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When im pissed off...Anarchy and Arms

Well I'm not really sure where to start. I guess the beginning would be good. It was in October I think, maybe September, I'm not good with dates.... So, I had had a bad day at school, like always (stupid teachers).. and I was looking for a way of just letting go, short of drugs and suicide (I was short on money you see..) so I went to my room... (big surprise, huh?) and tried to sleep, because I like to sleep. Sleep is good. Well that didn't work so I sat there and looked around my room. I thought ... read more

Never trust your lover with your breasts

My date with scarification: The few details that still remain perched somewhere in my subconscious have been related to me many times; each in a different format (u get the abridged version, lol). Especially the part about the massive level of "stupidity" it must have taken for me to do or allow this to be done to me. I still find it kind of awkward but interesting to tell my current lovers about my 'beauty marks.' Unlike key chains and old photos, my scars are the one souvenir I can never really lose. I cant justify or rationalize; I may ... read more

scarification by cigar

Scarification with and cigar The process of my scarification started one evening at a party. I was at a party and my girlfriend had pissed off with a friend of mine! That was nice, any way I was feeling a bit depressed and sorry for myself so I thought I'd do some thing to get some attention, so I grab a cigar that my friend was smoking (it's a party you do strange things at parties) and stubbed it out on my left arm (I'm right handed). It was strange because it didn't hurt in the slightest witch I was ... read more

This is chemical burn

Ever since watching 'Fight Club' I have wanted to re-enact the chemical burning scene with my very own 'Tyler Durden'. There are three reasons for this. Firstly, the movie itself had a very profound effect on me. I can't remember the last time I saw such a significant film. The second reason was that, as a sexually submissive female, I am always interested in exploring my pain threshold and trying new experiences. The third reason is simply a love of all forms of body art (I am heavily tattooed and pierced). The first thing I did was to have a ... read more

A Scar I Didn't Make: My Lifeline

This is a very interesting take on scarification that I have been meaning to post but have just now gotten around to writing up. I was born on February 17, 1982 at Columbian Presbyterian Hospital in New York City. However, I was due on May 5th, meaning I was almost 3 months premature. I weighed 2 pounds and 9 ounces and was very small. A few days into my life, I started to get sick with a type of colitis known as NEC, which is apparently somewhat common for "premies." My parents didn't even send out birth announcements because they ... read more

Blood Fetish

Well, I have this one friend who I used to think as pretty strange. I had her over one night and she was first telling me about her suspension. (I wont go into that, because it was rather boring.) Anyway she wanted to try and do her own tattoo with cutting and inking. I told her that I would also like to do that, it sounded really cool. We did not have any of the materials needed to do it that night, so we planned to get together next weekend. So she comes over with a shitload of stuff. (rubbing ... read more

Self Cutting and Branding

When I first decided I wanted to do some scarification again I looked at my body and decided which part was ready for some action. It turned out to be just above my ankle and it looked like it was going to get a star design on it. So I got out my razor and cleaned up all the hair and then washed up the area. I then went and got out the marker and drew it on, got out the knife and cleaned everything up. The first cut was the sweetest feeling, just knowing what a beautiful piece of ... read more


My brands had been in the works for some time. As with any of my mods, I researched carefully on this and other websites, and consulted with others in the industry/community. I had originally hoped to have been branded by Keith Alexander in New York. As it turned out, though, Keith has accepted other work, and would be unavailable to work on me for an indefinite time. I still hope to be his client someday. It was through Keith that I got the referral to Megg Mass at Infinite. I first heard about Infinite in Philly through rec.arts.bodyart. Many RABbits ... read more

How The Phoenix Was Born

Ok, to be perfectly honest, this is a story about how a child can become a man of his own free will. The whole thing began as a simple idea. I had thus far accumulated several piercings (only two of which I kept in the end, as being the most 'me') and two tattoos. I was happy with my body, and content with the quality of the work. Andre and John are the guys I swear by. And the idea was scarification. I was talking to a friend about different things, like suspensions and scarification. I lamented the fact that ... read more

Drunk scarification

I always liked the extreme, and from a young age I had piercings on my ears and my nose. The last year, I started to like things I hated for a long time. Piercing of my left nipple was the first, and I done it without any thought. A Tattoo was the second, but I don't ever have money to do that. Scarification was the third, but two things made me hesitate. The first was the permanency. The second... I was afraid about the terrible pain I would inflict on myself. I was reading experiences of other people in BME, ... read more

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