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Regrets? I’ve had a few…

I got an interesting email from a reader that describes themselves as an “executive professional” who has to hide his tattoos at work, so he’s never shared these with almost anyone in his life. Ever since he was small, he felt an overpowering drive to become heavily tattooed, and, without feeling socially able to visit a tattoo studio, he took matters into his own hands with india ink and a needle. He’s now looking to have the tattoos professionally repaired, but here are a couple photos from the journey so far.

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Comments

50 responses to “Regrets? I’ve had a few…”

  1. Autopsy26 Avatar
    Autopsy26

    i wonder what it’ll look like after the tattooist repairs it.

    i think a lot of black work and white ink would be great

  2. Autopsy26 Avatar
    Autopsy26

    i wonder what it’ll look like after the tattooist repairs it.

    i think a lot of black work and white ink would be great

  3. demoiselle Avatar

    That’s incredible.
    No pun intended.

  4. demoiselle Avatar

    That’s incredible.
    No pun intended.

  5. jumpsheol Avatar
    jumpsheol

    It’s gonna be alright, good luck executive professional

  6. jumpsheol Avatar
    jumpsheol

    It’s gonna be alright, good luck executive professional

  7. Jellyfish Avatar
    Jellyfish

    As far as DIY stuff goes, how good is India ink? I heard it can be poisonous.

  8. Jellyfish Avatar
    Jellyfish

    As far as DIY stuff goes, how good is India ink? I heard it can be poisonous.

  9. cuntcumber Avatar

    I wonder why he felt he couldn’t visit a studio. Did he think he was too clean cut to be accepted? Was afraid of ‘outing’ himself (doubtful)? It’s just hard to imagine why, and I’d love to find out.

  10. cuntcumber Avatar

    I wonder why he felt he couldn’t visit a studio. Did he think he was too clean cut to be accepted? Was afraid of ‘outing’ himself (doubtful)? It’s just hard to imagine why, and I’d love to find out.

  11. fishywoman Avatar

    I have a few hand poked india ink tattoos. My first tattoo at age 22 (I’m now 42) was done with india ink. I was never poisoned, but the ink quality was crap. The black looks blue now, whereas professional tattoos I had done around the same time are still black. I have also hand poked with tattoo ink, and it remained black. YMMV.

  12. fishywoman Avatar

    I have a few hand poked india ink tattoos. My first tattoo at age 22 (I’m now 42) was done with india ink. I was never poisoned, but the ink quality was crap. The black looks blue now, whereas professional tattoos I had done around the same time are still black. I have also hand poked with tattoo ink, and it remained black. YMMV.

  13. herekittykitty Avatar
    herekittykitty

    I’m glad he’s gotten at ease enough to see a pro and get the work he’s always dreamed of =)

  14. herekittykitty Avatar
    herekittykitty

    I’m glad he’s gotten at ease enough to see a pro and get the work he’s always dreamed of =)

  15. nope Avatar
    nope

    i really hope he gets what he’s after – and that is by far not the worst at-home tattoo job i’ve ever seen… for india ink, a needle, and no real clue, i think he managed well enough.

  16. nope Avatar
    nope

    i really hope he gets what he’s after – and that is by far not the worst at-home tattoo job i’ve ever seen… for india ink, a needle, and no real clue, i think he managed well enough.

  17. lippi Avatar
    lippi

    Yeah, I agree with #8, I’ve seen much worse. It’s not great, but not nearly as bad as it could be. I can understand why he’d want to fix them though.

  18. lippi Avatar
    lippi

    Yeah, I agree with #8, I’ve seen much worse. It’s not great, but not nearly as bad as it could be. I can understand why he’d want to fix them though.

  19. albert Avatar
    albert

    I can so relate to him

  20. albert Avatar
    albert

    I can so relate to him

  21. kwaniesiam Avatar
    kwaniesiam

    I’ve seen worse, done in a crappy studio. Hope he gets some great work done. Besides, a long sleeve shirt and no one will ever know it’s there as long as he doesn’t venture to face/neck and hands.

  22. kwaniesiam Avatar
    kwaniesiam

    I’ve seen worse, done in a crappy studio. Hope he gets some great work done. Besides, a long sleeve shirt and no one will ever know it’s there as long as he doesn’t venture to face/neck and hands.

  23. Xenobiologista Avatar

    The picture on the left looks really good, IMHO. The one on the right looks like crap.

  24. Xenobiologista Avatar

    The picture on the left looks really good, IMHO. The one on the right looks like crap.

  25. Taraness Avatar
    Taraness

    Wait, was the left side part 1 and the right side part 2 of the same area?

  26. Taraness Avatar
    Taraness

    Wait, was the left side part 1 and the right side part 2 of the same area?

  27. h Avatar
    h

    taraness- whoa, i think you’re right.

  28. h Avatar
    h

    taraness- whoa, i think you’re right.

  29. anabot Avatar
    anabot

    i really like how organic it looks, like the patterns are in line with his body. i did my first DIY tattoo when i was 11, and while it’s smaller and easier to cover up, it doesn’t look that ugly/beautiful.

  30. anabot Avatar
    anabot

    i really like how organic it looks, like the patterns are in line with his body. i did my first DIY tattoo when i was 11, and while it’s smaller and easier to cover up, it doesn’t look that ugly/beautiful.

  31. Bas Avatar
    Bas

    I understand and like the idea behind the tattoo on the left picture, if he’d used a circle stamp to “line out” before starting to poke it could have been a very nice tattoo.

  32. Bas Avatar
    Bas

    I understand and like the idea behind the tattoo on the left picture, if he’d used a circle stamp to “line out” before starting to poke it could have been a very nice tattoo.

  33. Senta Avatar
    Senta

    I actually quite like how both of these look. The circles on the left almost look like they’ve been done in crayon and the mottling effect on the right is lovely.

  34. Senta Avatar
    Senta

    I actually quite like how both of these look. The circles on the left almost look like they’ve been done in crayon and the mottling effect on the right is lovely.

  35. Coffee Avatar
    Coffee

    How about some skin peels over that? That effect usually looks great!

  36. Coffee Avatar
    Coffee

    How about some skin peels over that? That effect usually looks great!

  37. serenity Avatar

    I really like the first one, I think the uneven circles does nothing but add to the charm of it. But that’s just me.. Good luck with getting it fixed up anyways Mr, if you read this.. 🙂

  38. serenity Avatar

    I really like the first one, I think the uneven circles does nothing but add to the charm of it. But that’s just me.. Good luck with getting it fixed up anyways Mr, if you read this.. 🙂

  39. w Avatar
    w

    yea.. actually what happened between the 2 pics?
    it faded and smudged overtime or he added more ink himself?

  40. w Avatar
    w

    yea.. actually what happened between the 2 pics?
    it faded and smudged overtime or he added more ink himself?

  41. nope Avatar
    nope

    i think he added more ink and kept working on it. i thought the two picks where just a part of his “evolution,” you know?

  42. nope Avatar
    nope

    i think he added more ink and kept working on it. i thought the two picks where just a part of his “evolution,” you know?

  43. infernalmachine Avatar
    infernalmachine

    isnt india ink just carbon black in a water-based medium?

    either way it sucks that he feels/felt unable to go and get professional work. some white ink over that would look pretty cool.

  44. infernalmachine Avatar
    infernalmachine

    isnt india ink just carbon black in a water-based medium?

    either way it sucks that he feels/felt unable to go and get professional work. some white ink over that would look pretty cool.

  45. benedict Avatar
    benedict

    i fucking love those

  46. benedict Avatar
    benedict

    i fucking love those

  47. Megan Avatar

    I feel like this just goes to show how a desire to modify yourself is really innate in some people regardless of everything else going on in their life.

  48. Megan Avatar

    I feel like this just goes to show how a desire to modify yourself is really innate in some people regardless of everything else going on in their life.

  49. oppositronic Avatar
    oppositronic

    i think obviously those tattoos don’t really look that great abstractly compared to photos of other people’s flesh on this site, but I bet if you saw the dude, it would be a whole different story. I think it’s great that he did this to himself and anyway it’s a lot more interesting of a design than a lot of pros come up with

  50. oppositronic Avatar
    oppositronic

    i think obviously those tattoos don’t really look that great abstractly compared to photos of other people’s flesh on this site, but I bet if you saw the dude, it would be a whole different story. I think it’s great that he did this to himself and anyway it’s a lot more interesting of a design than a lot of pros come up with

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