By Malicia · Aug. 02, 2006 · 0 comments
Despues de mucho tiempo de estar interesada en Rituales Kavadi y de haber visto las fotos del Ego en su pagina muchisimas veces, empece a hablar con el sobre la posibilidad de construir mi Kavadi aqui en Argentina con su asistencia a larga distancia, para poder realizar mi caminata en el lugar en donde yo vivo. Nunca espere hacerlo con El en los paises bajos. Pero para mi suerte, aca estoy. Rodeada por el increible bosque Zwarte Water (Aguas Negras) en Venlo. El perfil del ritual es realmente privado desde el principio. Solamente estaran presentes las personas que participan y ...
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By Anonymous · July 26, 2006 · 0 comments
Some time ago Roel (IAM: dust) sent me a message saying that he was going to put up another suspension meeting. As it had been a very long time since my last suspension (a two-point suicide one and a half years ago) I decided it was time for something new. Immediately my mind returned to the pictures of resurrection suspensions I saw here on BME. It took me some time to get over the fact that people were going to see my belly (I'm not a skinny girl and I have very low self esteem sometimes), but the beauty of ...
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By Anonymous · July 26, 2006 · 0 comments
My story started about a week ago. My best friend came over and we were just sitting around doing nothing. We both were trying to find something to do, and then she remembered I had bought some syringe needles. She got this big smile across her face and ran downstairs to get them. She had always wanted to get her collar bones pierced, so that was the point of getting the needles. She had never tried that one before. So she sterilized the needle and her skin. She's gets it in just fine then it starts to hurt, so she ...
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By Malicia · July 26, 2006 · 0 comments
After a long time being interested on Kavadi rituals and seeing the fotos about it on the Ego's page, i start to talk with him about the possibility to build my Kavadi frame in Argentina, with his long distance assistance, to do my ritual in the place where i live. I never expect to do my Walk with him in the Netherlands. But lucky me Here Iam. Surrounded by the amazing Black Water Wood in Venlo. The ritual profile was really private from the beginning only the people who participate and the photographers Jan Nabuurs and Tom van den Bosch. ...
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By aniorange · July 26, 2006 · 0 comments
I had seen and read about plenty of play piercings. It definitely intrigued me. That is something I want to do. I saw pictures of piercings laced up with different color ribbons. I thought they looked beautiful, however I could not see anything like that on myself. I began to think this would be something fun to play with at home. I looked around a little and found I could get the needles fairly cheap and easily. I ended up using a gift certificate to BMEshop to get a box of play needles. I ordered them and began to think ...
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By Anonymous · July 26, 2006 · 0 comments
I had suspended before this experience and will suspend after but this is the story of my second suspension. It happened at Warner and Karen's Richmond Suspension Social last November. Cere, Jared, and Cameron basically took care of the technical stuff as they were the only three there who I really trusted to do everything clean and correctly. Someone once told me that you don't always get what you want out of suspension but rather you get what you need. I went into this suspension wanting to have some amazing meditative experience that allowed me to find myself but instead ...
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By Anonymous · July 19, 2006 · 0 comments
Absolutely not, I'd said. Don't get me wrong, I admire the strength of each and every person who does it and to watch it's one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen, but it's still not for me. Two friends and I who I had just recently met from IAM were sitting in a pub one chilly spring weekend, talking about suspension. How the conversation had started I cannot recall, but I remember how it ended; with a firm statement from me that while I loved body modification in all its forms, suspension and other similar ritual experiences were ...
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By Anonymous · July 13, 2006 · 0 comments
They say the third time is a charm and I guess these mysterious "they" might be right now and then. My first time totally misfired and I still remember anger and depression I felt after having seen how my dreams were torn apart. I do admit I got too excited about it and shared my joy with a few people, so when things took the wrong turn I thought that maybe something was wrong because of me! You know, something about me causing things changing into disasters. When the second chance appeared in the horizon I did not tell anyone. ...
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By Anonymous · July 13, 2006 · 0 comments
A couple of months ago I saw a picture of a suspension and was kind of curious about it, so I checked on suspension.org to see if there was a group close to me. And to my surprise there was, and I started seriously thinking about suspending. I'd done some play piercing with small needles, pierced myself and done some S&M type stuff, so although I like pain and seem to have a pretty high tolerance for it suspending was more extreme than anything I'd done before. I figured I couldn't imagine how it would feel in advance, though, so ...
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By Anonymous · July 13, 2006 · 0 comments
It's been a few weeks since I've play pierced and I have a head full of cute ideas for pictures so after watching a friend get his nipples pierced tonight I was really excited to get home and put some needles in myself. I was in a sort of cutesy mood so I decided to pierce mini corsets on the front of my thighs and lace them up with ribbons. Normally when I play pierce it's just for the sensation and release instead of something nice looking that's worth take a picture of. Because these piercings were supposed to be ...
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