always the same
inked- back ribs ankle wrist
pierced- 1/2" lobes, vch
4/6/2004 | 11 comments
I am aroused by the moon.
With the tide,my passion swells
as its fullness approaches.
I am unleashed & filled with power.
I am unafraid.
It is when I come to you,
when the moon is high.
As it fills the sky, every breath is heavy.
I know I must have you- soon.
You respond. I am wild- dripping- uninhibited.
I come closer to you. I take you in- to myself.
You are powerless against your own passion.
You have fallen prey to mine.
I feel your breath- your lips- your tongue.
I pull you close- deep- again- again- again and again.
I inhale your scent-
I taste your skin.
I am filled by you-
satisfied for a time.
You have not resisted me,
and I know that I will come to you again.
But for now- the moon is passing.
I am tired & losing strength.
Soon- the sky will be empty & I will feel pain again.
It will never leave me.
While I rest,
draw me to yourself-
as you first did-
when I slept.
Take me- as you had that night.
I felt your tongue- warm- wet-
your eyes- dark & sure.
Come to me while I rest
And I will remember in the morning,
becoming consumed with the idea of you
When the moon rises,
I will find you again.
When it is time,
I will come to you.
You are a torment to me-
your restlessness- your own dissatisfaction.
I see in your eyes- your pain.
I see in your eyes my own reflection.
When it is time, I will have you again.
1/2/2004 | 2 comments
**Stuffed Bacon Recipe**
it's simple, it's amazing & has been in the family for years
1 lb bacon
1 1/4 cup Progresso Italian Bread Crumbs (must be Italian Flavored)
Preheat oven 350'
Hand beat eggs in mixing bowl
add bread crumbs
mix 'til smooth
line a 9x5 loaf pan with bacon
lay a strip of bacon, one end at the center of the pan
& line the bottom & long side with that piece.
it shud be long enough to hang over the side
take ur next piece and do the same thing
make sure to overlap each piece just a teeny bit
this will keep ur egg mixture inside the bacon
line 1 long side of the pan, then the other
then line both small sides
dump egg mixture into the bacon-line pan
make sure u leave 1" or so unfilled (for expansion)
flap all of ur bacon over as cover the top of the mixture
bake for approx 45-50 minutes
time will vary
check 3/4 way through cooking, if there is a lot of bacon grease coming up the sides, CAREFULLY drain a bit off by tipping the pan
(IF mixture is firm enough)
it's done when u can press the top gently and it feels firm
overcooking WILL dry it out, undercooking will be mushy
3/28/2002 | 0 comments
and not try and tackle all of lifes problems all at once.
Just for today- I will improve my mind. I will learn
something useful. I will read something that requires thought and concentration.
Just for today- I will be agreeable. I will look my best,
speak in a well-modulated voice, be courteous and considerate.
Just for today- I will not find fault with friend,relative,
or colleague. I will will not try to change or improve anyone but myself.
Just for today- I will do a good turn and keep it a secret.
If anyone finds out it won't count.
Just for today- I will have a program. I will not follow it
exactly,but I will have it. I will save myself from two enemies; hurry and indecision.
Just for today- I will do two things I don't want to do,
just because I need the discipline.
Just for today- I will believe in myself. I will give my best
to the world and feel confident that the world will give its best to me.
1/1/2000 | 11 comments
in the closet. . .plea. . . now and again. . . inconsolable. . . spellcast. . . contemplation. . . the child inside. . . for Pyrena. . . stolen treasure. . . chaos. . . fly. . . where do u go?. . . 43. . . lost. . . 41. . . for Libby. . . 39. . . 38. . . for Megan. . . for cheryl. . . for Steph. . . 34. . . 33. . . the river. . . 31. . . 30. . . vision. . . for Beth. . . 27. . . 26. . . 25. . . 24. . . fall rain. . . catalaioch. . . 21. . . up from the ashes. . . 19. . . 18. . . 17. . . 16. . . 15. . . 14. . . 13. . . 12. . . 11. . . 10. . . 9. . . 8. . . concession. . . rage. . . love. . . fate. . . seer. . . for Deb. . . desire. . .
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