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Another Leg Implant Gone Wrong

A while back we documented Lane’s leg implant gone terribly wrong — part one, part two, part three (and it actually continues after that as well) — recently another problem piece, this one on iam:teenagerfrommars, manifested itself. What’s interesting to me is that in “body modification-style” implants on the calf, I’ve seen a very high complication rate — probably over 50% — whereas in the medical community, calf implants are actually a very low risk implant comparatively speaking (usually the ratio is the other way around). I don’t know if this is because they have a larger surface area, or some other factor.

Sarah emphasizes that she doesn’t regret what she went through, and doesn’t want to scare anyone away from implants, but does feel that it’s important that her story be shared, and I agree. This summer she decided on a large crop circle implant, carved from silicone and about 8″ by 3″, to be put into her left calf — this is the photo the artist sent her of the piece prior to implantation.

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Continue reading for how the events unfolded.

At first things seemed like they’d be fine — at twelve days it was starting to get definition and she was looking forward to it being healed:

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Unfortunately healing was far from easy. Over the next six months it was constantly filling with fluid, then swelling up painfully and enough to make walking unpleasant. She drained it several times which did little but cause her more pain, and she was losing hope that it was every going to settle down. In addition, her incision never healed properly, presumably due to the constant pressure from the swelling.

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About three weeks ago she found herself in more pain than usual, but didn’t have any of the typical signs of infection, so she thought it was fine and planned on toughing it out. A few days later, at work, he leg felt “kind of odd — it didn’t hurt but it didn’t feel right either.” It didn’t help that on her way home from work she banged her leg on her car door. When she got home and took off her pants she discovered that the implant had begun to break through the skin.

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She made a doctor’s appointment, and within a day a larger portion of the silicon was exposed and looking very unpleasant. Several days later when she had her appointment — her doctor was very understanding and non-judgmental by the way — they referred her to a plastic surgeon two days later, and instructed her to dress the wound and clean and change it daily (a very painful process).

They’d also swabbed her to check for infection, which came back positive. Sarah was put on heavy-duty antibiotics to keep the minor infection from getting worse or going systemic, and after her meeting with the surgeon was scheduled to have her procedure under general anesthesia two days later. This was her first hospital visit so she was quite nervous!

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They made quite a large incision to remove the whole implant, and sealed it up with about twenty staples, leaving a drain (the photo above was the day after the staples were removed). Because of sickness from the anesthesia and her pain medication, Sarah mostly just slept for the first week, and describes the checkup three days later as “the most painful thing I have ever experienced in my life”. A home care nurse has been helping her, and may continue to for several weeks. She has not yet been able to return to work.

Bearing him no ill will, she may be going back to the same artist to have a scarification piece done to hide the scars left from the surgery, but emphasizes to those considering implants, “just make sure you know what you’re getting into and don’t take the risks of any procedure lightly, you never know.”

Comments

85 responses to “Another Leg Implant Gone Wrong”

  1. Mr. C Avatar
    Mr. C

    I hope you will recover soon!

  2. Jeff Avatar

    From a medical standpoint, I would say that the legs of most people are very prone to infection, especially the lower legs, because of the decreased blood circulation present. Even people without peripheral artery disease and diabetes are susceptible to decreased blood flow. Simply bending the knee and sitting down in a chair will compress the popiliteal artery and decrease blood flow… as will sitting for prolonged periods of time such as long car rides or airplane rides. This is the basis of deep vein thrombosis and peripheral edema, the skeletal muscle is not moving to aide the blood return from the limb and hence a fluid back-up blood will form a thrombosis, water, edema; both of which leave the person more susceptible to conditions such as cellulitis and stasis ulcers secondary to decreased fluid return.

    in the case of the crop circle implant, there’s a couple things wrong. 1) the implant is huge and 2) the incision is made below the back of the knee, which is a notoriously moist area.

    Jeff

  3. if6was9 Avatar
    if6was9

    Quite ambitious, maybe smaller crop circles and just one to start.

  4. Airi Zombie Avatar

    What I’m about to say may not be a completely new or innovative concept, but bare with me here.
    I’m not a medical expert or anything but I’ve watched a lot of medical shows and done a lot of independent research because I’ve been thinking about pursuing a career in cosmetic modification surgery.

    What if, prior to the implant, a slow process was started with a small saline bag that was to be inflated over time? Almost like a little breast implant, inserted under the skin, and filled very slowly to allow the skin to accommodate small stretching changes over time?

    A small incision could be made where a bag could be inserted and filled IV style over the course of a couple months before the implant was inserted and slowly be filled to about half an inch of protrusion to allow the skin to slowly stretch. Almost like weight gain.

    In a lot of cases of rejecting implants, they come through the skin. If a slow saline stretching process was started pre-emptively, the skin would already be prepared to adjust, and when it is ready to be taken out, the implant could then be inserted, and just like when you lose weight, the skin would slowly shrink back down with regular movement and activity.

    Only this time, when it shrank, it would stop shrinking when it hit a properly placed implant, and lose some elasticity in the process, thus securing the future of the implant..

    Just a thought. I’m sure someone else already brought it up.

  5. Frester Avatar

    Damn, that implant is huge. Maybe it would’ve worked better if each circle was done separately?

  6. MickeyFinns Avatar
    MickeyFinns

    Another thing is that the implant appears to be carved flat, however, the calve is a curved surface causing un even pressure at each end.

    Unless the implant is in fact curved?

  7. Shannon Avatar

    I don’t think the size of the implant is what caused the problem personally — in comparison to implants that are put in on a regular basis in the medical scene, these are tiny.

  8. yttrx Avatar

    As usual, Shannon chooses to be absolutely blind to the facts in favor of…well, whatever.

    The reason why the bona fide medical community has more success with these kinds of implants is actually twofold:

    1. implants done in areas that flex are *always* done with appropriate material—namely FLEXIBLE SILICONE.

    2. nearly every single “practitioner” in this scene is a complete fucking idiot and has no idea what the hell they’re doing, while by and large, doctors finish medical school and then get tons and tons of practice.

    It is absolutely no surprise that retarded street-surgeon implants go wrong so often.

  9. yttrx Avatar

    And by the way, whoever carved that crop circle silicone and installed it needs to be put in prison. I don’t give a fuck who they are.

  10. bucket of bunnies Avatar
    bucket of bunnies

    what a trooper!

    scarification FTW!

  11. ishinenotburn Avatar
    ishinenotburn

    Did they really need to make that big if an incision? You would think with it being a plastic surgeon they would have tried to lessen the scar left behind ???

  12. Shannon Avatar

    ishinenotburn – Unlike Lane’s implant, which was able to come out of a small hole because it was fairly solid and singular, this one would probably have had growth between the gaps, so trying to pull it out of a small hole would have potentially torn it up. Also, because the surgeons wouldn’t have been familiar with exactly what happened, they would have played it better safe than sorry and opened it right up to get a better look and make sure everything is out.

  13. Shat Avatar
    Shat

    Wow.
    I hope she starts to feel better, what an ordeal.

  14. Laura Avatar
    Laura

    wow! poor girl…very informative post though…i think people should see posts like this when considering implants…JUST hearing there’s a chance of rejection isn’t translated as well as seeing what occurs with rejection…

    now i don’t know much-if anyting-about implants, but wouldn’t putting such a large implant in an area so tight and moves so much, encourage rejection? like i said, i don’t know about implants-just seems like a really impractical place to put an implant…especially so large…

  15. ChillyMama Avatar

    That implant was huge! It matters not whether surgeons routinely implant objects of that size, this was not a surgically performed procedure that she had done. Nor did the implant look as if it was flexing with her leg. The “artist” should have started off slowly, with a smaller piece, and gone from there. A small fuck-up I could forgive, but months on end of pain and then hospitalization? Personally, I wouldn’t go back to that person for any reason at all, ever.

    Thanks for sharing. Heal well, Sarah, feel better soon.

  16. TrinityVA Avatar
    TrinityVA

    Ouch! I hope things go well for her.

    “A while back we documented Lane’s leg implant gone terribly wrong — part one, part two, part three (and it actually continues after that as well)”

    Continues? Is Lane all right?

  17. Elizabeth Avatar
    Elizabeth

    Coulda been so much worse, coulda been necrotizing fasciitis! Ack.

  18. Shannon Avatar

    ChillyMama – Honestly, it looks to me like the piece flexed fine, and while this is large, it’s definitely not too large or abnormally large, and definitely “working up to the size” would likely cause more problems rather than less.

    TrinityVA – They had to open up the wound for drainage.

  19. Kyrenna Avatar

    Wow. Hope she’ll recover well from this. I mean, with only the scar to deal with.

  20. theNOTHING Avatar

    Just to say,yttrx

    Antagonising people, and making fun of what seems to be both the modiication scene and the person who’s runs this blog is needless and childish

    You say practitioners don’t know what they’re doing, well where does your large pool of medical knowledge come from exactly?

    Grow up and fuck off mate

  21. Sherrie Avatar

    theNOTHING- seriously man. I completely agree.

    I’m glad this was posted. I was talking to Sarah last night about this. I’m really glad she’s thinking about scarification work instead. I hope to see pictures when she finally gets her crop circle. =)

  22. Elaine Avatar
    Elaine

    I just can’t imagine the body excepting something like this. I’m sorry to hear that she got sick. I can’t believe she had it in as long as she did. wow!

  23. Evan Avatar

    That’s unfortunate. I would have loved to have seen this piece healed.

  24. Giles Avatar

    >>>nearly every single “practitioner” in this scene is a complete fucking idiot and has no idea what the hell they’re doing,

    Have a quick browse through some of the success stories in ModBlog and you’ll see just how flawed that statement is.

  25. devtastic Avatar

    The implant looks very rigid, and not smooth at all. Not something I would want put inside of me.

  26. Ace Avatar

    Shit ladies! That piece of silicone looks EXTREMELY jagged. Maybe that’s just the editing, but seriously. Not something I’d want under my skin. All ofthe subdermal silicon implantes I’ve seen have been relatively smooth-looking…but this look all chunky and…ouch!

  27. sarah Avatar

    I didn’t submit this to Shannon for anyone’s ‘input’ asking for peoples opinions on MY decisions, so everyone-just save it. This was meant to be an informative article instead of just a big list of risks most people come across when researching a procedure so that people REALLY know what can happen. I do not regret my decision, I’m healing well and at the least, I was hoping someone might gain from my story. A scar is a scar and I’m not obsessing over this so maybe none of you should be either 😛

  28. Shannon Avatar

    Devtastic – I’m not sure how you’re able to tell that it looks rigid from the photo? How can you tell that it’s rigid, versus being softer silicone (which is what it is)?

    Ace – When I first saw carved silicone I had the same worry, but I was told by a cosmetic surgeon that it was a non-issue. There are implants they work with like chin implants that are sometimes carved during the operation and parts are just as rough.

  29. tattoomaker Avatar
    tattoomaker

    oh well, thats ok then!

  30. serenity Avatar

    To those negative people posting on this – of course complications are possible. Of course body mod practitioners overall do not have the same expertise as a plastic surgeon with yeaaars of supervised training. Most people into mods enough to consider implants should own up to their own responsibility in finding out about risks, and while it sucks that every implant and other procedure doesn’t work out, I have to say – this implant may have been on the large side, but not larger than implants that have worked in the past. Like Shannon just said, carving edges on soft silicone pieces is not an issue in the way that those edges would play into how a teflon implant would behave. That is some poor english, but regardless, my point is just – keep it civilized, shit happens – learn from it, don’t bitch.

  31. brute Avatar

    people can get so petty on here.

    anyway, thank you shannon and sarah for the information.

  32. sarah Avatar

    serenity: thank you. “Most people into mods enough to consider implants should own up to their own responsibility in finding out about risks” That was one of my reasons for wanting this posted. I did my research, I knew it was possible and it happened to me. Hopefully it helps make people realize that the risks are REAL and that they can happen to anyone. Lane’s leg boobies are a great example of this too. They were small and they didn’t work out either.

  33. fetch Avatar
    fetch

    *Deity* help me for saying this, but, yttrx has a valid point. Unfortunately, coming from him degrades the message because people *would* rather shoot this particular messenger.

    Until the people offering implantation services adopt and propagate the proper set of ethics and take the *time* to bother to learn what needs to be done you will have a high failure rate. Period.

    Size of the implant is not the issue. It is the “hows and whys” – i.e., location, implant construction, implant materials, thickness of implant, thickness of the epidermis, motion, impact, appropriate subcutaneous undermining, appropriate positioning relative to the musculoskeletal system, skin prep, sterile field prep, properly addressing and customized the implant to prevent tension/pressure points, mechanical failure rates, suture selection and pattern selection….I could go on if anyone would like….

    Do you need a “Medicinae Doctor” degree to learn all this? No. Most of it comes after the M.D., anyways, during the residency phase of those training to be surgeons. Sure, it’s harder to learn on ones own, but it can be done. In this day and age there is enough information out there to be had for *free* that would provide any practitioner truly wanting to learn with a solid foundation in the surgical principles needed. Time and numbers would groom them from there. The question I find myself asking every time is “why aren’t they?”. There’s really no excuse.

    To point to the image galleries as the definition of “success” is flawed as well unless you have the raw data in hand to support your position. How many were still “successful” in terms of healing, lack of side effects (neurological and musculoskeletal), migration, shifting, patient perception of, etceteras at 3 mos? 6 mos? 12? 18? 2 years? 5? 10? 15? Far too many implant images are “fresh” to be able to say with certainity they were a “success”.

    Lastly, if you don’t have the doctorate degree to back it, don’t offer your re-interpretation of what medical literature you’ve read as “fact”. I’m pleading here. Just present what you found on the subject – plagerize if you have to. Trying to put medical information into layman’s terms if you don’t have the experience does nothing but propagate bad information and contribute to the general “dumbing” of humans in general. Hell, even doctors have a bear of a time trying to do it and fail at it spectactularly sometimes. Sorry to be so harsh, but it has to be said.

    And as far as “saving it” – what did you expect? People to read this and just go “yeah, that sucks – them’s the breaks, eh?”? Believe it or not, some of us actually know what is possible. If these people would just get a conscious, this wouldn’t have been just another “lessons learned” case of what can go wrong with a nice scar to show for it instead of a pretty implant.

    I know it is borderline ranting but stuff like this just tears me up. How can *anyone* just go “meh….it happens” when it doesn’t have to beyond acceptable risk/complication rates?

  34. devtastic Avatar

    I wouldn’t be able to tell… I was just saying that’s how it looks.

  35. Shannon Avatar

    Fetch – In the cases where doctors offer overlapping services as practitioners, it’s been my observation that practitioners often have a higher success rate. I’m not convinced implants like this need med school type training any more than piercing does.

  36. Dimruthien Avatar

    #24: How many gunned lobe, cartilage and nose piercings have successfully healed? I know I have 9 gunned lobes, a gunned helix and a gunned nostril from pre-2002 (I was 16 or under) and all have healed successfully. That doesn’t mean the practitioners knew what they were doing, and it doesn’t mean they weren’t stupid, or weren’t lacking sufficient knowledge.

    What’s that, Sherlock? Oh, I think it’s some ownage! Ziiing!

  37. Dimruthien Avatar

    #27: Sarah, you got this posted in a public blog, people are going to voice their opinions whether or not you ask for it. Unfortunately you have no control over that. So I suggest you envision yourself as a cool lake, and the comments you dislike are rocks that cast momentary ripples on your surface. It’s the Internet, for Christ’s sake. 🙂

  38. jOELTRON Avatar

    It’s all about numbers guys. I don’t care what job you are in, there is ALWAYS risk factors and error ratios associated.

    In my opinion I think that the removal incision was WAY too large for the piece. Even with growing tissue (which could have been separated from key-hole style points along the leg), it seems odd to practice that much over-kill. I wonder if perhaps it had begun breaking more along that side and they removed the thin/broken skin.

    I think MAD props to the artist. Carving those silicone circles ALONE deserves an award and the tiny incision point is very impressive also. As far as any of us can tell, they did an excellent job and numbers just got the worst of the situation. I want to know what density the silicone is (generally I’ve seen the clearer the silicone, the higher the flexibility – but not always the case).

    I’m sure the same people that are saying the artist should be locked up would be thinking how awesome it would have looked if it had have healed well.

    THANK YOU SHANNON AND THE WEARER FOR BRINGING THIS TO LIGHT. More people NEED to be aware of the risks of the other side of the coin.

  39. sarah Avatar

    I didn’t say I was getting worked up about it but there is no point in being so negative when it has zero effect on the person who posted 😛 I don’t really give a fuck, it would just be *nice* if people kept it to themselves. I gave my reasons for wanting this posted and that’s all that matters to me when it comes down to it. There was also a comment up there about being so passive with the whole situation, but what am I supposed to do? Freak out because I have a scar? Not the end of the world, people.

  40. sarah Avatar

    jOELTRON: I think the biggest factor when it came to the huge incision by the surgeon was the fact that it was infected and that I don’t think he really knew what he was dealing with. He did mention beforehand that he had wanted to remove it with two small incisions but with the infection, they wanted to get in there and see what was really going on. That drainage hole at the top was also where the original (unhealed) incision was so they cut that out completely and the curve on the side where it was stapled back to together was where the actual implant was completely exposed (the pic of the exposed area was the first day, it got a lot larger by the surgery date).

  41. imyourscar Avatar

    Guys, it’s not the practitioner’s fault. If it is who I think it is, then he’s had years of experience, and yeah, these things do happen. I personally thank Sarah for sharing this with us. It was an eye opener for me, at least.

  42. Shannon Avatar

    There is no reason to believe this is the practitioner’s fault that I know of.

  43. albeans Avatar

    i know there’s no reason to blatantly blame the practitioner, i’m a piercer so i know things aren’t always peachy even when you know what you’re doing… but it kind of bugs me that they aren’t named. I think that discussion has been had before though.

    Just because I’d be interested to see if all of these screwed up procedures are coming from one or two people, or if it’s all just random.

  44. Shannon Avatar

    albeans – The decision to leave it out was mine — I left it out because I believe that (a) it’s not the practioner’s fault, but (b) many people who don’t know better will assume it is, so I chose to leave it out of the entry to keep the entry focussed on the larger issues.

    The fact is that this is one of the best artists in the scene, and ultimately these are risks that can’t be eliminated. Certainly a *BAD* artist can compound them and add new risks, but it’s really, really, REALLY important for people to understand that even in a best-case-scenario, things can and will go wrong from time to time.

  45. jOELTRON Avatar

    Sarah: Thanks for clearing that up, I thought as much but wasn’t sure.

  46. sarah Avatar

    albeans: This experience wasn’t about the practitioner because it wasn’t their fault, or mine.I just happened to be one of the few who didn’t heal their implant successfully and the point was to show what can happen since there aren’t a lot of photo documented experiences about implant problems. Like I said in the article, I wouldn’t hesitate to get work done by this person again because I know they’re very good at what they do and that’s all anyone needs to know.

  47. fetch Avatar
    fetch

    Shannon:

    I didn’t say implantation services required medical school training. Quite the opposite, truth be told. A lot of what one needs to know is readily available off the ‘net from what I’ve been able to tell in my limited searches to see if what I preach is correct. “Professionals” have a higher success rate because they learned and apply the basic principles religiously. At least, to me, the answer for how to avoid such mechanical failures is clear. Possess the ethics to get the basics down correctly first and success will be the rule rather than the exception.

    Hey, I agree that one cannot necessarily blame the practitioner. Not enough information provided to draw that conclusion. After all, shit happens. right? Infections get a toe hold even under the most sterile of conditions. And for all we know she soaked it in raw sewage for 30 minutes every day.

    But I am looking at it with a critical eye and and could tell by the 12 day photo what the outcome of the case was going to be. Why is that? Because it’s posted here? Hardly. Because it was evident to me basic surgical tenets had been breached/ignored/not addressed. So, why is that if (s)he is so well known and experienced? Is it a matter of not knowing or not caring? Or both? Or neither? I, for one, would sure like to know so if there’s a bona fide gap in knowledge there it could perhaps be addressed in the hopes of preventing further implant failures that should have never happened.

  48. fetch Avatar
    fetch

    Run on, much?

    No more vodka when posting for me.

    Sam

  49. Warren Hiller Avatar

    I hate being the stick in the mud wet blanket provider…but how can we say this WASN’T the mod artists fault? Remember with Fame(best) there is also Infamy(Bad)

    Based on the years of observing medical (plastic surgery) shows I’ve absorbed what I’ve seen…I don’t claim to be a plastic surgeon or my knowledge anywhere NEAR the knowledge of a plastic surgeon/medical practitioner…But I will say from what I’ve seen over the span of 12+ years the mod artists aren’t quite following the proper protocols that plastic surgeons do.

    For subdermal implantation plastic surgeons often flush the pocket out with sterile saline as well as have suction tools to help keep the pocket clean. Also you have to factor in with medical practitioners they have the power of the pad and pen to prescribe anti-biotics…Something most mod artists are unable to do, which I personally believe makes a BIG difference.

    Also the way they prep the implants to my recollection is different as well…Although I see difference methods…For example I’ve seen a plastic surgeon pull a breast implant out of a plastic container and cover it in what appears to be betadine/iodine and washing it with sterile saline before inserting it.

    I can totally see how they inserted the piece after making the pocket large enough as well, its not hard cramming something like that under the skin once the pocket is big enough, even from a average size incision like what is shown.

    Now am I saying this is the mod artists fault? Not entirely, it could have been the clients fault…Or even just their body did not like the modification….But if you compare all the complications of non-medical practitioners(mod artists) and medical practitioners providing these implant work…I can guarantee that the medical practitioners are far far far ahead on longevity and lack of complications.

    Because the fact IS mod artists don’t have the training Medical Practitioners do…They don’t have anywhere near the amount of tools/equipment a plastic surgeon has…So anyone getting mod artists to work on them, is taking a huge risk EVERY TIME and its great Shannon that you’re posting these pictures…Because that means it gets the risks out there so people won’t continue to think implants are simple and easy things and are just like getting a piercing.

    Personally I would have liked to seen a picture of the implant right before insertion because from what I’m seeing there it looks poorly sculpted and very rough…Yes the concept is that the rough surface means it will adhere to the skin better…But it also means it will have a increased change potential uneven surface area for bacteria to thrive in…As there’s many different implant surface finishes all based on what is the implant concept in mind,etc.

  50. Warren Hiller Avatar

    also not to say that it’d be “outing” the mod artist or anything but personally I think it does the community a disservice by holding back the mod artists name.

    As with the more documentation and name association to success and failures it will show the true numbers of consistency between each mod artist out there.

    If mod artists are scared about the legal side, they should use nicknames/false names(not changing their names daily though lol)

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