"I have come too far, and I cannot return..."


Last updated on March 14, 2011 February 5, 2016 March 1, 2019



I am:

  • 32 years old 37 years old 40 years old
  • Looking at BME pages since the BME/WORLD started.
  • Member of IAM since August, 2002
  • Former maker of body jewelery.
  • I have lived in the Wizard's Tower... (In fact, it's "mine") A funky apartment in Kensington Market, in a building covered in psychedelic paintings, I've been there for 5 years as of April 1st. 2011 Now live in my dead grandparent's derelict and disintegrating house since end of May, 2011
  • I live with a girl named Gilly-Bean, a busker named Jamie who is about to move out, my long term girlfriend/fiancée (see below) and my two four kitties Aurynn Pants Magnificence (a magnificent tabby) and the Golden-eyed Commander of Wishes ("Goldie") (a gold, white and black calico) AND NOW Rudy (a grey tortie) and Norman (a beautiful sealpoint himalayan)
  • After about a decade of polyamory and womanizing I am in a single recent (1.5 months) long term (5 years as of tomorrow) (8+ years) awesome(sauce) relationship, with DJ Perple Doorknob Broomstick AKA City Center. 
  • Now recovering from a major depressive episode that lasted since late 2009/early 2010. still struggle with depression and anxiety sometimes but doing pretty ok in the grand scheme of things as of 2016. rarely suffer from serious depression or anxiety anymore.
  • I make art-objects, art installations, sacred spaces, and sometimes paint or draw (badly). Sometimes I make electronic music or mixes. I throw raves and volunteer at parties and festivals. Frankly these days I mostly work, drink beer, embroider, paint, play video games, do gardening and the occasional nature walks and sometimes cook a fancy meal for the ol' lady. I am a member of the local NDP so actually have to volunteer to do political crap. This is a lot more occupying during campaign season.
  • I have a propensity for breaking into impromptu dances and/or improvised song (this has still not changed as of 2016 2019)
  •  Can't wait for 2020 so I can compare the state of the world to the old RPG Cyberpunk 2020



    100 percent all-canadian beefcake! Who do you think of when you mastrubate? K-HOLE


12/7/2003 | 0 comments

I don';t know why i am hiding this, but I am, so yesterday I um, yeah that guy who lived in evas place shelter came into stainless, and stunk up the washroom, funny i saw him earlier before heddis company party walking down the street. Last night jacob came over, we drank and smoked weed Today I nabbed an "extreme" traveller mug for hillary **BLIST1END** That's why I was groggy this morning... (cryptic y'all?) Yeah, starbucks sucks! Anyway, went out after work with heddi and went to her old store. Then we went to gabby's for drinks. Thats a bar, for those who don't know. Um humm, not much to say today, looking forward to working at stainless tomorrow! Mmm and I thought about my bio for the company website...

12/6/2003 | 0 comments


Yep, got to work on time. That was a mistake. I was slightly groggy from the ridiculous amount of vodka I drank last night, but I was OK. I grabbed an americano from Java, then went to work. I waited for a while. Then Hillary came. Then I got to work. Keary is funny, basically, tom has been soliciting wholesale orders we can't fill, so those are late, and stock hasn't been being made for the store! BLIST1END Keary showed me how to make pinchers, and how to blacken ti/nio, so now we made a 10 ga black nio septum pincher and I'm wearing it right now. It's not perfect, but hey, it was my first time. I'll get better!

I have to work at starfuckers tomorrow, I'm going to see if I can get an extreme mug and some awake tea for hillary.

I organised the Foxx werks BLIST1END wholesale order into sections, because Tom (?) or maybe everybody was just mixing everything in different stages of done-ness together, that's very impractical. I want to make an inventory list too, so we can see what the store needs, and get to that when we have time.

12/5/2003 | 0 comments

SO we drank a bottle of vodka. (40oz) Then heddi and brie took pinup pictures. I was not to be included. That isnt important to heather, to do things with me.

Another Dai!
12/4/2003 | 0 comments

It was an OK day! OK?

Yeah, I slept in and my neck and teeth hurt (I had my head propped up while I slept funny i guess and was prolly grinding my teeth again) I had slept in, funny I don;t remember turning off my alarm. Anyway, I polished all day again, well, for four hours. See, I got in late but thats ok, because Ian was still out front waiting for someone to come let him in! Then Keary showed up and then Hillary came and let us in finally. Um, yeah, then I polished - first CBRs on the cone, to finish them off, then some nostril screws, which Tom asked me to round the ends more but Keary took them and tossed them back in the tumbler. And then I started on the labret studs. Keary said he'd show me how to make the titanium pinchers/claws I like so much, with notches even! Anyway, I left around 4, went to Java and did my chem assignments and then went class to turn them in, then went home. Finally. Meg came by cuz she was locked out! She forgotted her keys at work! ( Poor Meg! yeah so I also got a christmas card from blueeyedvixen8 cool eh!?! Then Brie showed up andwe are drinking. And, Heddi and brie are putting on makeup now.

That's the story of my life.

did I forget to mention...
12/4/2003 | 0 comments

That I got my lip back up to 10 ga last night, but its with the blue titanium CBB instead of black niobium one (which has now landed in my septum) hmm, I want septum claw. mmmRaw!

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