I had some info about me here at one point.......oh well
32, quiet, alone....blah blah blah. I mainly use this site as a way to vent and in doing so I have met some wonderful people.
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11/24/2011 | 0 comments
today went as well as i expected it to. the first holiday without dad, the whole family holding back tears and the awkward conversations about my choices in life. the only good thing that happened is my mom and grandma had thanksgiving dinner together, the first one in 20 years.
11/22/2011 | 0 comments
just got back from the greatest weekend i have had in a very long time. it has been what seems like an eternity since i had laughter like that, or slept as well as i did. it's too bad it had to come to an end so soon and honestly it brought tears to my eyes. so, after my long AMAZING weekend and only 5 hours of sleep last night i returned to work today, which i guess was nice since i love my job. there is a lot ot do over the next few weeks at work which is also nice because it will make time fly between now and the next great weekend.
11/14/2011 | 1 comments
although being back home with family and friends is great, my daily life is missing a few major things. i know it is only a matter of time before everything comes together and i should remain patient. usually when i rush things that is when i screw it up. so i will take a deep breath say the serenity prayer and relax.
10/31/2011 | 0 comments
i will be landing in michigan soon and all my thoughts are on my future. i know some people back home are going to talk about my decisions to go out to california. that doesn't bother me. if they were me they would live their life with no regrets. it is the only way to live. even though it has not turned out for the better i would have regreted not trying.
this is me, adventurous and loving life for those who are no longer here to love it along with me.
10/26/2011 | 1 comments
only 5 more days left in california and all my packing and mailing is done. everything seems to be falling right in place and it is making this move an easy one. my transfer back to the store i worked at before the move should be complete this week as well. oh how i miss that store and the people who work there. they were like family to me, with out them in my daily life has been just as hard as not having my real family.
in other news, i had a tattoo appointment set for this week for a piece i wanted in memory of my father. after a rather large purchase and all the moving costs i am bummed that it is no longer in my budget. i know it won't take long for me to save the money after getting back home also an old neighbor of my dad owns a shop. so after thinking about it waiting is the right thing to do, that way i won't be broke and i can have someone who knew my father when he was alive do the piece.