why do people keep thinking im not getting on with my life??? yeah, so i know i have had some set backs, i lost my house, my job, two good "friends", another job, had an abortion, moved back in with dad, all within the last 6 months or so, and now im trying to get things back in order, so i tried to make a relationship work, knowing that there was no point, or good that would come out of it, so i gave up, and now im "not kosher"...dont ask me...personally i dont like people who dwell on things or drag em' out, under certain circumstances i catch myself doing it and will try to stop it, other times i feel like its ok to just cry, and let it out, but, why does it seem like im the only one crying about it, like im the only one who cares, when there are two people involved, why is it only one takes responsibilty for the matter?

life has really kicked me in the ass this time, but i guess i deserved it, i mean, i was the one who bent over and waited for it to...i again lost everything, only this time im not talking about material shit...ya know, i keep hearing from my dad that what doesnt kill me will only make me stronger...i seem to think he is wrong...this time i feel its killing me, but doin it slowly so i suffer for the mistakes i made...

so the new tats are healing just fine...and i cant wait cuz this month i am getting my back piece finished...ohhh the beautiful feeling of pain...
toby went outside the store today, he was just sitting by the door, greeting the customers...it was so cute...

Tat Fink just got done with my birds, and they look so damn cute...