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I was up and then I was down

I have been a member of BME since mid-October and have found myself enjoying becoming part of a community. I have had friends that have done suspensions several times and honestly up until about two months ago I would have never considered attempting one. Through reading stories and experiences on BME I found myself developing a desire to attempt a pull. I immediately signed up for the Suscon event in Rhode Island that happened a week ago. I found myself a pull partner and was ready and excited for the event. While I was at the event I had the ... read more

Corset: Tie the laces and open the mind...

I can try and narrate, but I'm not sure how well I'll do. I didn't decide to do it out of meditative desires. I saw a picture of someone who'd done it and I thought it was beautiful. I'd been feeling disconnected from my physical nature, and this was causing a lot of frustration and related problems. I'd been thinking about the corset when I tripped (mushrooms), and it was then that the decision solidified itself. The way I saw it then, it was going to be a process of "making holes so that the wings could come out". It ... read more

I owe this moment to Daphna

I need you to see this place. It might be the only way that I can show you how it feels to be inside of you. How do you do it? (Make me feel like I do...) Most people would probably think I needed a cat scan for willingly putting fish hooks in my back, tying them into another set of fish hooks stuck into someone else's back and then pulling each other's skin off our respective frames. And I suppose if you put it that way, I'm inviting the men in the white coats over for a pork chop ... read more

Me and My Bright Ideas! A Providence Suscon Experience Part 1

I almost forgot about it. I almost didn't go. Bad weather, work and there is lots of shit to do in my house because I may have to move in a few months. All reasons that I almost didn't go to the Providence Suscon whether they were good reasons or not is not the point. I would have missed out on a great event. I did decide though to go in late January. I did however, as usual for me, procrastinated in registering until almost mid February. The question now became what type of suspension to do. This was to ... read more

My first suspension ½é¤á¤Æ¤Î¥µ¥¹¥Ú¥ó¥·¥ç¥ó

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Needle Play

"Ow! Fu....hey, that doesn't actually hurt! I mean...it's painful... I think, but it doesn't...hurt." I said as a mixture of confusion, joy, and enlightenment raced across my face. I know it doesn't really make any sense, but that's how it felt at that instant. Music was playing in the background, but I could still hear (or maybe just feel) the pop as the needle peeked out. The sterile smell of latex gloves and Techni-Care (the antiseptic soap that was used to clean my arm) filled my room. This alone made me a little tense. Whenever these two scents mingle, pain ... read more

Lips Caged in Vain

Lip sewing became an interest to me a couple of years ago when I saw images both here on BME and a few other places. I began to wonder what it stood for and why someone would do it. I decided there were a few different reasons for me. One was to show myself that I was strong enough to live without words. I find lips to be one the most expressive and passionate parts of the body, and being a singer, lips are one thing I couldn't live without. I wanted to push myself into experiencing life without words. ... read more

Two hooks and a cock ring - my first pull

Background Info I don't like being afraid or feeling like I'm not capable. So, I always go out and do what scares me in order to prove to myself that I am a strong person without limits. I had been interested in pulls for a while, but I never thought I'd get up the courage to do one myself. Even when the hooks were in, I still didn't think I could do it. Through IAM I met some wonderful people who I started talking to about pulls and suspensions. I asked them about their experiences and learned that one of ... read more

Finding something out about myself, story of my first suspension.

First, a little background information on myself: My name is Aaron, I am 18 years old, somewhat small (140Lb), a long time member of BME, modder of all interests, photography student, and relatively heavily modified guy from the Detroit area. I had sought out suspension since the age of 15-16. After weeks of mental preparation, the day was finally upon me to do what I had sought out for over 2 years, my first suspension, a 4 point suicide. I chose this style of suspension, because it if often regarded as one of the easier ways to go up for ... read more

Tao of Shamus

It's funny how you can live your whole life as one person, wake up one day, and realize, hey, that's not really me. Once you come to that realization, the path you find yourself on can take you on some very awesome and wondrous adventures. I guess that is what happened with me, and is what has lead me here sharing my story with you. I have to be honest, I've read through some other experiences, and there is a common thread that I have to admit to feeling already, one of being home, of finding a place where I ... read more

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