its my day off and i dont know what to do with myself....im feeling ok today, i took some meds in the morning then i went to the tattoo shop and had a very nice visit with my friend marshal, then i visited with bob and made an appointment for early sept. to get the rest of my back piece started, so bob asks me how long i can sit for, i told him as long as i have to, so he booked me for the whole day, thats noon to eleven...i hope he is planning on feeding me..

this week i worked 41 or 42 hours, and still had three days off, tonight and tomarrow night, and wed. i took a pill this morning, and its out of my system now and my stomach is starting to hurt again...i am really getting sick of having to take meds everyday in order to do the things i have to get done...someone please help me.

im still feeling very sick, i think i lost like five pounds throwing up this week..yay me...i wish the pain would stop. im sick of taking these pills.

so i guess my biggest mistake was, i got out of bed....i would have still been having a blast in toronto if all my shit wasnt stolen, my I.D., S.S. card, car keys, bank book, the works, i mean everything, except my car and clothes, i dont know maybe i should consider myself lucky then....who knows...anyhoo, i want to thank seth and halo and lowphat and lindz for trying to keep my in a good mood, its greatly appreciated....so the weekend ends like this, my parents drove 5 hours just to bring me a set of keys for my car so i could drive home, and, i would have drove ALONE if my sister wasnt willing to take a chance with me and the state of mind i was in....
anyhoo, thats the short version, so THANK YOU again for all the hugz and kisses........

i went to get my stars touched up today, and was offered a job at the shop i go to, they will pay me $75 a day to work from 12 to 8, i dont know if thats 7 days a week, or less, but its money, so im going to go back up there tomorrow and talk with the owner(Tramp)...i dont know him very well, but he knows me as the "crack-heads" ex-employee...lol...i heard some juicy gossip while i was getting work done...the guy who fired me((john)"crack-head") from eastside underground, the one who killed my friend eric by letting him O.D. on herion, is now getting a divorce, lost his house, one of his stores is going bankrupt, and he is sleeping in the basement of the other shop, which is also hurting for money, all because he cant lay off the heroin...HA!!!what a jack ass.....