ever changing

always the same

 

inked- back ribs ankle wrist

pierced- 1/2" lobes, vch

 

 

 

Diary

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1/24/2012 | 0 comments

 

the judeo christian bible says that when u seek god with all your heart then u will find him.

the heart chakra is associated with forgiveness and compassion.  it is also known to bridge the lower three chakras to the higher three.

for me its about balance.  

the bible also says something about throwing your pearls to swine- that you shudnt do it.

and i am learning that i can forgive, i can have compassion and i can still keep poisonous people on the other side of my shield.

the boy's electro magnetic death shield has taught me much :)

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1/22/2012 | 0 comments

 

belief can take u anywhere.

 

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1/20/2012 | 0 comments

 

bitterness that lives in the heart will destroy you.  let it go i say. let it all go

 

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1/19/2012 | 0 comments

 

i dreamed of snakes the other nite.  never do.  wasnt scary.

actually i was excited to catch a glimpse.  there was one large and then two smaller.  all were black with red/orange bands. . .

they were headed in the other direction in their natural habitat and i was calling a couple of kids i know to come take a peek. 

the dream ended but at the rate the snakes were moving- no one would see them but me.

well- maybe the snakes in my own life are slithering away. maybe the demons in my mind are retreating for now.

either way- we do know that i dream in color.

red is associated with the root chakra. . . and all things related to survival, the family, the tribe.

yeah- the snakes were headed in the other direction.  and perhaps they have taken the demons of my youth with them for good.

i feel that im just done.  done with the past- done with the bullshit of life.  and my goals now seem simple. . .

 to enjoy the people around me- the food on the table-

and the man in my bed.

damn- i do believe its love 

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1/17/2012 | 0 comments

 

another day another interview

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