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The story of how I discoved a love for suspension.

I did my first suspension at ROP RI Suscon in 2005. I chose to do a 4 point suicide as my first suspension because I figured it would be the easiest. I only went to Suscon on Saturday and talked to almost no one while I was there. I arrived with a good friend in the morning, signed up for my suspension, and hung around for a bit watching others suspend. I was not nervous at all until a girl came up to me with a notecard and told me that I was up. My hooks were thrown by two ... read more

Pulling at the Trailer Park

I have only done one pull and that was at Nikki's First Annual Trailer Park Bash with Rick. The BBQ was a good time and when it got dark Cere threw the hooks. I was first up. It was fairly cold out that night and all I had was a t-shirt that I didn't want to cut (It was 500 experiences t-shirt and I'd worked way too hard to cut that shirt!) so I decided on an elbow pull. Rick wanted to do a throat pull originally but in the end decided to go elbow to elbow with me. Getting ... read more

NYE - corset and pulling

For New Years Eve this year I wanted to try something different. I wanted to start the New Year off with a new experience. And that's definitely what I did ... I attended a small gathering at a friend's house and almost everyone that night was pierced in some way or another. I decided on doing an arm corset piercing and a pull. Initially I was just going to use play piercing needles for the corset piercing, however, after much discussion we decided to use five 14g cbrs instead of just play piercing needles so we could properly lace them ... read more

Play time or I'll pierce you, you can pierce me.

As I have told you before, I have my left nipple pierced. I did that some time ago now, and as I described it, it hurt. As I told you, I chose my left because my boyfriend was right handed so, well you get the idea. But don't ever get a piercing for someone else. He turned out to be a jerk and, well that is another story. So I have been rather afraid to get my right one done. My girlfriend, and best friend, also has a nipple piercing; only hers is the right one. Sitting across from one ... read more

Drink juice before you cut yourself

This was my forth experience with cutting. The first was when I was younger, and carved an "X" on my arm. Not because I was "edge", I actually don't know why I did it; probably to see what it felt like. My second time was when I was older and it was more aggressive. Then there were other times when I wanted to carve something into my skin so it would stay there, sometimes that looked nice instead of a harsh straight line that was more of a reminder. I was expecting this experience to be somewhat the same as ... read more

Televised Play Piercing Demo

When Matt approached me and asked me to be his model for a live television play piercing demo I knew I couldn't say no. So, I rearranged my schedule and we went ahead with plans for the day. Matt told me that he would be piercing me with his feather wings. I wasn't surprised because it's creative, easy to see from far away, and even people who are a little freaked out by the idea think it's pretty. Generally, the wings are just a crowd pleaser. On the day of the show I met up with Matt, the piercer, Cornucopia, ... read more

Superwoman - my first suspension

Träffade Iam:Bena då vi hamnade i samma grupp på halkkörningen, och vi kom att tala om bodymods och om att vara moddad och förälder. Fick hans kontaktuppgifter och Iam-namn. Så klickklick på datan och jag såg att det skulle vara en suspensionträff i Malmö arrangerad av CJT bara två veckor senare. Det verkade spännande och jag började läsa mer och titta på lite bilder och så. Kontaktade Bena några dagar senare och talade om att jag ville hänga. Så den 14/4 var det dags. Dagen för min suspension är här. Har gått hela veckan som på moln, har känt mig ... read more

Superwoman - my first suspension

Met with Iam:Bena for the first time, when we ended up in the same group at the drivingschool. We came to talk about bodymods and being a modded parent. He gave me his Iam-name to look up at BME later. So the same day I did and discovered that he and his CJT-suspensionteam would hold a suspensionmeet in Malmö only two weeks later. The whole suspension-"thingy" applied to me and I started to read more about it and to look at pictures of people being suspended. I contacted Bena a few days later and told him I wanted to hang. ... read more

1pt Chest Suspension

I guess the idea for a 1pt Chest Suspension came not long after I had forgotten the pain of the 2pt Chest I did approximately 6 months earlier. It was one of those things I knew I would have given a go sooner or later; it was just a matter of the right time and place. I was thinking a few months down the line on travels to USA mid year, looks like I was wrong. Over the past weeks Chill and I were discussing putting together a small suspension event to commemorate the one-year anniversary of our first suspensions. ... read more

Too Deep

Me and my best friend, Kelli, have been really close for a while. We are both bisexual and I really like her and she told me she likes me too, but she has a boyfriend right now and we got into this whole big complicated thing. All the sudden for a week I felt like she was ignoring me and I know that may not seem too bad to some people, but to me its really bad because the last time my best friend (at the time) did that to me, I lost her and she was the one person ... read more

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