A black-and-white photo of a person mid-air in a Superman-style body suspension pose, supported by multiple hooks in their back and legs, smiling joyfully toward the camera. They are suspended horizontally in a large indoor space with high ceilings and visible rigging. A group of onlookers—some seated, some standing—watch with expressions of admiration, amusement, and support. The atmosphere is lively and communal, capturing a moment of shared experience and transformation.

Until the Very End of Me


Good morning, ModBloggers! Let’s start the day with the lovely darkgrrrl, who, in addition to plenty of fine work, is sporting an excellent horror movie-themed sleeve. Check out a few more shots after the jump.

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204 responses to “Until the Very End of Me”

  1. Kiki Avatar
    Kiki

    the thing that makes me laugh is that all of the guys trying to act high and mighty would jump at the chance to fuck someone who looked like Ennui Zero. Denying that fact is futile. So stop acting like little Ghandis. Everyone is not created equal, some of us are better than others. people come in all shapes and sizes, but that doesn’t mean we’re equal. we’re born about the same, but through life some of us stuff our faces with processed junk and then expect everyone to tolerate their gluttony. fuck that.

  2. Kiki Avatar
    Kiki

    the thing that makes me laugh is that all of the guys trying to act high and mighty would jump at the chance to fuck someone who looked like Ennui Zero. Denying that fact is futile. So stop acting like little Ghandis. Everyone is not created equal, some of us are better than others. people come in all shapes and sizes, but that doesn’t mean we’re equal. we’re born about the same, but through life some of us stuff our faces with processed junk and then expect everyone to tolerate their gluttony. fuck that.

  3. james Avatar
    james

    and so what kiki?? someone here asked some of these things for you?

  4. james Avatar
    james

    and so what kiki?? someone here asked some of these things for you?

  5. Holly Avatar
    Holly

    I really hope kiki is either this girl ‘http://images.google.co.uk/images?q=kiki%20kannibal&oe=utf-8&rls=org.mozilla:en-GB:official&client=firefox-a&um=1&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&hl=en&tab=wi’ or a follower of hers.

  6. Holly Avatar
    Holly

    I really hope kiki is either this girl ‘http://images.google.co.uk/images?q=kiki%20kannibal&oe=utf-8&rls=org.mozilla:en-GB:official&client=firefox-a&um=1&ie=UTF-8&sa=N&hl=en&tab=wi’ or a follower of hers.

  7. Kate Avatar
    Kate

    Kiki, did you not see all of the comments left by people who find the lovely girl in the picture to be very erotic? I’ll paraphrase some of them:

    “Fucking adorable.”

    “god she is so fucking cute.”

    “GORGEOUS lady!”

    “omg, she’s a cutie!”

    “Paola, you’re a cutie.”

    “Man, she’s gorgeous.”

    While many of these people also probably find thin people attractive as well, does that negate their comments? I think not.

  8. Kate Avatar
    Kate

    Kiki, did you not see all of the comments left by people who find the lovely girl in the picture to be very erotic? I’ll paraphrase some of them:

    “Fucking adorable.”

    “god she is so fucking cute.”

    “GORGEOUS lady!”

    “omg, she’s a cutie!”

    “Paola, you’re a cutie.”

    “Man, she’s gorgeous.”

    While many of these people also probably find thin people attractive as well, does that negate their comments? I think not.

  9. natalie elizabeth Avatar

    that sleeve is awesome!
    and she’s so pretty, totally my kind of girl.

  10. natalie elizabeth Avatar

    that sleeve is awesome!
    and she’s so pretty, totally my kind of girl.

  11. Inza Avatar

    Lol, Ennui Zero, your comment just shows how pea-sized your brain is. The fact that your pictures were 5 times on modblog hardly means anything, so were hundreds of other bland-looking, cliche,self-obsessed clones as you. It’s hardly “pretty” for me.
    But obviously it’s the biggest thing you’ve ever achieved, so keep being proud, “deviant art” star! Lol!

    Kiki do you think black people smell as well? That’s what scummy brainless losers like you say as well.

    Beauty and sexiness are much wider and deeper than fitting into narrow stereotypes which are imposed into your retarded brains, so shut up your little lame fascists and find some other place to post than modblog. Beauty comes in different forms, and that’s what this website should be about.

  12. Inza Avatar

    Lol, Ennui Zero, your comment just shows how pea-sized your brain is. The fact that your pictures were 5 times on modblog hardly means anything, so were hundreds of other bland-looking, cliche,self-obsessed clones as you. It’s hardly “pretty” for me.
    But obviously it’s the biggest thing you’ve ever achieved, so keep being proud, “deviant art” star! Lol!

    Kiki do you think black people smell as well? That’s what scummy brainless losers like you say as well.

    Beauty and sexiness are much wider and deeper than fitting into narrow stereotypes which are imposed into your retarded brains, so shut up your little lame fascists and find some other place to post than modblog. Beauty comes in different forms, and that’s what this website should be about.

  13. squirelgirl Avatar
    squirelgirl

    #69- Actually, I haven’t noticed! I wonder why? LOL!

  14. squirelgirl Avatar
    squirelgirl

    #69- Actually, I haven’t noticed! I wonder why? LOL!

  15. cookie Avatar
    cookie

    Haha ennui has saggy titties..just sayin ..how does that saying go again don’t throw stones in glass houses..she may be bigger than you but ..I know she’s kinder she hasn’t even tried to fight with you about your insane comments ..she doesn’t need to …you will do it for her…

  16. cookie Avatar
    cookie

    Haha ennui has saggy titties..just sayin ..how does that saying go again don’t throw stones in glass houses..she may be bigger than you but ..I know she’s kinder she hasn’t even tried to fight with you about your insane comments ..she doesn’t need to …you will do it for her…

  17. Kiki Avatar
    Kiki

    its cos she can’t even speak english properly hahaha if i was a dude i’d fuck ennui zero, get real you all want a piece. not one of the people commenting has said they’d fuck that fat chick up there, it’s all ‘oh you’re so cute’ haha

  18. Kiki Avatar
    Kiki

    its cos she can’t even speak english properly hahaha if i was a dude i’d fuck ennui zero, get real you all want a piece. not one of the people commenting has said they’d fuck that fat chick up there, it’s all ‘oh you’re so cute’ haha

  19. Piraterie Avatar
    Piraterie

    This is “mod”blog… why are people arguing about body types?
    I’d love to see a close-up of her arm.

  20. Piraterie Avatar
    Piraterie

    This is “mod”blog… why are people arguing about body types?
    I’d love to see a close-up of her arm.

  21. marshmallowmayhem Avatar
    marshmallowmayhem

    I’d like to see a close up and 360 view of the horror arm piece, I love it! The necklace is awesom.

  22. marshmallowmayhem Avatar
    marshmallowmayhem

    I’d like to see a close up and 360 view of the horror arm piece, I love it! The necklace is awesom.

  23. marshmallowmayhem Avatar
    marshmallowmayhem

    SHIT….awesome.

  24. marshmallowmayhem Avatar
    marshmallowmayhem

    SHIT….awesome.

  25. Annie Avatar

    First of all, Paola’s one of my best friends ever. And one of the BEST people i’ve ever met.
    I can see a FEW ppl makin’ fuss about her weight and a LOTTA people supportin’ her. Is it really the book all about its cover?
    While you, specially girls, keep bullyin’ who’s overweight, why don’t you start complainin’ about the skinny looking deal? Girls in nowadays look like livin’ corpses, no curves, no shine, no life. It’s sick. It’s disgusting. And most of all, they ain’t happy.
    You can ask Paola, for example, if she’s happy. Yes, she is. She lives beyond this little-minded society that thinks “thin” means “hot”. And i can say that for myself aswell. Yes I’m overweight too and I’m pretty comfortable with the way I look. If you like it, thanks a lot. If you don’t, just don’t look, avoid. Avoidin’ is quiet at least. When the bitchin’ starts, that’s when it gets annoying.
    And let’s face something here: the huge majority can’t be wrong, right? So let’s keep those comments stated by KATE tell the truth.

    Much luv,
    Annie.
    http://www.myspace.com/anniecarter

  26. Annie Avatar

    First of all, Paola’s one of my best friends ever. And one of the BEST people i’ve ever met.
    I can see a FEW ppl makin’ fuss about her weight and a LOTTA people supportin’ her. Is it really the book all about its cover?
    While you, specially girls, keep bullyin’ who’s overweight, why don’t you start complainin’ about the skinny looking deal? Girls in nowadays look like livin’ corpses, no curves, no shine, no life. It’s sick. It’s disgusting. And most of all, they ain’t happy.
    You can ask Paola, for example, if she’s happy. Yes, she is. She lives beyond this little-minded society that thinks “thin” means “hot”. And i can say that for myself aswell. Yes I’m overweight too and I’m pretty comfortable with the way I look. If you like it, thanks a lot. If you don’t, just don’t look, avoid. Avoidin’ is quiet at least. When the bitchin’ starts, that’s when it gets annoying.
    And let’s face something here: the huge majority can’t be wrong, right? So let’s keep those comments stated by KATE tell the truth.

    Much luv,
    Annie.
    http://www.myspace.com/anniecarter

  27. Kate Avatar
    Kate

    Thank you, Annie.

    And Kiki, I think “FUCKING cute” speaks for itself 😉

  28. Kate Avatar
    Kate

    Thank you, Annie.

    And Kiki, I think “FUCKING cute” speaks for itself 😉

  29. Neurosis Avatar
    Neurosis

    “fucking cute” just infers a level of cuteness, not the desire to fuck said cuteness.

  30. Neurosis Avatar
    Neurosis

    “fucking cute” just infers a level of cuteness, not the desire to fuck said cuteness.

  31. kiff Avatar
    kiff

    yeah #62 and #72. i call troll.

    comments on posts like these are why modblog fucking sucks. well, and their reluctance to post a variety of women in the first place.

    i’m done.

  32. kiff Avatar
    kiff

    yeah #62 and #72. i call troll.

    comments on posts like these are why modblog fucking sucks. well, and their reluctance to post a variety of women in the first place.

    i’m done.

  33. Chrematisai Avatar
    Chrematisai

    Wow! Gorgeous girl, gorgeous tattoos! Also, I’m heartened by the number of fat-positive comments :D. It’s great to see a spectrum of shapes and sizes celebrated – variety is the spice of life 😀

  34. Chrematisai Avatar
    Chrematisai

    Wow! Gorgeous girl, gorgeous tattoos! Also, I’m heartened by the number of fat-positive comments :D. It’s great to see a spectrum of shapes and sizes celebrated – variety is the spice of life 😀

  35. Paula Avatar
    Paula

    Wow. firstoff, Paola (our names are so close… tis awesome), I’m so happy to see you posted on here. As another non-stick figure, it’s great to see another girl with confidence. It makes me see that there are still some real people out there,
    Secondly, “fat” people aren’t the only ones with health risks. For all the people dissing on this beautiful girl, need I remind you of ANOREXIA? Say it with me. AN-OR-EX-I-A!
    Wowww. Let’s see all the health complications with… what’s this? BEING TOO THIN. (amenhorrea, hair loss, death from suicide or health complications). Oh my goodness, I guess it’s not just us “lard-butts” who have health problems. So why haven’t you mentioned that my thin-minded friends? The media is intent on destroying people, mostly females, by pushing maniquen-like figures on us. I just went over this in my abnormal psych class. We are being trained to think skinny. Those figures you see in store windows modeling those clothes were created that thin to show off the best features of the clothing, not to actually guide women to be that thin.
    Sure, obesity IS a health risk, but just because someone doesn’t fit in a size three outfit doesn’t mean they’re headed for health-hell. I myself take very long walks at least every week and eat healthy. Sure I’ve picked up the odd bar of chocolate, but who hasn’t. So before you go out and judge away on someone’s size, do some research.
    Also remember that there are bone structures that prevent some people from being toothpicks. My best friend cannot dip below a size 10 no matter how much weight she has lost. She has gone down to a very low body fat ratio but because of her large bone structure, she cannot get any thinner. I doubt this is her own fault. More like genetics. But hey, in your eyes, she’s just a lardo, right?
    My boyfriend loves me for who I am. He could easily have picked out a thinner girl. I know several who have wanted him, especially at the place we work. But he looked beyond the media’s ideals and chose his own. He told me flat out he doesn’t want a stick figure. He wants a real woman. Women were meant to have curves. Boobs…butts…
    That is all. Have any complaints? Do tell. Don’t pick on my spelling, it’s not always up to par either. Another human imperfection. You have them too sweetheart. 😉

  36. Paula Avatar
    Paula

    Wow. firstoff, Paola (our names are so close… tis awesome), I’m so happy to see you posted on here. As another non-stick figure, it’s great to see another girl with confidence. It makes me see that there are still some real people out there,
    Secondly, “fat” people aren’t the only ones with health risks. For all the people dissing on this beautiful girl, need I remind you of ANOREXIA? Say it with me. AN-OR-EX-I-A!
    Wowww. Let’s see all the health complications with… what’s this? BEING TOO THIN. (amenhorrea, hair loss, death from suicide or health complications). Oh my goodness, I guess it’s not just us “lard-butts” who have health problems. So why haven’t you mentioned that my thin-minded friends? The media is intent on destroying people, mostly females, by pushing maniquen-like figures on us. I just went over this in my abnormal psych class. We are being trained to think skinny. Those figures you see in store windows modeling those clothes were created that thin to show off the best features of the clothing, not to actually guide women to be that thin.
    Sure, obesity IS a health risk, but just because someone doesn’t fit in a size three outfit doesn’t mean they’re headed for health-hell. I myself take very long walks at least every week and eat healthy. Sure I’ve picked up the odd bar of chocolate, but who hasn’t. So before you go out and judge away on someone’s size, do some research.
    Also remember that there are bone structures that prevent some people from being toothpicks. My best friend cannot dip below a size 10 no matter how much weight she has lost. She has gone down to a very low body fat ratio but because of her large bone structure, she cannot get any thinner. I doubt this is her own fault. More like genetics. But hey, in your eyes, she’s just a lardo, right?
    My boyfriend loves me for who I am. He could easily have picked out a thinner girl. I know several who have wanted him, especially at the place we work. But he looked beyond the media’s ideals and chose his own. He told me flat out he doesn’t want a stick figure. He wants a real woman. Women were meant to have curves. Boobs…butts…
    That is all. Have any complaints? Do tell. Don’t pick on my spelling, it’s not always up to par either. Another human imperfection. You have them too sweetheart. 😉

  37. KyuuketsukiKurai Avatar

    Oh, give me a break you bunch of self-rightous pricks.
    I’ve always been a thin girl. Even after having a baby I was a size 3/4 US.
    Does that mean I should be an ass to every “big” person out there? No.
    My frame of mind is this. If they’re happy with their size (or doing something about it, if they’re not), then who am I to comment?
    On a related note, I hate it when just because I’m thin heavy people are assholes to me. (It goes both ways)

  38. KyuuketsukiKurai Avatar

    Oh, give me a break you bunch of self-rightous pricks.
    I’ve always been a thin girl. Even after having a baby I was a size 3/4 US.
    Does that mean I should be an ass to every “big” person out there? No.
    My frame of mind is this. If they’re happy with their size (or doing something about it, if they’re not), then who am I to comment?
    On a related note, I hate it when just because I’m thin heavy people are assholes to me. (It goes both ways)

  39. bonnie Avatar
    bonnie

    UOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW…….look the THOMAS!!!!!!!!!!!

  40. bonnie Avatar
    bonnie

    UOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW…….look the THOMAS!!!!!!!!!!!

  41. Losgann Avatar

    Hmm, Kiki, and you think the most glorious attention and approval to a woman is when someone wants to fuck her? That being desired and fucked is the highest priority of our lives? THAT freaks me out.

    Other thing that always amazes me in these kind of convertations, is the health-whining. Yes, being seriously obese is unhealthly, but it is not your reason for thinking overweight people are disgusting and ugly, no, it’s just the way you try to entitle your insults to them. We never hear those sermons from you when the subject isn’t something that doesn’t fit in your little, frivolous and self-centered world. When someone (beautiful, cute person) publishes a picture with cigarette in his/her hand, or a picture from night club where people are boozing, do we here that “oh that is SO unhealthy, yuck, how disgusting, ewww, boohoo”. No we don’t. So cut the hypocrisy, PLEASE, and stop pretending that you care about something else than the way they look.
    There is so much unhealthy things in this world, being a little obese isn’t the worst of them, and definitely doesn’t justify you to insult anyone.

    Thank you.

  42. Losgann Avatar

    Hmm, Kiki, and you think the most glorious attention and approval to a woman is when someone wants to fuck her? That being desired and fucked is the highest priority of our lives? THAT freaks me out.

    Other thing that always amazes me in these kind of convertations, is the health-whining. Yes, being seriously obese is unhealthly, but it is not your reason for thinking overweight people are disgusting and ugly, no, it’s just the way you try to entitle your insults to them. We never hear those sermons from you when the subject isn’t something that doesn’t fit in your little, frivolous and self-centered world. When someone (beautiful, cute person) publishes a picture with cigarette in his/her hand, or a picture from night club where people are boozing, do we here that “oh that is SO unhealthy, yuck, how disgusting, ewww, boohoo”. No we don’t. So cut the hypocrisy, PLEASE, and stop pretending that you care about something else than the way they look.
    There is so much unhealthy things in this world, being a little obese isn’t the worst of them, and definitely doesn’t justify you to insult anyone.

    Thank you.

  43. Losgann Avatar

    Damn, i totally missed my main point. I love the tattoos and a girl! Beautiful!

  44. Losgann Avatar

    Damn, i totally missed my main point. I love the tattoos and a girl! Beautiful!

  45. Aiden_Alt Avatar
    Aiden_Alt

    let me start off by saying you are fucking gorgeous ^.^
    I love all your tattoo’s, you are really a stunner!

    @RACH- I agree with the diversity on MODBLOG but those “skinny girls” you see here are REAL women as well. you don’t have to be full figured to be a real women, we’re all just different.
    I a guy, but I am naturally VERY skinny, im about 5 feet 6 inches and like 115-120lbs…. thats just how I am, still a real man though just not all buff ^.^
    so all women are real women, curvy, straight, full figured or stick thin

  46. Aiden_Alt Avatar
    Aiden_Alt

    let me start off by saying you are fucking gorgeous ^.^
    I love all your tattoo’s, you are really a stunner!

    @RACH- I agree with the diversity on MODBLOG but those “skinny girls” you see here are REAL women as well. you don’t have to be full figured to be a real women, we’re all just different.
    I a guy, but I am naturally VERY skinny, im about 5 feet 6 inches and like 115-120lbs…. thats just how I am, still a real man though just not all buff ^.^
    so all women are real women, curvy, straight, full figured or stick thin

  47. Aiden_Alt Avatar
    Aiden_Alt

    how does she even constitute as fat…… I really dont see it
    her face is beautiful, she has no loose skin
    her body looks great, beautiful shape
    I’m not seeing where “fat” comes into play here

  48. Aiden_Alt Avatar
    Aiden_Alt

    how does she even constitute as fat…… I really dont see it
    her face is beautiful, she has no loose skin
    her body looks great, beautiful shape
    I’m not seeing where “fat” comes into play here

  49. Vigorousjammer Avatar
    Vigorousjammer

    This is my first time posting on Modblog, and honestly… some people are just complaining about nothing. You guys need to go chill out, listen to some Grateful Dead or something.

    For the record, I’d TOTALLY fuck Darkgrrrl if given the chance… and I’m not just saying that because you guys said nobody did. I actually prefer bigger women over skinny women.

    She’s got such a nice shape to her, and it’s much better than any skinny woman I’ve ever seen, hell… I’d even prefer somebody with a bit MORE weight on them.

    Anybody who’s saying some people are better then other people, I have THIS to say to you:

    Yes, we’re not all created equal… but that doesn’t make some of us better than others! Everybody is unique, in their own way, and some people find skinny people attractive while others find fat people attractive.

    don’t even bother saying that whatever the majority chooses is the “right” way. It doesn’t matter how many belong in each group. life isn’t a game, you’re not trying to gain the most fans and win! This isn’t pinball, you’re not going for the high score!

    anyway, a lot of the comments posted here have really grinded my gears, and I just felt the need to post and say something. If you don’t agree, that’s fine. I’m not forcing you to agree. I just had to make my opinion heard.

  50. Vigorousjammer Avatar
    Vigorousjammer

    This is my first time posting on Modblog, and honestly… some people are just complaining about nothing. You guys need to go chill out, listen to some Grateful Dead or something.

    For the record, I’d TOTALLY fuck Darkgrrrl if given the chance… and I’m not just saying that because you guys said nobody did. I actually prefer bigger women over skinny women.

    She’s got such a nice shape to her, and it’s much better than any skinny woman I’ve ever seen, hell… I’d even prefer somebody with a bit MORE weight on them.

    Anybody who’s saying some people are better then other people, I have THIS to say to you:

    Yes, we’re not all created equal… but that doesn’t make some of us better than others! Everybody is unique, in their own way, and some people find skinny people attractive while others find fat people attractive.

    don’t even bother saying that whatever the majority chooses is the “right” way. It doesn’t matter how many belong in each group. life isn’t a game, you’re not trying to gain the most fans and win! This isn’t pinball, you’re not going for the high score!

    anyway, a lot of the comments posted here have really grinded my gears, and I just felt the need to post and say something. If you don’t agree, that’s fine. I’m not forcing you to agree. I just had to make my opinion heard.

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