A black-and-white photo of a person mid-air in a Superman-style body suspension pose, supported by multiple hooks in their back and legs, smiling joyfully toward the camera. They are suspended horizontally in a large indoor space with high ceilings and visible rigging. A group of onlookers—some seated, some standing—watch with expressions of admiration, amusement, and support. The atmosphere is lively and communal, capturing a moment of shared experience and transformation.

I am deaf. Pain without love.

“Ich bin taub. Schmerz ohne liebe.”

These are in German of course, but he also has Latin branding on his arm.

Comments

40 responses to “I am deaf. Pain without love.”

  1. Anselm Avatar
    Anselm

    Translation for those who don’t speak German: Ich Bin Taub translates into I am deaf OR I am numb. Schmerz ohne Liebe means pain without love.

    -Anselm

  2. Anselm Avatar
    Anselm

    Translation for those who don’t speak German: Ich Bin Taub translates into I am deaf OR I am numb. Schmerz ohne Liebe means pain without love.

    -Anselm

  3. kori_elizabeth Avatar
    kori_elizabeth

    1 – The translation was in the subject.

    Regardless,
    I really like this. German words just look so much prettier than English. Maybe that’s just me, but like said, I really do like this.

  4. kori_elizabeth Avatar
    kori_elizabeth

    1 – The translation was in the subject.

    Regardless,
    I really like this. German words just look so much prettier than English. Maybe that’s just me, but like said, I really do like this.

  5. Frester Avatar
    Frester

    I can’t quite figure out where this is…his arm? Looks like an elbow at the end of “liebe”

  6. Frester Avatar
    Frester

    I can’t quite figure out where this is…his arm? Looks like an elbow at the end of “liebe”

  7. Anselm Avatar
    Anselm

    Thanks Kori, I noticed that after I’d posted. It’s still early in my book.

  8. Anselm Avatar
    Anselm

    Thanks Kori, I noticed that after I’d posted. It’s still early in my book.

  9. chr_st_ne Avatar

    i think the “i am numb” part would almost be more appropriate. it could go both ways though.

  10. chr_st_ne Avatar

    i think the “i am numb” part would almost be more appropriate. it could go both ways though.

  11. cuntcumber Avatar

    I agree, chr_st_ne. Even if he were actually deaf, those two phrases still wouldn’t make much sense together. “I am numb” seems a more appropriate translation.

  12. cuntcumber Avatar

    I agree, chr_st_ne. Even if he were actually deaf, those two phrases still wouldn’t make much sense together. “I am numb” seems a more appropriate translation.

  13. trinityva Avatar
    trinityva

    So what actually is that? I can’t tell if it’s brown ink or a brand. The letters look awfully close together for a burn, though.

  14. trinityva Avatar
    trinityva

    So what actually is that? I can’t tell if it’s brown ink or a brand. The letters look awfully close together for a burn, though.

  15. Eva Avatar
    Eva

    re:7
    I think it’s cautery.

  16. Eva Avatar
    Eva

    re:7
    I think it’s cautery.

  17. Tim Avatar
    Tim

    Its self done cautery. Its in the misc. modern branding section of BME.

  18. Tim Avatar
    Tim

    Its self done cautery. Its in the misc. modern branding section of BME.

  19. wish_I_were_a_dragon... Avatar

    where abouts on the arm is tht? I can’t figure it out…

  20. wish_I_were_a_dragon... Avatar

    where abouts on the arm is tht? I can’t figure it out…

  21. Boudicca Avatar
    Boudicca

    I think it’s just the latin that’s on the arm, this looks more like a thigh to me, with the knee in the upper righthand of the photo.

  22. Boudicca Avatar
    Boudicca

    I think it’s just the latin that’s on the arm, this looks more like a thigh to me, with the knee in the upper righthand of the photo.

  23. toast Avatar

    I’m agreeing with Boudicca, looks like a thigh.

  24. toast Avatar

    I’m agreeing with Boudicca, looks like a thigh.

  25. Emily Avatar
    Emily

    it looks to me like an inner forearm but from below, as if his arm is just to his side instead of outstretched.

  26. Emily Avatar
    Emily

    it looks to me like an inner forearm but from below, as if his arm is just to his side instead of outstretched.

  27. Boudicca Avatar
    Boudicca

    Emily-
    I doubt that, the word ‘liebe’ is definitely over a muscle

  28. Boudicca Avatar
    Boudicca

    Emily-
    I doubt that, the word ‘liebe’ is definitely over a muscle

  29. Emily Avatar
    Emily

    Boudicca, i beg to differ– i think that that bump is the lower end of his humerus at his elbow. plus, at the top of the picture in the right corner, you can see the fold of his armpit, where his inner arm comes together with the side of his chest.

  30. Emily Avatar
    Emily

    Boudicca, i beg to differ– i think that that bump is the lower end of his humerus at his elbow. plus, at the top of the picture in the right corner, you can see the fold of his armpit, where his inner arm comes together with the side of his chest.

  31. lilish Avatar
    lilish

    Hmm seems like a much cleaner (SFW) version of guess what you’re looking at.

  32. lilish Avatar
    lilish

    Hmm seems like a much cleaner (SFW) version of guess what you’re looking at.

  33. lucy Avatar
    lucy

    it actually says at the top that it is on his arm

  34. lucy Avatar
    lucy

    it actually says at the top that it is on his arm

  35. Core Avatar
    Core

    I love this! And the fact that I love speaking German makes it even better.

  36. Core Avatar
    Core

    I love this! And the fact that I love speaking German makes it even better.

  37. Mardie Avatar
    Mardie

    If you look in Misc Modern Branding the title of this says it’s his leg. The top right hand side is his knee, as it’s on his upper thigh.

  38. Mardie Avatar
    Mardie

    If you look in Misc Modern Branding the title of this says it’s his leg. The top right hand side is his knee, as it’s on his upper thigh.

  39. L1ZZARD Avatar

    German! It may be aggressive, but it’s so beautiful!

  40. L1ZZARD Avatar

    German! It may be aggressive, but it’s so beautiful!

Latest Tattoo, Piercing, and Body Modification News

  • What Lifts the Body, Shifts the Soul
    First suspensions are rarely just about the body— they’re a meeting point between the physical and the deeply personal. Stepping into this experience isn’t simply about trying something new, but about stepping outside yourself to a version you had always sensed was waiting. I’ve had… Read more: What Lifts the Body, Shifts the Soul
  • Skin and Strings: The Art of Human Puppetry
    One of the most powerful things about being at a convention like OSC is the sheer concentration of experience, creativity, and capability in one place. When you’re surrounded by people who not only understand the technical complexities of suspension but are excited by the challenge… Read more: Skin and Strings: The Art of Human Puppetry
  • Twelve Points to the Sky
    There’s a particular kind of magic that happens at your first big suspension gathering when you arrive with nerves, an open heart, and the quiet hope of flight. Guided by the encouragement of mentor Lynn Loheide and driven by the quiet confidence of belonging, Alex… Read more: Twelve Points to the Sky
  • Ontario SusCon 2025
    In March 2025, BME attended the Ontario Suspension Convention in Hamilton, hosted by the Kevin Donaghy and the Ontario Suspension Collective. We had the pleasure to take part and help document the event, but also run a booth to sell a bunch of old (but… Read more: Ontario SusCon 2025
  • Welcome Back to Body Modification Ezine
    Dear BME Community, We’ve been gone far too long, but BME is back to give people a voice, a space, a community. With time everything evolves, and BME may be different than you remember. Our goal is to stay true to Shannon and Rachel’s values… Read more: Welcome Back to Body Modification Ezine
  • BME Social Media
    Word of mouth has been our method of reuniting the community, and it has brought a substantial amount of us together. I am inspired by your loyalty and I want to remind more people of BME’s existence. In 2020 we gained control over @bmezine on… Read more: BME Social Media