So I already knew what is was like to have no time for myself but this is getting silly.....I haven't been able to make my tat appointment because my schedule doesn't fit with his and vise versa......hmmm, as if I wasn't already down. The new job is good and both places are working with each other so that's a plus. On my days off at the depot I'm at dicks sporting goods store, on my 5am-2pm shifts at the depot I'm scheduled 4-9 at dicks. No days off for a few weeks at least. I need some good REM sleep. As I shake my imaginary eight ball asking when will I get that the answer comes........not likely.

Been busy. killed a pepper and tomato plant in the garden, sewed some drapes, tried to stretch my lebret (that didn't work out to well), took my sister to the hospital for a minor surgery.....haha i guess i haven't been that busy. I'm making another appointment this week for more work on my sleeve since i have some extra money...can't wait to get tattoo'd!

ummm, ugh....wish i could say i never felt so dumb, but the truth is i have.  humility is a part of life, my dad taught me that.  he also taught me to wear my heart on my sleave...damn him.  where i live there aren't many people who have similar interests...if they do it is hidden well. 

anyway, so i got the second job and the depot has agreed to give me 2 days off a week so i can work it.  a set scheduale in a way but i am not guarenteed to work the other 5 days being only part time. after my schedual change was adressed and approved i was confronted by the store manager and asked if a full time position opened up would i still be interested.  i laughed and said i am, i want it now.  2 thumbs up from him ended that conversation.

now for me to vent...eh, maybe later.  insert foot into mouth and choke.

second part of this entry...i need a life outside of work

third part of this entry...having a cry with my younger sister remembering our dad while we watch the tigers game.......

Well, I got the job. Now i have to get both places to agree on a schedule.......that may be hard. Today has been a great day! My shift is almost over at the depot, it's beautiful outside and I have tomorrow off. Planning on making another appointment for more work on my sleeve and for a few touch ups on my sisters leg. She has actually picked up some work this week with the moving company, I'm so proud of her.

Okay, so i'm sitting outside this place waiting for my interview...extremely nervous. I don't interview well at all. Good thing I have some great references including all my bosses at the depot. I made sure to cover all visible tattoos and hair is down so my ears aren't showing either, I don't like being judged by appearance. Ugh.