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Great minds discuss ideas
Average minds discuss events
Small minds discuss people
- Eleanor Roosevelt
9/17/2004 | 9 comments
character cannot be developed in ease & quiet-
only through experience of trial & suffering
can the soul be strengthened,
vision cleared, ambition inspired & success achieved-
* * * * *
time to live the dream- that's what i'm thinkin'
9/15/2004 | 2 comments
well- i think relief is coming- yesterday- i couldn't even think
straight- the turmoil in the air- inside of me- just all mixed up-
and today- the storm is definitely upon us- everything is dark-
and finally- i've grown a bit quiet- the trees have too-
the chimes silenced-
it's gonna feel so good- as the wind kicks up again- and inside- i'm getting ready- it is just time- to accept the things i can not change-
i have no choice- iam too exhausted
so- i welcome whatever comes to me today- my efforts are finished- for now- across the board- across half the damn country-
i give up my control- and i leave this storm to sort itself out for me- some of it anyway-
wish me luck-
9/8/2004 | 0 comments
so what do we know- on this amazing rainy day-
well- the establishment has offered me the position again-
yeah- they know iam not of their kind- and they like it
hm- it's the $$ i need to break free with less struggle- but-
the hours- the little guy- saturdays !? hm- the hours & the little
guy- bottom line-
psych population- cool- good clinical experience for the future-
and what else do we know-
yes- 'he' is true to form- just CAN NOT get a straight answer if
he will pitch in with the little one while i work-
brilliant- just brilliant- i do love when a person's genuine self
shines thru- again & again or... finally
gives me lots o stuff to think about- and we do know how much
time i love to spend in my own mind -
oh well- off to save the world for so little pay that I'M
the one in need of savin'-
hey- anybody skilled in the area of black jack YET ??!!
9/7/2004 | 2 comments
u know- the tongue- it is definitely powerful-
as i was most recently telling a friend-
but words- kind words- beautiful words- they mean so much-
they are good to speak- to share- to preceed displays of
affection that DO speak louder than words (when u have the
luxury of real time contact)
but words- few- choice - careless- can really cut- especially
when they are tossed at someone- who has clearly expressed
his or her weaknesses to you-
damn- we should always watch our words- and never-never presume
to be so brilliant- so insightful- or in so much more of a struggle- that we forget- everyone struggles- and my pain & confusion hurts me- just like your hurts you-
9/4/2004 | 0 comments
nothing is clear right now- and i'm thinkin' about call it quits-
really- and i'm wondering IF i can do it- is it a choice- or just a matter of ego function- i think it's just what has happened in the past-when everything is too much-
too much stress- too much confusion- too much pain-
too much anxiety- too much pressure- on myself- from others-
too much chaos-
and nowhere is there relief- not the kind i have known- and the
kind that has more recently brought me calmness & clarity- peace & the feeling of wholeness- well- i just can't have that-
and even that - one of the most positive things i have ever known-
perhaps will be a major contributing factor to- well- 'de'structing-
i just don't know- i feel it- stirring- restless-
from deep inside- and i don't know if i even want to or could
stop it- but then i think- yeah now- i can- and i will- maybe i'm just
on the other side now- and i couldn't even go there anymore-
oh well- i guess we shall find out soon enough-
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