well i made another appointment for more tattoo work on my arm for the 26th...also got tickets to a tigers game on the 25th! it will be my first game in years...super excited about both.

last night i had a bit of a melt down and poured my heart out to a friend about all the crap going through my head...i shared stories of my dad and i that no one knows. feeling a little stronger today, hoping this feeling doesn't fade away.

My life is lacking excitement....there isn't anything to do around here and its starting to get to me. Next week I turn 31, my first birthday since my dad died and it's really bringing me down. This sucks.

Is there any way to block IAM members with empty profiles?

Just a short update....since my last 2 days off I have been working everyday at 5 am...today I have a closing shift then another 2 days off then its back to 5 am. Love the early shifts because i can enjoy the day but the older I get the harder it is to wake up. I started a new diet lots of raw veggies, fruit and rice...since I started this my cravings for peanut butter has grown. Not enough protein I guess. Making some adjustments and adding more protein to my daily foods and i am no longer craving peanut butter. Feeling healthier then I ever had...now I just have to exercise more..... This week I'll be making another tattoo appointment (after I figure out what i can afford) for more work on my arm/sleeve...

After 8 straight days/nights working (tonight being my last shift, and i'm out at midnight) I'll have the next 2 days to relax. Tomorrow is opening day for the Tigers and I couldn't be more excited. Aside from that not much else is going on for me...saving up some money for my next tattoo appointment and have vacation time to use. I'm thinking of taking a road trip but don't know where yet. Any suggestions?