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my first try, second try, third try

Well, my first few attempts.... A little background information. The boring stuff! I'm 15 years old, and I grew up in a wild city, Tampa Florida. I moved to Lakeland when I was 13 years old, and I found it quite boring. I met some great friends here, and one got me really into body modification. I love him dearly and I consider him my brother and best friend. When I found out about body modification, I thought "HOW COOL!" I fell inlove with the idea from the start. I was into tattoos, stretching and odd piercings already, but BME ... read more

First Scarification Experience

Well..it started off as just a walk with me, and my closest friend, Ashley. Every so often, we'd walk down to this parking garage by the apartments down the street from my house. (Highpointe) Anyway..for some reason, that kind of become a little 'memory' for us. Ever since the 5th grade, we'd go down there, carve stupid shit into the garage side, like.."K.S.+D.B.=3", stupid kid shit. Anyway..we were down there..I forget why, now, but it was a little over a year ago. I think we'd both been having family problems, and had walked down there just to get away, smoke ... read more

BME RULES SCAR!!!

I'm a big nerd, thats about all I can say about this scar I did, a nerd I say. You may be wondering what my scar is... WELL, its a scar on my thigh that says "BME" in 3 inch letters! I was sitting at home yesterday just thinking of something to do. I thought: "why don't I do something mod wise?" PING! The light went on, sweet ass BME scar! So I went into my little box of piercing needles and spalple blades and pulled out a brand new blade (size 22 I do believe). I laid out a ... read more

Everyone Could Use a Good Brand

I would like to first say that I believe, atleast for myself, that the more meaning you put into a modification the happier you will be in the long run. Though aestetic quality is important it isn't everything. I decided to brand myself sorta spur of the moment. Up to that point i had been pierced and tattooed and loved the feeling of both. I wanted to try something new, get off on new endorphines. I diden't plan to do it that night but at the time I was living with my parents and as usual they were fighting. I ... read more

DAVID

When I was 19, I went out one night in my cutoffs and a tanktop to a local park to see if I could get picked up for the night. My cutoffs were very short so that my cock was barely hidden, of course I wasn't wearing any underwear. I walked past a park bench and heard a deep heavily accented voice say, "Come here boy". I turned to see a large man sitting on the bench. He looked at me and said, "sit". The sound of his voice made my cock hard, my nipples erect and my asshole quiver. ... read more

L I f E can be hard

Let me just start with a little background information first... When I was 12, I first started cutting myself. I don't really know why I started. The first thing I did was a little 'symbol' on my hand (the space on the back of my hand between my thumb and the back of my hand) that was a mix of the letters T, L and A.. "true love always". I wasn't in love, so I don't know why I chose that. Probably because I had a mad crush on a guy and I thought if I ever worked up the ... read more

Straight edge Scarification experience

All my life since I was a baby, I have had many operations after being diagnosed with a kidney disorder, which has left me with a fine array of scars to show off to my friends now and again. During my teenage years I suffered much depression, which often lead me to cutting myself, usually on my arms and legs. This too left me with some incredibly impressive scarring on my body, but after several years of cutting and a lot of therapy (after a teacher at school almost had a heart attack when seeing a freshly cut wound running ... read more

For the Love of Blood

We are something beyond the expected normal. Some of us keep the secret well hidden under pressed suits or skirts and crew cuts. Some of us flaunt it like a picket sign. We are the legion of body adorners, of modifiers, of the inked and pierced and cut and burned. Someone asked me why I choose to "hurt" myself. Is it realy hurting myself if I choose to do it? To me, this lifestyle, this choice, improves me on a level that most people don't understand. It is a position of power, of divine right. This is my body, and ... read more

Mmy first real brand.

Well it all started out as the simple want for a tattoo. At the time it was something silly that I wanted to have done so I'm glad that I wasn't able to get it. I had been cutting myself for a couple years at that point, so I decided that branding couldnt be that much diffrent. So I sat and tried to think of something that I knew I could always look down at my forearm and be pleased with. A clover was what I decided on, three leaf, i have this weird thing about four leaf clovers, because ... read more

A brand - new self-done scar

Never thought I'd have the guts to brand myself. Then again, I don't know. My fear of scalpels and cuttings kinda meant that if I wanted a self-done scar, I'd have to find another way of doing it! And it had to be self-done, for two major reasons; firstly because there is nowhere around here that does scarification [you'd be thrown in a padded cell for asking] - I live in a small town in Australia. Secondly because my body's been screwed with enough by the so called professionals in this town who can't pierce. I'm an artist and have ... read more

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