ever changing

always the same

 

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1/2 inch lobes

12g vch

 

 

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Small minds discuss people

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Diary

this morning's hate list
6/27/2004 | 0 comments


- sobriety
- food
- grocery stores
- cleaning the fucking house
- men who are assholes
- men who are assholes & don't even know it
- parts of myself
- time & space
- assholes who run this country

and i hate the fact that 40 seconds into this list- i can't even manage to maintain any kind of hostile momentum to help me get it together-

i guess i hate dealing with my inner world & the planet head on without the assistance of drugs- still- now- their benefits do not outweigh the damage-
shit- it's going to be another long fucking day-

and i - for one- am a spoiled brat- i kick & scream when i can't have my way- and that is what i will continue to do- probably until- the end of time-

even that kind of feeling- we can put it in a science lab- if u look at the brain- impulses- flooding - control- neurons and all of that stuff-

but- what's it going to do for me today- not a damn thing- facts just do not speak to me- they never have- and fuck that if i can start now-
iam myself- i will not change- even for my own self- i will not discourage the pieces of me that let me know i am alive- that is all i have - now isn't it-

shit- this is not good-

200406251215
6/25/2004 | 0 comments


and so it begins- Just as i start the course-
choices- and struggle-
it is a hard road to walk- that is why people don't make it-

clarity-
6/23/2004 | 0 comments


so my birthday was.... oh a few weeks ago- and with all of the insanity-
i finally read the words on the front of the card that my Mom gave me-

what am i wishing you?
strength for the future,
the feeling of seeing
a prized dream come true,
a bright, carefree spirit,
but also the wisdom
to know in your heart
what is most right for you.

damn- they just want me to be what they know i really am- bright, more carefee- and forever following my heart-

i don't think he will ever allow for any of that- and i'm thinking about my little one & what this will all mean for him- but i know that i am not carefree with all of this bullshit- so i will not care for him the way that i need to- the way that i want to- if i try it just one more fucking time-

i want to do the 'right' thing whatever the hell that means- my own- happiness- i don't think we will ever have it together-but maybe i just always want what i can't have-

i don't think so- i think i just really had settled for
something that- my heart didn't want-

sounds simple in print-

200406220112
6/22/2004 | 0 comments


nite sky-
hold me close
and comfort me-

i need to hear
your whisper
you are my only solace

today-
6/14/2004 | 0 comments


3pm it is pouring rain-
it's dark outside- and everything
seems to be resting under the command of this storm-

i adore the rain- it makes my heart beat faster
and i remember how to breathe-

hey- i'm going outside and i am going to get soaking wet-

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