always the same
inked- back ribs ankle wrist
pierced- 1/2" lobes, vch
4/7/2005 | 4 comments
yeah so- i'm gonna substitute at the shelter-
it won't be money worth going for, and the little bit of unemployment that i'm supposed to be getting will be cut a few bucks but...
I LOVE THE SHELTER!!!!!!!
(and it'll be good on my resume considering women in crisis is OFFICIALLY my niche)
4/6/2005 | 1 comments
so... nothing's the same around here- the house is going- the new little one will be home at 3 days old- and then they're moving out in a few weeks-
my new space- it's gonna be good-
no job- and cash- not really- not for a while-
my family- they're always the same- with me anyway-
on my side 'til the death- but... never really understanding-
some of them- finally accepting that i am just not like them-
and then- there's the health- well- who knows- the insurance company needs some more info before they pay for the latest technology that will give me the best opportunity to see if i'm clear or not-
but then again- if they start paying out to everyone who has a family history- and some tissue that seems to be 'changing'- then they will be broke-
so- what can u do?
regroup- pull it together and enjoy what u can-
3/29/2005 | 0 comments
well...i just haven't had much to say lately- a bit more quiet in my head these days
i suppose this is good- but i kinda like all the chaos- it's mine- i'm used to it AND it keeps me fairly entertained-
but- for now the NO job- when's the closing- where's my attorney- how am i going to pay the rent and the 'did she have the baby' thing- have been entertaining enough- but the key (i think) is that none of these really produce the level of anxiety necessary to um...shall we say- loose it-
and for now... this is good-
besides- there was enough goin' on in Frenchtown to keep things simmered for a bit- well- we'll see
3/15/2005 | 0 comments
i am aroused by the moon...
and when i take this one-
i will be satisfied
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