Things are slowly getting back to normal with me....being away from my sisters downward spiral is just what I needed. Work has been slow at both places so I've had a lot of time off which is driving me crazy. I'm not used to not working :( grams had another appointment to talk about her options for surgery...there were 3 giving to her. The first two were to have the surgery done going through either her chest or her groin which could lead to death or paralyzing her from the waist down. The third was to go home and live out her days til the aneurysm kills her. She chose the third option. Hard news for my sisters and I to hear but we all knew it was coming.

I don't know what I would do without the people I have in my life. It seems like I can count more on my friends being there for me than my family, which is nice but I'd like for my family and I to be closer. Anyway, the past few days have been filled with ups and downs, today has been a quiet day and I'm not going to complain about it either. Still have a few more hours left at work and an afternoon of light packing :)

found a house! close to work and super adorable! i'm so excited about our move but at the same time i'm worried about leaving my sister.  i'm hoping that her having one less person to depend on will force her to take a look at the way she's living her life and maybe, just maybe she will sober up. 

just a short update...my left eye is still twiching (not as often but still annoying), both jobs are going good, still looking for a place to live (found one he and i really like), stretched my lobes around 2 weeks ago (already wanting to go larger), went back to being a blonde...grams is scheduled for a consultation on the 19th of sept in cleveland ohio, and sister is drunk. the end.

i could get used to this...having him around has made everthing seem not so bad.

i started looking for a place to live(hoping it will be with him)... had a long talk with my sister and we came to a decision together and, well, she doesn't want to change the way she lives and i want to move on with my life.

a few days ago my left eye started to twich again, don't know if it's from stress or lack of sleep, either way it sucks and is begining to get annoying.  off to bed now, have to be up in a few hours for work....good night.