i finally got them filled in!!!!!!!

i just wanted to thank the both of you for being here for me, and letting me vent all my problems...you guys are two of the most understanding people i have had the pleasure to get to know...you two don't even know how much you mean to me...

get big ink.

i feel like im falling, there is nobody around to catch me...i am once again back in my old ways of living, thinking, and feeling...alone i sit here and wonder what happened to me...where did i go wrong...whats causing this...and there is no logic in my answers...why.

they keep getting stronger and stronger...louder and louder...around me all the time, i at one point felt comfort in them...until one day...i thought it was just my imagination, the things i saw were in my head, i thought it was me...a little vacation was all i needed, so i got away...to my surprize i was alone...then i came back and they were here to greet me...they haven't left my side ever since...its loud, and i have no privicy...they keep me up late at night whispering...i can hear them calling me to them, but where are they, i look around, and im alone...