I owe this moment to Daphna

By Anonymous · Feb. 26, 2003 · 0 comments

I need you to see this place. It might be the only way that I can show you how it feels to be inside of you. How do you do it? (Make me feel like I do...) Most people would probably think I needed a cat scan for willingly putting fish hooks in my back, tying them into another set of fish hooks stuck into someone else's back and then pulling each other's skin off our respective frames. And I suppose if you put it that way, I'm inviting the men in the white coats over for a pork chop ... read more

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By Anonymous · Feb. 19, 2003 · 0 comments

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By your_cure · Feb. 05, 2003 · 0 comments

Lip sewing became an interest to me a couple of years ago when I saw images both here on BME and a few other places. I began to wonder what it stood for and why someone would do it. I decided there were a few different reasons for me. One was to show myself that I was strong enough to live without words. I find lips to be one the most expressive and passionate parts of the body, and being a singer, lips are one thing I couldn't live without. I wanted to push myself into experiencing life without words. ... read more

Needle Play

By Anonymous · Feb. 05, 2003 · 0 comments

"Ow! Fu....hey, that doesn't actually hurt! I mean...it's painful... I think, but it doesn't...hurt." I said as a mixture of confusion, joy, and enlightenment raced across my face. I know it doesn't really make any sense, but that's how it felt at that instant. Music was playing in the background, but I could still hear (or maybe just feel) the pop as the needle peeked out. The sterile smell of latex gloves and Techni-Care (the antiseptic soap that was used to clean my arm) filled my room. This alone made me a little tense. Whenever these two scents mingle, pain ... read more

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By Anonymous · Jan. 27, 2003 · 0 comments

Background Info I don't like being afraid or feeling like I'm not capable. So, I always go out and do what scares me in order to prove to myself that I am a strong person without limits. I had been interested in pulls for a while, but I never thought I'd get up the courage to do one myself. Even when the hooks were in, I still didn't think I could do it. Through IAM I met some wonderful people who I started talking to about pulls and suspensions. I asked them about their experiences and learned that one of ... read more

Finding something out about myself, story of my first suspension.

By Anonymous · Jan. 22, 2003 · 0 comments

First, a little background information on myself: My name is Aaron, I am 18 years old, somewhat small (140Lb), a long time member of BME, modder of all interests, photography student, and relatively heavily modified guy from the Detroit area. I had sought out suspension since the age of 15-16. After weeks of mental preparation, the day was finally upon me to do what I had sought out for over 2 years, my first suspension, a 4 point suicide. I chose this style of suspension, because it if often regarded as one of the easier ways to go up for ... read more

Tao of Shamus

By Anonymous · Jan. 17, 2003 · 0 comments

It's funny how you can live your whole life as one person, wake up one day, and realize, hey, that's not really me. Once you come to that realization, the path you find yourself on can take you on some very awesome and wondrous adventures. I guess that is what happened with me, and is what has lead me here sharing my story with you. I have to be honest, I've read through some other experiences, and there is a common thread that I have to admit to feeling already, one of being home, of finding a place where I ... read more

Beadwork Applique: Tattoos in Braille

By Anonymous · Jan. 17, 2003 · 0 comments

On the tenth of August, 2002, I was learning a new beadwork stitch, a variant of right angle weave that produces open triangles. These then form a netting resembling interlocked spoked wheels. When I had become comfortable with the stitch, I asked a few people I was talking with online what to do with the scrap I'd made. The first respondent said I should sew it onto a backing, while the second knew the ideal material- skin. As it happens, I had some skin close at hand. I must admit, I'm rather suggestible. Within an hour or two, the front ... read more

My experience-lips stitched

By Anonymous · Jan. 01, 2003 · 0 comments

It all started when I volunteered to be in The Bizarre Ball; a fetish show put on by The Barbie Shop. The owner didn't specify what I would be doing at the show. I was only told that it was being held at a local gay bar, Detours. A friend of mine was also in the show and knew that she would be getting her lips sewn shut. We went to the pre-show together and it was there that I was informed that I too was getting my lips sewn shut. At first I had doubts about the show. It ... read more

How I got here, and why I stay.

By Anonymous · Jan. 01, 2003 · 0 comments

How I got here, and why I stay. Before BME: I guess I'm basically writing this for myself, as a reflection of how far I've come since my first experiences with body modification. I first came into direct contact with body modification back in grade school when one of my Aunt's friends thought it would be a great idea to take an ear-piercing stud, and push it through my lobe. Not the greatest way to go about it. But it was a start nonetheless. Shortly after that, much to my surprise at the time, it became horribly infected I had ... read more