We got the house! Should be able to move in the last week of this month.....soooo excited!

This has been a busy week working both my jobs and looking for a house with my younger sister. We found one closer to where we both work and its in our price range. I am a little scared of the credit check since i have been trying to rebuild my credit from a bankruptcy 10 years ago. Had I known it would take this long to do that I never would have filed...but what's done is done. So I'm off to Detroit for the day to pack up another school...it's really sad walking in there and seeing all the unopened books stacked almost to the ceiling. Really wish I knew what they were going to do with all that stuff. It would be nice to see it donated and put to good use but from what I hear it goes to a sorting facility where it may or may not be destroyed...

a friend from work started chemo for lung cancer this week.  at the store we held a bake sale fundraiser for her to help out with some of the bills, this will be the first of many and the home depot will match what we raise this time and double it.  she was so positive when she came in it was refreshing, makes me feel bad for my complaining about  all the small stuff i have been dealing with.  also makes me think about all the time i wasted on stupid people...time i will never get back.  there i go complaining again...anyway, wish Rhoda luck or keep her in your prayers.

i am not the type of person who believes you should have to explain yourself to anyone but i find myself wanting an explanation. 

any reason at this point is better than nothing at all. 

i am heart broken

you know that feeling like your forgetting something but you don't know what you forgot and no matter what you do you can't remember?  i have had that feeling non stop, as though something was missing.  tomorrow when i wake up for work i want that feeling gone so it doesn't throw my whole day off, again. 

now, i really hate to keep talking about my family but this i have to let out...one of my sisters got pregnant.  to hide the fact that she was and the fact that she wanted an abortion she came up with this story of a suspicious mass in which she had to go in for emergency surgery to have it removed and a biopsy done.  she had us all thinking the worst.  that was two days before christmas.  she doesn't know we found out the truth so i asked her when the results will be in from the biopsy, because i am scared for her health....."not till after the new year" is what she said to me.  well it's after the new year and i am done with her and her lies.  it's hard to believe we are related.  moving on and moving forward with my life