A black-and-white photo of a person mid-air in a Superman-style body suspension pose, supported by multiple hooks in their back and legs, smiling joyfully toward the camera. They are suspended horizontally in a large indoor space with high ceilings and visible rigging. A group of onlookers—some seated, some standing—watch with expressions of admiration, amusement, and support. The atmosphere is lively and communal, capturing a moment of shared experience and transformation.

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59 responses to “This entry is purely gratuitous”

  1. rebecca Avatar

    ouch!! boob tattoos hurt! it looks great.

  2. Dani Avatar

    she is really beautiful and i love those stars and piercings :]

  3. mycatisnosferatu Avatar
    mycatisnosferatu

    Those stars wouldn’t look as good if her breasts where bigger. Way to go little boobs!

  4. Pol Avatar
    Pol

    I really like those stars
    I thought about getting nipple tattoos to improve my self-esteem about them but since I’m a small C and my nipples are pretty big I think it would emphasize them too much…which is problematic for me.

  5. TyTweeder Avatar
    TyTweeder

    wow

  6. CutesyxButtons Avatar
    CutesyxButtons

    Pol, I have that exact same problem, only I’m a small E. Having them pierced, however, has done wonders for my tittay self-esteem.

  7. SARAHPANIC Avatar

    i think piercing mine would do wonders for my booby self-esteem, too, but then i worry about even more wonky looking nipples.

  8. kristen Avatar
    kristen

    Pol, I agree with others. I have C boobs, and hated how my boobs looked. I got them pierced, and I have never loved them so much 🙂 Go for it!!!

  9. Matt Avatar
    Matt

    freakin’ ridiculous. i need to live where these girls live… good lord.

  10. dave Avatar
    dave

    my girlfriend is probably going to read this and get pissed off and all that, but yeah, this woman is gorgeous, i’ve been swooning for like 10 minutes

  11. esmeray Avatar

    hmm my chest looks so plain in comparison to the first modblog of me, w/ absence of sub-clavicles and such.. but I’m healthier now… Also, I have since taken out the nipple piercings, and had diagonal ones done–which I beyond love! I had plain pink stars before these stars. Oh, and I came extremely close to breast implants (as in I had the $ order ready and everything..).

  12. Matt Avatar
    Matt

    implants? not necessary. not at all. you wouldn’t use magic markers to update a Michelangelo, would you?

  13. cirrin Avatar
    cirrin

    Beautiful picture.

  14. Brian xVx Avatar
    Brian xVx

    Those eyes look amazing.

  15. Olivia Avatar
    Olivia

    Oh my GOD. Wow. She is just….gorgeous. SO beautiful…and so hot, too.

  16. Zar Avatar
    Zar

    this is very beautiful

  17. Yep Avatar
    Yep

    #12, good analogy!

  18. Picard102 Avatar

    Wow. Our favorite pierced katg listener on the blog again. Looking good. Wish I had a car to make it down to that summer. Ohs wells.

  19. miake Avatar
    miake

    just….stunning

  20. Jen Avatar
    Jen

    Great comment Matt.
    Esmeray, you need no implants. Take it from the other side of the grass. I’m a little bigger then a G, and long to have smaller breasts. Although men seems to “notice your rack” more often at this size, I will never look proportional where your chest is just another beautiful feature on an already beautiful body.
    You can’t improve on what you already have…
    Not in my opinion anyways. 🙂

  21. AmyL Avatar
    AmyL

    I would LOVE to have smaller boobs like these!!

  22. joe Avatar
    joe

    yes! definitely be happy for what you have. in any case u wont have the problem that guys get distracted on your boobs when talking to you, they’ll look at your face.

  23. Em Avatar
    Em

    Hey Esmeray – my boobs look exactly like yours (apart from the stars, sadly) and I’ve wanted breast implants for years… but now I’ve seen how gorgeous they look on you, I think “screw that”.

    We just cannot see our own bodies properly…

  24. Dead_Inside7 Avatar
    Dead_Inside7

    beautiful 🙂

  25. pete Avatar
    pete

    beautiful, small boobs rock

  26. penski Avatar

    Pointy little boobies 🙂

    *n

  27. Pol Avatar
    Pol

    esmeray, you are beautiful! getting breast implants is pointless. you have a great body and your brests suit you perfectly!

  28. Chel Avatar
    Chel

    i wish i had tiny boobies.

    ^^

    they’re so cute. and i love the stars.

  29. MissJanet Avatar
    MissJanet

    Add me to the “I wish I had your boobs” crowd. 75 DD isn’t all that funny.

  30. Lananaroux Avatar

    This girl is from my town, and man, were we all surprised to see her go down the mod path.

  31. Lananaroux Avatar

    actually, I had a picture of her sub clavs saved on my computer and it wasn’t until a friend went “That’s Janet*!” that I realized I knew her. I figured it was just a girl who looked a lot like her because I never took her for the extreme body modification type.

    *Names have been changed to protect the innocent.

  32. Max Brand Avatar

    i have a boner….

  33. esmeray Avatar

    Lananaroux–did we know each other? just wondering..

  34. valon oddity Avatar

    esmeray, glad to hear you didn’t do the implants as those tits are absolutely amazing.

  35. jackass457 Avatar
    jackass457

    I love small boobs

  36. Zena Avatar
    Zena

    The tattoos are beautiful! Her face is beautiful. The porn star makeup… ehhhh….

  37. CutesyxButtons Avatar
    CutesyxButtons

    Porn star makeup is beautiful, Zena. Don’t kid yourself.

  38. esmeray Avatar

    I don’t get how it’s pornstarish… *shrugs*

  39. Micah Avatar

    Man, I can’t imagine being the tattoo artist for those stars…. hard to work with half a rod the whole time, that’s some intimate handling of a person’s anatomy no matter how professional you are!

  40. Paul Avatar
    Paul

    dear diary……fell in Love…..AGAIN!!!

  41. Paul Avatar
    Paul

    mmmmm…there’s definately enough there for a mouthful!

    (sorry,but I had to comu back,and say that!)

  42. HereKittyKitty Avatar
    HereKittyKitty

    Because of your beautiful mods, my little boobies are DEMANDING that I treat them better!

  43. mycatisnosferatu Avatar
    mycatisnosferatu

    #30 MissJanet although 75 DD seems pretty large, and make me think of back problems…..big breasts are just as beautiful as small ones.

  44. anonymoose Avatar
    anonymoose

    i’ve got A’s and i keep thinking i want to pierce my nips too. seeing this makes me want to do it more. HOORAY!

  45. DragoBloodlust Avatar

    I love ALL boobs. But, my wife is between B and C, and I love ‘em. Hoorya for boobies of all shapes and sizes!!

  46. Mini_solitaire Avatar

    Yay Stars! Sooooo Purdy!:)

  47. thatolcountryguy Avatar
    thatolcountryguy

    No way. Stars are never gratuitous.
    Nipple stars rock.

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