always the same
inked- back ribs ankle wrist
pierced- 1/2" lobes, vch
7/29/2005 | 2 comments
take me into darkness
a child cries alone-
guide me through her shadows-
remains of the unknown-
listen through the silence
she calls to me again-
turn my eyes upon her
bear witness to her pain-
lift her from the ashes
and climb to higher ground-
leave the past behind us
she's all that will be found-
rest with us by the moonlight
bathe her wounds in the sea-
kiss her with the breath of life
set her spirit free...
7/28/2005 | 0 comments
well, the full moon has passed, and i too am growing weary-
my sweetie's flying up tomorrow night, but i'm already disappointed that he'll be leaving on Sunday nite.
he'll be back in 3 weeks, but... after our last visit, 9 days long in my new place, i just hate to let him go.
it's always been bad, taking him back to the airport and letting him go... but it's different now. i've gotten the hang of the LDR thing, well, as much a hang of it as I'M ever gonna get, but now, it's like i'm in our place and he's just not here... yet.
oh well- my throat hurts and i shud get some rest. i'm sure i'll be excited again in the morning, or in a few minutes! u just never know. damn, this has been the most emotionally high, amazing year of my life-
7/27/2005 | 0 comments
such strength & beauty i see in people...
keeps me going, u know-
7/25/2005 | 2 comments
so... my baby's flyin' in on Friday nite and i really shud be resting or cleaning something or what?
sometimes, the week before he comes i just get so scrambled, and excited and damn- i can't do what needs to get done!
oh well- if that's the biggest complication we have with all of this LDR stuff, Decreased focus that is, then i guess we've both managed this time fairly well-
hm- what will we do when he moves, and we can't moan and groan about the distance anymore?
7/23/2005 | 2 comments
u know the colors on my page look pretty cool on my new laptop (for a lame page that is). and yep- that's what the moon looks like tonite!
now i just need to take some new pix- and that'll make me... fairly happy, for a minute or two-
i'm feeling bored these days-
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