Scarification, the different kind of cutting
Let me start by saying that I'm a 16 female from Missouri, and it's a shitty
little town, but hey it's peaceful. I love swimming, and I love everyone, that is open-minded. I am a very big people's person. The best way to start off this entry is to tell you some past experiences, so here it goes. A year ago my friend Lisa started cutting. For us, her friends, it was horrible to see all the scars, new cuts, and pain she was going through. When she cut, we knew that she was depressed, or needing love. As her friends, we didn't know what to do. We went to the counsuler to try to help her, that didn't work. A couple of weeks later, she tried to kill herself. I was online when she told me.. that she was going to do it. My mom rushed me over to her house, and me and my other friend Liz sat over there for an hour, convincing her not to kill herself. Well, all went well, after that pretty much. Lisa went away for a couple weeks, and came back better. Well, one day she heard from a friend, to come to BME. As soon as she say what it was about, she loved it. Now, she has got me intrested in it. This site is awesome. It's cutting, with a twist. It leaves scars, but not ugly ones that show lines, and hurt. Scarification shows emotions, creativity, and mostly in my situation, urning to live.
Well, now let me start on my own experience. After Lisa checked out the
site, she told me that I had to go to it. So, I went, and was amazed. I read stories, and decided that I want to make my body beautiful. I preped the spot by shaving and cleaning it with antibacteria soap. Next, I cleaned the razor, my tool, and carefully traced a thin outline of what I wanted. I decided to do a neat tribal design. After I was satisfied with the outline, I set to work. I traced over the serveral times, to make it as deep as I could take it. It was such a rush. I heard cutting in the inner thigh was good, because of all the fat tissue. After that, I went to sleep, knowing that when I woke up, I would have a beautiful design, but lots of work ahead. When I woke up, as I expected it was sore. Even though it hurt, I knew I had to irrate it, or it wouldn't scar. I took out my tooth brush, put some toothpaste on it and scrubed. After it started to bleed, I took some alcohol, and hydrogine peroixide, and poured. By this time, the cut was burning, and it felt soo good. I did this for 2 weeks straight, always hurting, but at the same time, feeling soo good. Now, I have a beautiful tribal design on my thigh, to show off when I'm swimming. The second scarification, is when Lisa did a design. It was better, because it's good to have someone your close to, experience something like that. This time, I decided on a wiccan star. This was an easier design than my tribal, but I needed something to help me represent, something I believe in. We preped the spot, cleaned the razor and started. She cut really deep, and I bleed a lot. But it was awesome, because I know that this one is going to be a really good scar. My third experience, is not about scarification, but my extreme piercing. Some people might see it as digusting, but to me it's art. I have my clit pierced, and to people that don't know what it feels like, it's not really bad. It's worth having it done. My boyfriend loves it, and it feels good as hell, when we're having sex, and when he lickes me. I strongly suggest that if you are into kinky, you have this done. Like, I said, you might think it's gross, I know I did, until I had it done. It was the best experience, I think I have experience. The guy that did it to me, was very good, from what I remember. First, he cleaned me. I know it might sound gross, but that's the way it is. Secondly, he streched the 'lip' and made sure I was feeling ok. The he did it! It was such a rush, I can't even explain it! Of course, it was extremely sore, but, now it's worth it! All these things, scarification,piercing, are worth it, if your serious about it. IF YOUR NOT, PLEASE DON'T TRY TO BE COOL, BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOUR DOING, YOU WILL WIND UP GETTING HURT! But, if your are serious, by all means go for it!! If you have any questions email me.. at firstname.lastname@example.org Thanks!
submitted by: Anonymous
on: 09 May 2001