always the same
1/2 inch lobes
Great minds discuss ideas
Average minds discuss events
Small minds discuss people
- Eleanor Roosevelt
7/14/2004 | 0 comments
your time with me has ended-
now hear these words-
and understand them well-
i despise you-
with every breath
i have taken-
you left me for dead-
and i watched as you
listen to me carefully-
i am very much alive-
and my soul is burning-
what you stole from me-
has been restored-
my life is my own-
there is no fear-
i hold no doubt-
i choose to live-
but you have taken
locked her away-
i am coming for her-
your chains hold no power-
she will be free-
remember me when you burn in hell-
for the guy who sexually assaulted me, a long time ago
7/13/2004 | 0 comments
ok- so iam blissfully awake until 3am-
the phone rings at 8:30am- god knows why-
the little one- awake-
forgot to buy coffee - damn-
i pull it together in the Most major way-
and head to the music store-
drums- violins- bass- flutes- chimes- and
onto the guitars-
ahh-taylors-martins-hmmm...a baby martin-go figure-
damn-sounds good-how much? not bad-should i-
shouldn't i ? what the hell am i here for ?
oh yeah- gig stand- 3- 5- or 7-
5 it will be-
ok- and onto the heavy stuff w/ amps-
and now it's his turn-
prop him up on a stool- plug him into a pevey
and he's psyched-
what a riot- what a scene- the mini-electric- the mondo amp- the staff
and he says-
'is this sounding really loud??'
and i tell him-
yeah baby- it sounds so good'
'can i buy it now?'
'no sweet-remember-when u sleep in the bed by yourself-
maybe next month we'll come back & get it'
7/9/2004 | 0 comments
i'm so happy- actually had- 7 hours sleep
(shhh- i'm afraid it won't happen again)
AND saw my own damn dreams- (maybe u don't dream much on 4 hours??)
i thought for a minute i was in vermont-
there were so many stars- and the moon was sort of crescent but
a bit tipped- then i looked in another direction and yep-
another moon - and another-
very cool dream- 3 or 4 moons- stars all around-
i wonder what night sky it was-
6/30/2004 | 11 comments
everything is changed-
clarity- and still fear
does this fire really purify
or has it come to destroy?
am i blinded by its intensity- by its light?
what is right?
where is the path?
how can i be sure
if i listen to only my own heart?
i have been so wrong before
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