A black-and-white photo of a person mid-air in a Superman-style body suspension pose, supported by multiple hooks in their back and legs, smiling joyfully toward the camera. They are suspended horizontally in a large indoor space with high ceilings and visible rigging. A group of onlookers—some seated, some standing—watch with expressions of admiration, amusement, and support. The atmosphere is lively and communal, capturing a moment of shared experience and transformation.

Matthew 5:30 Tattoo Made Reality

I posted a couple of these photos to Zentastic when I got home from the hospital last night, but I thought I’d post the full set here. As you know, last year I found out that I had a bone tumor in my right leg just below the knee that was starting to affect my mobility as well as having caused about twenty years of chronic pain. After the biopsy was done, I had Chino tattoo Matthew 5:30 in script above it to help me deal with it —

Matthew 5:30    And if thy right hand offend thee, cut it off, and cast it from thee: for it is profitable for thee that one of thy members should perish, and not that thy whole body should be cast into hell.

I find that “physicalizing the way I’m feeling” helps me to deal with things that are emotionally or intellectually upsetting to me, I think because it makes them tangible in a way that gives me symbols to think about them with, even though of course nothing has really changed. That said, I’m also a bit of a narcissit, haha, so one of the things I was really hoping was that I’d be able to get a surgical photo of this tattoo during the procedure of removing the tumor, because it was so appropriate. Anyway, the doctors were kind enough to snap a number of great photos of the procedure!

That’s an after photo; here are a few others from the procedure:

Everything seems to be healing really well by the way, although it’s just been a few days.

Comments

222 responses to “Matthew 5:30 Tattoo Made Reality”

  1. KittieLee Avatar

    Ahaha thats pretty rule that the doctors took pictures for you, hope all is well in your future though. :]

  2. KittieLee Avatar

    Ahaha thats pretty rule that the doctors took pictures for you, hope all is well in your future though. :]

  3. Hanargh Avatar

    Now if only I had thought to ask my dentist to take some snapshots whilst doing my root canal yesterday! Haha. Just kidding. Glad everything went ok for you. I think it’s brilliant that you’ve got some pictures to look back at, especially with such a meaningful tattoo sitting nicely above. Philosophically gross.

  4. Hanargh Avatar

    Now if only I had thought to ask my dentist to take some snapshots whilst doing my root canal yesterday! Haha. Just kidding. Glad everything went ok for you. I think it’s brilliant that you’ve got some pictures to look back at, especially with such a meaningful tattoo sitting nicely above. Philosophically gross.

  5. Zar Avatar
    Zar

    That looks so interesting, the first pic is my favorite.

  6. Zar Avatar
    Zar

    That looks so interesting, the first pic is my favorite.

  7. ephemeral Avatar
    ephemeral

    Glad that you’re doing okay! Those were some pretty nice pictures. I hope that your health problems resolve quickly!!

  8. ephemeral Avatar
    ephemeral

    Glad that you’re doing okay! Those were some pretty nice pictures. I hope that your health problems resolve quickly!!

  9. Kristin Avatar
    Kristin

    Glad everything seems to be going okay! 🙂 I really should not have come here while I was eating, the immediate shock of seeing that picture made me kinda lose my appetite but then once I stared at it more it wasn’t so bad, and it definitely looks like some sort of cave haha

  10. Kristin Avatar
    Kristin

    Glad everything seems to be going okay! 🙂 I really should not have come here while I was eating, the immediate shock of seeing that picture made me kinda lose my appetite but then once I stared at it more it wasn’t so bad, and it definitely looks like some sort of cave haha

  11. abstract_virtue Avatar

    Not sure if too many doctors would agree to take photos! Thank you for sharing them, it’s a very interesting story that you have. Best of luck and love for you during your recovery. 🙂

  12. abstract_virtue Avatar

    Not sure if too many doctors would agree to take photos! Thank you for sharing them, it’s a very interesting story that you have. Best of luck and love for you during your recovery. 🙂

  13. the-tick Avatar
    the-tick

    so glad to see that tumor out Shannon, heal well and fast 🙂

  14. the-tick Avatar
    the-tick

    so glad to see that tumor out Shannon, heal well and fast 🙂

  15. MarmaladeMagpie Avatar

    instruments are a mess on their back table. wow. why didnt they drape out your leg? hope you feel better.

  16. MarmaladeMagpie Avatar

    instruments are a mess on their back table. wow. why didnt they drape out your leg? hope you feel better.

  17. hellonightmare Avatar

    I was waiting for this!!
    it’d be cool to watch someone cut me open like that.

  18. Jeff Avatar

    Welcome back Shannon… I thought of you when I was in Toronto…then I got scared by a bum and went back to Niagara…
    I’m a big pussy.

  19. hellonightmare Avatar

    I was waiting for this!!
    it’d be cool to watch someone cut me open like that.

  20. Jeff Avatar

    Welcome back Shannon… I thought of you when I was in Toronto…then I got scared by a bum and went back to Niagara…
    I’m a big pussy.

  21. sheldo Avatar

    glad things went ok during the op! i’ve never seen the inside of a leg before… it looks so hollow! hope everyhting goes well with your recovery

    sheldo x

  22. sheldo Avatar

    glad things went ok during the op! i’ve never seen the inside of a leg before… it looks so hollow! hope everyhting goes well with your recovery

    sheldo x

  23. eatyrspleens Avatar
    eatyrspleens

    at first glance, i thought “WHAT THE FUCK, GROSS.” but then became hypnotized by the gaping wound and now i just think it’s pretty effing neat, especially that the doctors were nice enough to take the photos. either way, glad you’re doing swell!

  24. eatyrspleens Avatar
    eatyrspleens

    at first glance, i thought “WHAT THE FUCK, GROSS.” but then became hypnotized by the gaping wound and now i just think it’s pretty effing neat, especially that the doctors were nice enough to take the photos. either way, glad you’re doing swell!

  25. Ev.Ol Avatar
    Ev.Ol

    That’s one badass tumour, as far as tumours go.

    I agree with everyone above, the doctors were pretty cool to do that.

  26. Ev.Ol Avatar
    Ev.Ol

    That’s one badass tumour, as far as tumours go.

    I agree with everyone above, the doctors were pretty cool to do that.

  27. Heretic Avatar

    It’s awesome to hear you’re doing well.

  28. Heretic Avatar

    It’s awesome to hear you’re doing well.

  29. habi Avatar

    gute besserung, herr larratt!

  30. habi Avatar

    gute besserung, herr larratt!

  31. Jaderz Avatar
    Jaderz

    I’m so happy to read that everything went well!! Those doctors took some badass photos! Hope you have a speedy recovery!

  32. Jaderz Avatar
    Jaderz

    I’m so happy to read that everything went well!! Those doctors took some badass photos! Hope you have a speedy recovery!

  33. Isis pt Avatar

    Welcome back 🙂
    Hope everything heals well!
    and awsome pics

  34. Isis pt Avatar

    Welcome back 🙂
    Hope everything heals well!
    and awsome pics

  35. lish Avatar

    those are some of the best pics i’ve ever seen snapped casually. one of those surgeons must fancy himself an amateur photographer. thanks for posting them, & glad you’re doing so well, shannon.

  36. lish Avatar

    those are some of the best pics i’ve ever seen snapped casually. one of those surgeons must fancy himself an amateur photographer. thanks for posting them, & glad you’re doing so well, shannon.

  37. Megan Avatar

    i really like this. i’m thinking about getting a scriptural tat, and i like this one..

    oh, and the sweet surgical pics are a plus.

  38. Megan Avatar

    i really like this. i’m thinking about getting a scriptural tat, and i like this one..

    oh, and the sweet surgical pics are a plus.

  39. sxe rob Avatar
    sxe rob

    Damn.. those are some shots. But I hear ya’ on getting something to symbolize it. I got hit by a car on my scooter and broke my femur in two so I got a tattoo of my femur halves and the little piece that is floating around. I’m still recovering but I’m getting there. Hope the surgery was a complete success.

  40. sxe rob Avatar
    sxe rob

    Damn.. those are some shots. But I hear ya’ on getting something to symbolize it. I got hit by a car on my scooter and broke my femur in two so I got a tattoo of my femur halves and the little piece that is floating around. I’m still recovering but I’m getting there. Hope the surgery was a complete success.

  41. Matt Avatar
    Matt

    I really think that the picture of the scar afterwards with the tattoo above is beautiful. Congratulations! And good luck healing successfully.

  42. Matt Avatar
    Matt

    I really think that the picture of the scar afterwards with the tattoo above is beautiful. Congratulations! And good luck healing successfully.

  43. John F Corsair Avatar
    John F Corsair

    Glad you’re doing alright fella, those photos are beautifully composed given the nature of it…. maybe Mr anesthesiologist has a 2nd career in the making.

  44. John F Corsair Avatar
    John F Corsair

    Glad you’re doing alright fella, those photos are beautifully composed given the nature of it…. maybe Mr anesthesiologist has a 2nd career in the making.

  45. Andy Avatar

    Am I going to be the first to say “It’s not a too-maaah!”? Haha, guess so. Glad that you’re healing well Shannon 🙂

  46. Andy Avatar

    Am I going to be the first to say “It’s not a too-maaah!”? Haha, guess so. Glad that you’re healing well Shannon 🙂

  47. Shannon Larratt Avatar

    Nick: The tumor is a probably about half way in size between a golf ball and a tennis ball.

    Derek: I agree, that’s a GREAT book!

  48. Shannon Larratt Avatar

    Nick: The tumor is a probably about half way in size between a golf ball and a tennis ball.

    Derek: I agree, that’s a GREAT book!

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