Well hello again. I submitted a few photos for some free time on here, so here I am. I really don't have a lot to say.....except I can't sleep right now and I'm tired so I really want to. I'll write more tomorrow.

i have been thinking about suspending a lot lately...mostly because i need to let go of some of this built up shit inside me.  i want to feel the way i did on that day...........

Another short update....life is great but the closer it gets to the holidays and his birthday the more depressed I feel. He always told me "this too shall pass"...so I'm just waiting for this feeling to pass.

it's been a while since i've been on here :( so here's a short update...aside from hurting my back recently life has been great.  work is good too.  possibly getting more work on my unfinished arm and maybe updating some pictures on here soon.....

So all my hard work payed off and it only took 4.5 years.  I was given a full-time position at the depot today, yay me! Now even during the slow parts of the season i will have a garaunteed 40 hours at one job and if i can keep the other job for the time being it's a few extra dollars towards bills and fun stuff like getting more work done on my arm and maybe a few other things :)