always the same
1/2 inch lobes
Great minds discuss ideas
Average minds discuss events
Small minds discuss people
- Eleanor Roosevelt
4/30/2012 | 1 comments
well the dog's still here. i think she's waiting for may.
she's comfortable from what we can see- resting quietly and drinking a whole bunch
my anxiety has passed so maybe now. . .
i gotta buy a bottle of 43
4/27/2012 | 0 comments
i was thinking that today needs to be the day. for the dog to handle her final business. its kinda getting messy around here- well- im falling apart anyway.
my dad died an untimely death- as did the pup i had when i was 7. interesting- sometimes we get second chances in life- to love- to care for- to grieve.. .
a 12 yr old from egypt told me- god is happy- knowing that i was caring for a sick dog.
that keeps me going.
not that god is happy- but that i am connected to this child from another world right at this time- that he could sit in my yard and say such a profound thing-
all things are coming together in my life. and when i see it-
i am calm. i am peaceful. and i know- all is as it should be
4/25/2012 | 1 comments
watching my dog settle into her last days triggered some long lost visions.
i was about 7 or 8 and our our family dog, who was less than a year old, had run out the side door and gotten hit by a car. however it occurred, who did what- the pup died on the way to the vet
flashbacks are strange. i had always wished for them. to put the pieces together. its getting this far that is the killer. things can get crazy in the deepest corners of the psyche.
i really shud write a book. i need the cash.
4/23/2012 | 0 comments
. . . to gain insight into the true nature of things is a gift.
wisdom should be coming along any day now.
and breathing 2.. 3.. 4
4/14/2012 | 0 comments
social construct is a great term. and they all starting to break down.
its a good thing too. i mean from the one-tribe-we're all on the same fucking planet together AND SMARTER THAN ALL OF THIS !!!!! perspective
aaahhhh- back to the dying dog
she's teaching me so much-
. . . and on this beautiful spring day
may the peace of the sabbath shine on us all
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