A black-and-white photo of a person mid-air in a Superman-style body suspension pose, supported by multiple hooks in their back and legs, smiling joyfully toward the camera. They are suspended horizontally in a large indoor space with high ceilings and visible rigging. A group of onlookers—some seated, some standing—watch with expressions of admiration, amusement, and support. The atmosphere is lively and communal, capturing a moment of shared experience and transformation.

Jeff’s Finger Monster

Joy writes,

I’ve enclosed a few photos of a piece I did on Jeff Rondina a couple days ago. This is the beginning of a rib panel. We were calling this a “self-portrait” of jeff. It is a combination of the eyeball monster featured briefly in “Bride of the Re-Animator” and Jeff’s own hand — the features of the original monster have been altered with the tattoos on jeffs fingers, his eye color, and his amputated middle finger.

He was in an accident at work a couple years ago. Due to the accident and the many subsequent surgical and physically therapeutic alterations made to his hand (all very painful and frustrating), his finger was eventually amputated. This wasn’t an elective amputation in the sense that is often used on BME. I know that many people commented on how “cool” it was that he had his finger amputated without even thinking that it may have been something he didn’t want to have done, but rather the lesser of the evils presented to him as a long-term option.

He’s obviously doing much better now and is getting on with his life as the lawsuit bullshit comes to a close with his former employers. I just find it interesting and amazing how he’s taken something that was a horrible accident, toughed through it, has accepted it, laughed at it, and immortalized the transformation on himself permanently.

Comments

26 responses to “Jeff’s Finger Monster”

  1. Jen Avatar
    Jen

    Very cool.
    Best of luck to him in the future. Scary stuff. I don’t know if I could be that strong about a loss that significant.

  2. Jen Avatar
    Jen

    Very cool.
    Best of luck to him in the future. Scary stuff. I don’t know if I could be that strong about a loss that significant.

  3. KittieLee Avatar

    I really dig this as a tattoo, but I dig it even more reading the story with it. :]

  4. KittieLee Avatar

    I really dig this as a tattoo, but I dig it even more reading the story with it. :]

  5. melsgam Avatar

    i think thanks to BME if I ever lost a limb or some body part in a freak accident, I would be a lot less upset about it.

  6. melsgam Avatar

    i think thanks to BME if I ever lost a limb or some body part in a freak accident, I would be a lot less upset about it.

  7. deadlypoison Avatar

    love the tattoo – very different.

  8. deadlypoison Avatar

    love the tattoo – very different.

  9. Caroline June Avatar

    Well that’s a tattoo no one else is going to copy. Really good to read about it too and a well done tattoo.

  10. Caroline June Avatar

    Well that’s a tattoo no one else is going to copy. Really good to read about it too and a well done tattoo.

  11. Nubster Avatar
    Nubster

    that’s a pretty rad tattoo, the best is the incorporation of his amputated middle finger, mostly because i too have an amputated middle finger min was in voluntary though it was ripped off by my quad afew years ago when i got too close to the gears afew days before i started eith grade.anyway this is a rad tattoo i always look forward to the crazy mods on this site.

  12. Nubster Avatar
    Nubster

    that’s a pretty rad tattoo, the best is the incorporation of his amputated middle finger, mostly because i too have an amputated middle finger min was in voluntary though it was ripped off by my quad afew years ago when i got too close to the gears afew days before i started eith grade.anyway this is a rad tattoo i always look forward to the crazy mods on this site.

  13. trinityva Avatar
    trinityva

    “I know that many people commented on how “cool” it was that he had his finger amputated without even thinking that it may have been something he didn’t want to have done”

    That’s messed up.

  14. trinityva Avatar
    trinityva

    “I know that many people commented on how “cool” it was that he had his finger amputated without even thinking that it may have been something he didn’t want to have done”

    That’s messed up.

  15. Lilee Avatar
    Lilee

    that tattoo creeps me out, lol. But good on him for getting over losing his finger. =)

  16. Lilee Avatar
    Lilee

    that tattoo creeps me out, lol. But good on him for getting over losing his finger. =)

  17. jareb Avatar

    i got to hold his finger… was a rather neat feeling

  18. jareb Avatar

    i got to hold his finger… was a rather neat feeling

  19. Chel Avatar
    Chel

    reminds me of Thing from The Addams Family.

    it’s cute ^^

  20. Chel Avatar
    Chel

    reminds me of Thing from The Addams Family.

    it’s cute ^^

  21. Giles Wallwork Avatar

    Reanimator 2 was a messed up film indeed. This finger scene especially.

    I remember having a green glowstick and pretending it was re-animation juice.

  22. Giles Wallwork Avatar

    Reanimator 2 was a messed up film indeed. This finger scene especially.

    I remember having a green glowstick and pretending it was re-animation juice.

  23. Shannon Larratt Avatar

    trinityva – It is a funny reversal of people coming to ModBlog and expressing horror at voluntary amputations… 🙂

  24. Shannon Larratt Avatar

    trinityva – It is a funny reversal of people coming to ModBlog and expressing horror at voluntary amputations… 🙂

  25. Kryptyc Avatar
    Kryptyc

    Id have to agree with number 3.

  26. Kryptyc Avatar
    Kryptyc

    Id have to agree with number 3.

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