

-jonathon

Comments

25 responses to “We’re back, but…”

  1. kazuya Avatar
    kazuya

    wish you all the best

  2. B. Avatar

    I’m really sorry about this whole situation. Machines, right? You guys will show them who’s the boss.

    I’m sending my love from Brazil.

  3. Tristan Grove Avatar
    Tristan Grove

    i hope you get everything up and running quickly soon

  4. Beth Avatar
    Beth

    Defiantly still out here. Actually was trying to submit some pics and failing that paying for a subscription.

  5. skaci Avatar
    skaci

    Thank you for your hard work. BME forever!

  6. Critter Avatar
    Critter

    I’d love to see what comes next…

  7. samuel Avatar
    samuel

    I’ve had modblog as my startup page for probably fifteen years. It makes me so happy to see that it’s being taken care of, even through technical hiccups like this one. You guys are the best!

  8. zee Avatar
    zee

    I was never very active, but loved browsing the photos and stories back in the day. Glad I stumbled across this post, I’ll be keeping my eye on the site! Thanks for keeping the community going!

  9. Ricky Fairchild Avatar
    Ricky Fairchild

    still here (though not nearly as much as I’d like to be) glad to see you are too. hopefully things start to look up

  10. Jared Anderson Avatar
    Jared Anderson

    how did you lose the entire modblog archive???

  11. BME News Avatar

    Unfortunately it’s been one hell of a year and we’ve lost a lot more than a modblog archive. -jonathon

  12. BME News Avatar

    Thank you all for the support and well wishes.

  13. Coin-coin le Canapin Avatar
    Coin-coin le Canapin

    Hey!
    I proposed volunteer help to Jen with some http://www.bme.com issues a few months ago.
    I’m also the guy who set up Shannon’s personal blog online again on https://zentastic.me after the domain expired and was cybersquatted.
    I’d be happy to help for free to the extent of what I can do in my free time. I’ve also sent a mail about to Jen through [email protected].
    I hope you’ll be able to recover as much data as you can…

    Regards.

  14. BME News Avatar

    Thank you for your offer and for restoring Shannon’s blog. Please reach out to me any time as well ([email protected]).

  15. Kiaida Avatar
    Kiaida

    Good luck guys.

  16. Ohsuzanne Avatar
    Ohsuzanne

    I am wondering about IAM pages….are they gone?

  17. BME Avatar

    @Ohsuzanne, they’re offline and we’re working on recovery but we hope we can restore them in the future. -jonathon

  18. Tobias Avatar
    Tobias

    Still here. Still willing to help in any possible way that you could need.

    Full support always.

    BME4LIFE means for life. 💕

  19. Odd Avatar
    Odd

    Late to the party – but I’m here! Rooting for you!

  20. Rose Avatar
    Rose

    I still check back from time to time and if things became anything close to what they were I would be on here daily and sharing content to bring like minded people to the space. I was featured on the cover a few times from like 2007 on. I still catch the occasional comment referencing BME out in the wild too. This site was so important to me because I had found a community and it also kept me from doing some risky stuff reading about others choices in how they went about certain things.
    I will check back more often now that it looks things are doing a bit better since I last visited.

  21. Lucas Avatar

    That explains where the post went that I was looking for.

  22. Ricky southall Avatar
    Ricky southall

    omg my childhood community is coming back 😭 you don’t know how much this means to me!

  23. Wes Avatar
    Wes

    Was active on IAM and writing reviews on the site in the earl 2000s. Still have my hard copy of the book with the DVD that documented the ModCon.

  24. kel Avatar
    kel

    i’m still here anticipating the reboot of bme! the body mod community needs a place like bme again.

  25. Danielle Guerra Avatar
    Danielle Guerra

    Sending love from New Jersey. I first saw stretched earlobes on BMEZine when I was 12 years old and thought they looked so beautiful. I’m now at 9/16”. ❤️

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