A black-and-white photo of a person mid-air in a Superman-style body suspension pose, supported by multiple hooks in their back and legs, smiling joyfully toward the camera. They are suspended horizontally in a large indoor space with high ceilings and visible rigging. A group of onlookers—some seated, some standing—watch with expressions of admiration, amusement, and support. The atmosphere is lively and communal, capturing a moment of shared experience and transformation.

Self-Injury Scar Cover-Up Procedure

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I posted quite recently about a self-injury to self-love transformation through scarification, and Ron Garza sent in this story about the customer pictured in this entry.

After filming for Discovery Channel in Canada last year, and working and speaking with the plastic surgeon on the show, I discussed ideas with him for scar cover-ups done the same way tattoo cover-up custom designs are done on a larger scale. He thought it was a great idea and suggested we consult with local surgeons in our area and see about going in after surgeries and making the surgery scar into a design, decided upon by the patient and myself before the whole surgery. I thought it was a great idea, and it only reinforced my idea that this was totally possible.

I started playing with it, doing a few small removals in different designs to cover surface piercing scars and that healed amazing. Well… then at the scar class that Gillstrap and myself taught Erik Dakota, Gillstrap and myself all collaborated and removed a huge brand that was deep on this student’s sternum. While it takes much more work to get even and consistent it showed me it can be done. Yes, it’s true — it is a complete pain in the ass but I have been pretty stoked on the results.

This piece was done as a reclamation of self-piece and a way of covering over the self-injurious past scars with a healthier new beginning. Originally a phoenix was requested but when we started drawing the design on, with all the old scars a koi just seemed to fit much better with the scales in the direction of her scars. I actually removed some of the old scars to get things level and tried to create a level scar in a field of uneven scar tissue. As you see in the drawing, some scales were also going to be removal for a spotted koi look, but some of the scars’ roots were just to deep to do all at once, so we got the outline done. I’m quite pleased with the results thus far. I’m sure when we add some grey wash to the piece it will give the entire piece more depth and really take the emphasis off the old scars.

Next week we begin the other arm — I’m stoked!

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Comments

145 responses to “Self-Injury Scar Cover-Up Procedure”

  1. Sade Avatar
    Sade

    This is by far my favorite post:)

    I doubt I’ll ever get this done, just because I don’t think I’ll ever stop SI’ing.

  2. Sade Avatar
    Sade

    This is by far my favorite post:)

    I doubt I’ll ever get this done, just because I don’t think I’ll ever stop SI’ing.

  3. Sade Avatar
    Sade

    This is by far my favorite post:)

    I doubt I’ll ever get this done, just because I don’t think I’ll ever stop SI’ing.

  4. Sade Avatar
    Sade

    This is by far my favorite post:)

    I doubt I’ll ever get this done, just because I don’t think I’ll ever stop SI’ing.

  5. Sade Avatar
    Sade

    This is by far my favorite post:)

    I doubt I’ll ever get this done, just because I don’t think I’ll ever stop SI’ing.

  6. alouicious Avatar
    alouicious

    that came out beautiful. what a wonderful way to move forward.

  7. alouicious Avatar
    alouicious

    that came out beautiful. what a wonderful way to move forward.

  8. alouicious Avatar
    alouicious

    that came out beautiful. what a wonderful way to move forward.

  9. alouicious Avatar
    alouicious

    that came out beautiful. what a wonderful way to move forward.

  10. alouicious Avatar
    alouicious

    that came out beautiful. what a wonderful way to move forward.

  11. Fallen Angel Eyes Avatar
    Fallen Angel Eyes

    This is beautiful. I really like how the old scars add to the texture of the new piece and are transformed into something new. As a reformed self-injurer, these pieces hit close to home.

  12. Fallen Angel Eyes Avatar
    Fallen Angel Eyes

    This is beautiful. I really like how the old scars add to the texture of the new piece and are transformed into something new. As a reformed self-injurer, these pieces hit close to home.

  13. Fallen Angel Eyes Avatar
    Fallen Angel Eyes

    This is beautiful. I really like how the old scars add to the texture of the new piece and are transformed into something new. As a reformed self-injurer, these pieces hit close to home.

  14. Fallen Angel Eyes Avatar
    Fallen Angel Eyes

    This is beautiful. I really like how the old scars add to the texture of the new piece and are transformed into something new. As a reformed self-injurer, these pieces hit close to home.

  15. Fallen Angel Eyes Avatar
    Fallen Angel Eyes

    This is beautiful. I really like how the old scars add to the texture of the new piece and are transformed into something new. As a reformed self-injurer, these pieces hit close to home.

  16. Liebe Avatar
    Liebe

    this is beautiful!
    I had scars covering the entirety of my arm from my wrists to my shoulders, but i just covered them with 2 sleeves……. to bad i didnt think of doing some scarification

  17. Liebe Avatar
    Liebe

    this is beautiful!
    I had scars covering the entirety of my arm from my wrists to my shoulders, but i just covered them with 2 sleeves……. to bad i didnt think of doing some scarification

  18. Liebe Avatar
    Liebe

    this is beautiful!
    I had scars covering the entirety of my arm from my wrists to my shoulders, but i just covered them with 2 sleeves……. to bad i didnt think of doing some scarification

  19. Liebe Avatar
    Liebe

    this is beautiful!
    I had scars covering the entirety of my arm from my wrists to my shoulders, but i just covered them with 2 sleeves……. to bad i didnt think of doing some scarification

  20. Liebe Avatar
    Liebe

    this is beautiful!
    I had scars covering the entirety of my arm from my wrists to my shoulders, but i just covered them with 2 sleeves……. to bad i didnt think of doing some scarification

  21. TheLexPest Avatar
    TheLexPest

    absolutely gorgeous, and it gives me a lot of hope about covering my own scars, when i’m ready for it.

    would love to see further pictures of this when it’s healed.

  22. TheLexPest Avatar
    TheLexPest

    absolutely gorgeous, and it gives me a lot of hope about covering my own scars, when i’m ready for it.

    would love to see further pictures of this when it’s healed.

  23. TheLexPest Avatar
    TheLexPest

    absolutely gorgeous, and it gives me a lot of hope about covering my own scars, when i’m ready for it.

    would love to see further pictures of this when it’s healed.

  24. TheLexPest Avatar
    TheLexPest

    absolutely gorgeous, and it gives me a lot of hope about covering my own scars, when i’m ready for it.

    would love to see further pictures of this when it’s healed.

  25. TheLexPest Avatar
    TheLexPest

    absolutely gorgeous, and it gives me a lot of hope about covering my own scars, when i’m ready for it.

    would love to see further pictures of this when it’s healed.

  26. hullwork Avatar

    wow, 10 out of 25 posters on here are/were cutters. i didnt know it was so prevalent. i found out recently that my lil sis-in-law has been cutting, and it broke my heart.

  27. hullwork Avatar

    wow, 10 out of 25 posters on here are/were cutters. i didnt know it was so prevalent. i found out recently that my lil sis-in-law has been cutting, and it broke my heart.

  28. hullwork Avatar

    wow, 10 out of 25 posters on here are/were cutters. i didnt know it was so prevalent. i found out recently that my lil sis-in-law has been cutting, and it broke my heart.

  29. hullwork Avatar

    wow, 10 out of 25 posters on here are/were cutters. i didnt know it was so prevalent. i found out recently that my lil sis-in-law has been cutting, and it broke my heart.

  30. hullwork Avatar

    wow, 10 out of 25 posters on here are/were cutters. i didnt know it was so prevalent. i found out recently that my lil sis-in-law has been cutting, and it broke my heart.

  31. Tranque Avatar
    Tranque

    If you’re cutting for reasons other than pain, Hullwork, it’s not so bad. Really.
    …but it’s rare you’ll find someone who cuts, especially young, for honest aesthetic reasons.
    This tattoo has really inspired me… I enjoy looking at my scars as they are right now, because they’re reminders to me of what I’m slowly overcoming. I have some severe scars on my legs and not so severe but very noticeable ones on my left arm. I really, really like this idea, and it’s given me some inspiration for what I would like to do if/when I decide to cover mine up.

  32. Tranque Avatar
    Tranque

    If you’re cutting for reasons other than pain, Hullwork, it’s not so bad. Really.
    …but it’s rare you’ll find someone who cuts, especially young, for honest aesthetic reasons.
    This tattoo has really inspired me… I enjoy looking at my scars as they are right now, because they’re reminders to me of what I’m slowly overcoming. I have some severe scars on my legs and not so severe but very noticeable ones on my left arm. I really, really like this idea, and it’s given me some inspiration for what I would like to do if/when I decide to cover mine up.

  33. Tranque Avatar
    Tranque

    If you’re cutting for reasons other than pain, Hullwork, it’s not so bad. Really.
    …but it’s rare you’ll find someone who cuts, especially young, for honest aesthetic reasons.
    This tattoo has really inspired me… I enjoy looking at my scars as they are right now, because they’re reminders to me of what I’m slowly overcoming. I have some severe scars on my legs and not so severe but very noticeable ones on my left arm. I really, really like this idea, and it’s given me some inspiration for what I would like to do if/when I decide to cover mine up.

  34. Tranque Avatar
    Tranque

    If you’re cutting for reasons other than pain, Hullwork, it’s not so bad. Really.
    …but it’s rare you’ll find someone who cuts, especially young, for honest aesthetic reasons.
    This tattoo has really inspired me… I enjoy looking at my scars as they are right now, because they’re reminders to me of what I’m slowly overcoming. I have some severe scars on my legs and not so severe but very noticeable ones on my left arm. I really, really like this idea, and it’s given me some inspiration for what I would like to do if/when I decide to cover mine up.

  35. Tranque Avatar
    Tranque

    If you’re cutting for reasons other than pain, Hullwork, it’s not so bad. Really.
    …but it’s rare you’ll find someone who cuts, especially young, for honest aesthetic reasons.
    This tattoo has really inspired me… I enjoy looking at my scars as they are right now, because they’re reminders to me of what I’m slowly overcoming. I have some severe scars on my legs and not so severe but very noticeable ones on my left arm. I really, really like this idea, and it’s given me some inspiration for what I would like to do if/when I decide to cover mine up.

  36. givemenoise Avatar
    givemenoise

    I’ve been a cutter for 9 years now and I’ve chosen to cover some of my scars that aren’t as raised w/tattoos. I think for myself scarification would be triggering but I love the idea of it. That koi is beautiful! Thanks for sharing it:)

  37. givemenoise Avatar
    givemenoise

    I’ve been a cutter for 9 years now and I’ve chosen to cover some of my scars that aren’t as raised w/tattoos. I think for myself scarification would be triggering but I love the idea of it. That koi is beautiful! Thanks for sharing it:)

  38. givemenoise Avatar
    givemenoise

    I’ve been a cutter for 9 years now and I’ve chosen to cover some of my scars that aren’t as raised w/tattoos. I think for myself scarification would be triggering but I love the idea of it. That koi is beautiful! Thanks for sharing it:)

  39. givemenoise Avatar
    givemenoise

    I’ve been a cutter for 9 years now and I’ve chosen to cover some of my scars that aren’t as raised w/tattoos. I think for myself scarification would be triggering but I love the idea of it. That koi is beautiful! Thanks for sharing it:)

  40. givemenoise Avatar
    givemenoise

    I’ve been a cutter for 9 years now and I’ve chosen to cover some of my scars that aren’t as raised w/tattoos. I think for myself scarification would be triggering but I love the idea of it. That koi is beautiful! Thanks for sharing it:)

  41. BadSeedIsBold Avatar
    BadSeedIsBold

    Absolutley gorgeous piece!

    And yay for pre-planned designs with surgey scars 🙂

  42. BadSeedIsBold Avatar
    BadSeedIsBold

    Absolutley gorgeous piece!

    And yay for pre-planned designs with surgey scars 🙂

  43. BadSeedIsBold Avatar
    BadSeedIsBold

    Absolutley gorgeous piece!

    And yay for pre-planned designs with surgey scars 🙂

  44. BadSeedIsBold Avatar
    BadSeedIsBold

    Absolutley gorgeous piece!

    And yay for pre-planned designs with surgey scars 🙂

  45. BadSeedIsBold Avatar
    BadSeedIsBold

    Absolutley gorgeous piece!

    And yay for pre-planned designs with surgey scars 🙂

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