so my work day is over now. i posted my last entry at lunch, it's now 6:30pm...

after what i had to deal with with that pallet the other day (totaling close to $1,000 retail), today i stopped a $976.00(before taxes) "walk out". yay me! what i do at work changes on a daily/hourly basis. having to adjust my happy go lucky attitude to stop 2 men twice my size from walking out with a cart full of high dollar merchandise today was like second nature to me today...and it felt so good. a while back, before my move to california, i was offered a full time asset protection job (which is what i was kind of doing today). i turned it down thinking i'm barley 100lbs and  barely 4'11" how am i going to stop a thief or if it comes down to it take one down (which i have seen many times and it is always entertaining). anyway today i realized i can do that job so that's my next step to get full time at the depot. wish me luck! 

Had to lower this pallet from the overhead...I am good at what I do but this one had me really worried. It took 3 other people standing around me telling me how to shift the load so it didn't get caught on the racking and fall. Wish i knew who the dumb ass was that put it up there!

Took this last night during my lunch break...it amazes me how some people load their vehicles. Both the driver side and passenger side looked like that and the customer had to crawl through the back just to get in.

ok, so i know it's a little early for this but i am already a little bummed about my upcoming birthday. the closer it gets the more i think about......where i am in my life and where i thought i would be at this point are so very far apart. all the set backs i have had and at some points almost giving up and giving in, i can only blame myself. on top of that the failed relationships...mostly my fault as well. i just won't settle for less than i deserve which is why i am still single in my(early) 30's.

thank you for the info to my last question! the bruises are slowly disappearing and the tattoos are healing just fine.

today i don't work and its a good thing too. my sister is pretty ill, been taking care of her and hoping i don't have to take her to the hospital (she doesn't have ins). i feel helpless, wish i could do something more to help her feel better. it was good to see her laugh at my cat for how he was sitting at the kitchen table....haha, he is too cute!