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Pulling for the first time.

Whoa, where to begin. Two days before the September 2nd BME BBQ my friend Chris and I talked about how cool it would be to try pulling. So I messaged The Great Orbax, and asked him about it, he told me to message Phil, and talk to him, and that he'd also talk to him for me as well. And so it started. After Chris and I arrived at the BBQ, We hung out at the suspension rig to watch them set up. I was also looking for Phil, as he said find him at the BBQ so we could ... read more

2" extreme nail bed at the bbq

Well for starters we showed up at the bbq late and missed a few suspensions and the forehead pull, but that didn't stop us from having a good time. At the very end when everyone was asked to leave iwascured had brought down the 2" extreme nail bed, which Blair made. I saw someone do it first and was instantly interested. I asked Blair if I could try it next. To my heart's content he said yes. I had to wait for a couple more people to go before I got my turn but that's alright. The guy who went ... read more


Where to start.. I started getting into piercings a few years ago, when i got my eyebrow pierced. after a few months the 'newness' of it wore off, and even though i loved it, i got bored. So i got my tongue pierced. It was in a pretty crappy studio that got shut down for sanitary reasons a few months after i went, but it turned out pretty good.. After that i got both nipples pierced then went for the grand daddy (at least for me), the PA. i loved all my piercings but after awhile i had to take ... read more

A Taste of the Blade

So there I was, drinking a beer... Wait, wait, sorry wrong story to tell. Before I start this story (names have been nicked to save those in this story SOME embarrassment) I need to tell you a bit about myself. Well, I'm 5'3, 110 LBS. Brown eyes and chunky short dark brown hair and fair skin... well yeah. Ok ok I look like a pixie... but that's not relevant. What IS relevant is this: I have had an obsession and adoration of anything vampiric for as long as I can remember. Plus, I am a professed masochist and submissive. (though ... read more

First suspension---summer '00

This was written over a year ago. My sentements haven't changed. My desires haven't changed. I am sitting here this morning after reflecting on the "event" of the prior evening (8/24/00). It was hot and humid in Dallas and as it turned out it was perfect weather for what I was going to do. Last night was my first suspension. I will not bore you with mechanics but suffice it to say that that portion went without a hitch. I chose to do a 'Superman' suspension and as such had 10 hooks imbedded on my body. The skill of Allen, ... read more

Hooked on Mal

After the July 1 Toronto BBQ, I knew I wanted to do an energy pull. They looked totally amazing and the energy I witnessed was incredible. I didn't know Mal wanted to do one too until after we talked when we got back. So we decided to do it together. We kept trying to set up a time with Phil and IWasCured, but weren't having much luck. (He was insanely busy with ModCon and other stuff.) We asked about setting something up for August 12. We didn't hear back right away, but we talked and IAM member Amber Strain's birthday ... read more

Suicide suspension

I had seen suspensions on TV and I have also seen my friends perform them as well. I had been intrigued since the moment that I had been exposed to suspensions. I knew that I had wanted to try it. I had read about Fakir Musafar and I was intrigued by his dedication to modern primitives. I had read about the suspensions he had done and I was determined to do one as well. It was just a matter of resources. I had months to think about it. I finally had a place and people to perform it. This was ... read more

Alligator Clip Fun

Alligator Clip Fun This is my second BME story; my other is a story about my hand-web piercing (removed unfortunately). This is all about the fun you can have with alligator clips, the smaller ones (NOT the ones used on jumper cables), often called roach clips, to the potheads out there :-p. Anyway, I'll start by letting you know how I started playing with them. I was stuck in summer school (blech) and we were given a small amount of work that day, and i had finished early. It was a science course, so we had plenty of gadgets and ... read more

metal through my flesh

The ceiling is white when the sun shone through the half closed curtains. Smoke lingering in the air. Lying in bed with my shirt on the floor, I did not remember feeling pain in the last few hours. When the needles pierced through my skin I did not feel pain like I usually do. Instead I felt relieved. Like all of my worries are gone for a moment, sort of like letting myself be 'me' for a day. It's the first time I look at "play piercing" in a more spiritual way. One of my friend and I were talking ... read more

sex scars

Well well well were to begin.. I suppose the story starts when I started seeing this girl. We had all ready talked quite a bit about alot of things and since it seemed to me that we'd started to get to know each other pretty well I thought that it was about time that I told her that I was a masochist. This is always a hard thing for me to say because I am never quite sure what kind of reaction I should expect (my experiance has taught me that the way my mind naturally works freaks some people ... read more

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