ever changing

always the same

 

inked- back ribs ankle wrist

pierced- 1/2" lobes, vch

 

 

 

Diary

200501112244
1/11/2005 | 0 comments

so... i'm diggin the kanji. yep- strength & beauty right where i can see it.

and you know the ribs really weren't bad at all. at this point in my limited experience, i can safely say that it is the hand with the latex that determines if you will spend a bit of time in the land of discomfort or in the realm of pain

as for the tattoo shop... damn- they served me a fresh cappuccino, and for THAT my friend i will visit them again

200501070958
1/7/2005 | 0 comments


the rain has touched my soul...
and i am free


200501052337
1/5/2005 | 3 comments


ok...listen up- up there

i DEMAND a snowstorm-

thank you- and make it large flakes please

F-LINK: 8qddzrf-: * * *

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1/4/2005 | 0 comments


i have been very tired lately- quite unusual for me-
i've been eating more, so this is good-
and i'm seeing most things in a very dim lite-

hopefully- in the week or so i can get some tattoo work done and that should help me to snap out of it a bit- yep- that's the plan

200501021552
1/2/2005 | 2 comments

from Beautiful Ending's page-
it really made me think


01. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? hmm...QUITE a few unbelievable things-

  1. Did anyone close to you give birth? soon enough!

  2. Did anyone close to you die? no thanx- i've had my fill

  3. What countries did you visit? Utopia

  4. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
    organization in my space, ink: kanji, addition to my back & something that me & my sweetie will both have done

  5. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? when my head hit the floor- the date? i couldn't care less

  6. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
    clean & sober for life

  7. What was your biggest failure?
    hmm...allowing the external to impact me so negatively

  8. Did you suffer illness or injury? no thank you-

  9. What was the best thing you bought? an electric guitar for the little guy

  10. Whose behavior merited celebration? my mother-in-law, who knew she'd try real hard to be nice


  11. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
    just 'X'

  12. Where did most of your money go?
    hmm- WHO the fuck knows

  13. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
    meeting my LDR for the first time

  14. What song will always remind you of 2004?

    'drive'- incubus

  15. Compared to this time last year, are you: i. happier or sadder?

    at this moment i'm sad, but i'm more whole and more happy, so i accept the sadness too

ii. thinner or fatter?
thinner- too much stress- hoping for just 4 lbs more

iii. richer or poorer? HAA!

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
enjoyed more of the present

  1. What do you wish you'd done less of?
    worry about the unknown

  2. How will you be spending Christmas?
    well this year i DID enjoy the present with every loved one who was around me, next year, i hope my LDR is here with me

  3. Did you fall in love in 2004?
    yeah... who knew!

  4. How many one-night stands?
    now- now

  5. What was your favorite TV program?
    hm- probably Clifford puppy days

  6. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
    hate? no

  7. What was the best book you read?
    'the love letters of Elizabeth Barrett & Robert Browning'

  8. What was your greatest musical discovery?

    Andrea Bocelli- en italiano, cuts straight to my soul

  9. What did you want and get?

    clarity

  10. What was your favorite film of this year?
    hm... i don't know

  11. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
    Ha- i sat around in the aftershock of the 'X' having slammed my head into the floor, while my family tried to make it a sweet day for the little one

  12. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

    having seen my LDR more often

  13. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
    umm... it's ALL about panties

  14. What kept you sane?
    IAM, my girlfriends, the little guy, my mom, my supervisor at the shelter and Catalaioch

  15. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
    hm- no idea

  16. What political issue stirred you the most?
    issue- no issue, just the 'democratic' (cough- cough) process

  17. Who did you miss? my dad, my aunt, my girlfriend in Florida, my girlfriend who i finally located after 6 yrs and of course, my sweetie

  18. Who was the best new person you met?
    my love, Catalaioch

  19. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.

    hm...i think i understand that not too much really matters, there is so much bullshit, so many things we are offended by, or angered by, or for me- stressed out by people's reactions. i'm learning that it's all so insignificant, i know it in my mind and in my heart but... i have to apply it. love, kindness, appreciation- what else is there really?

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