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The Story About My First Cutting Experiences

Hey guys and girls..I am back yet AGAIN. This will be my third submission to BME. My first one was my tongue piercing, my second one was my lip piercing, and now my cutting experience. To start off, I love piercings and I want lots of them... but my mom is stopping me.. she can be a bitch sometimes. So I thought about tattoos, nope she won't let me until I'm 18. Then, I was on here one day looking at the scarification part. Wow, some of the art was just awesome. Well, on my friend's (I'll call him D) 17th birthday which was Monday, I was chillin in his backyard and my other friend, (I'll call him C) was playing with a knife. Sorry I have to use the first letter of their names because they wouldn't like it if I put their real names... While I was talking to D, C was carving in the table, and he told me " Wouldn't it look hella cool if you had an S carved in the middle of your hand?" I thought it would and D agreed so I layed my hand down and after we clened off the knife and my hand, I allowed C to start his work. It didn't hurt at all, he didn't like stab the knife into the skin and drag it, he just scraped away until I started bleeding, but he kept going to make sure it would leave a cool looking scar. After we couldn't see the S anymore because of all the blood, we stopped. I stuck my hand in the pool and watched the blood clear away and there was a perfect S right in the middle of my left hand. We decided to do it on my left hand because that's the hand I write with. After we cleaned it up, we put a band-aid on it and left it alone. We got all drunk and I took off the band-aid to show everyone. They all thought it was cool as hell. It was starting to scab up so I just left it alone. After a while, it started to kind of hurt a little so I just held my beer on it for a while until it was numb. When I got home a few hours later, I cleaned it off again and showed my mom. She nearly had a heart-attack and told me to not to anything like that again. I laughed and promised I wouldn't while I had my fingers crossed. After she fell back asleep, I took a knife from the kitchen and headed down to my room. I took a permanent marker and started drawing flames all around my waist, I had to stop at my sides because that's as far as I could reach. I waited for a minute and then started cutting into my skin, following the lines. I stopped at my left side and cleaned it with soap. I then proceeded on my right side until I hit the end of the line. I cleaned my right side and layed down for a while. There was quit a lot of blood but I didn't lose my mind and faint or anything. I just wrapped a bandaged around my waist and fell asleep. When I woke up this morning I took off to my friend (I'll call him K)'s house and had him finish drawing the flames from my left side, across my back, and connecting to the ones on my right side. We chilled for a little bit and got everything ready. He started cutting and before I knew it, he was done and there was blood all over the place. I wasn't in any pain at all but I didn't feel so well. So we cleaned myself up and I layed down for a while. I must of feel asleep because when I woke up, it was like 5:00 and we were finished at like 1:00! I rolled over, kissed K on the cheek and thanked him, told him I would call him later, got my keys and left. When I got home my mom went psycho because I was gone for so long and didn't tell her were I was and I didn't answer to any of her pages or when she called my cell. I told her we were just chillin and we lost track of time. I jumped in the shower and cleaned everything again and came down here and got online to tell everyone about my story. My hand is looking great, the scab is almost done coming in and then I'm going to rip it off so the scar will look better. My waist kind of hurts but looks really cool. Nothing is bleeding anymore either which is spiffy. I have a bandage around my waist it but when I wake up in the morning, I'm going to take it off. I want the air to hit it so I guess I'm going to have to wear a short shirt and low cut jeans wherever I go. I know everyone is going to stare at it and shit but oh well. I wanted to do this and I could care less about what everyone thinks about me. I'm getting ready to take off to D's house and show him and then maybe head to C's house to show him also. I think I will stop by my other friend K's house to show him what a great job he did. Thank you for reading my story. I hope it was semi-interesting. Once again, if you have any questions or stupid ass comments, feel free to email me and tell me what's on your mind. When I do something else to my body, I'll be sure to add it to this great website but until then... SNOOCHIE BOOCHIES!!! Shaye

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submitted by: Anonymous
on: 03 July 2001
in Scarification

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Artist: 1st+Time%3DC%2C+2nd+Time%3DMe+and+K
Studio: 1st%3DMy+buddy+D%27s+House%2C+2nd%3DMy+Bedroom+and+K%27s+House
Location: Newman, California

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