"I have come too far, and I cannot return..."


Last updated on March 14, 2011 February 5, 2016 March 1, 2019



I am:

  • 32 years old 37 years old 40 years old
  • Looking at BME pages since the BME/WORLD started.
  • Member of IAM since August, 2002
  • Former maker of body jewelery.
  • I have lived in the Wizard's Tower... (In fact, it's "mine") A funky apartment in Kensington Market, in a building covered in psychedelic paintings, I've been there for 5 years as of April 1st. 2011 Now live in my dead grandparent's derelict and disintegrating house since end of May, 2011
  • I live with a girl named Gilly-Bean, a busker named Jamie who is about to move out, my long term girlfriend/fiancée (see below) and my two four kitties Aurynn Pants Magnificence (a magnificent tabby) and the Golden-eyed Commander of Wishes ("Goldie") (a gold, white and black calico) AND NOW Rudy (a grey tortie) and Norman (a beautiful sealpoint himalayan)
  • After about a decade of polyamory and womanizing I am in a single recent (1.5 months) long term (5 years as of tomorrow) (8+ years) awesome(sauce) relationship, with DJ Perple Doorknob Broomstick AKA City Center. 
  • Now recovering from a major depressive episode that lasted since late 2009/early 2010. still struggle with depression and anxiety sometimes but doing pretty ok in the grand scheme of things as of 2016. rarely suffer from serious depression or anxiety anymore.
  • I make art-objects, art installations, sacred spaces, and sometimes paint or draw (badly). Sometimes I make electronic music or mixes. I throw raves and volunteer at parties and festivals. Frankly these days I mostly work, drink beer, embroider, paint, play video games, do gardening and the occasional nature walks and sometimes cook a fancy meal for the ol' lady. I am a member of the local NDP so actually have to volunteer to do political crap. This is a lot more occupying during campaign season.
  • I have a propensity for breaking into impromptu dances and/or improvised song (this has still not changed as of 2016 2019)
  •  Can't wait for 2020 so I can compare the state of the world to the old RPG Cyberpunk 2020



    100 percent all-canadian beefcake! Who do you think of when you mastrubate? K-HOLE


3/12/2019 | 0 comments


Take the Hour Back
3/11/2019 | 0 comments
Tags: General Update

Gf just checked in on me. Expecting me to be gone no doubt. But there is no reason for me to kill myself on some artificially brutal schedule if I don't have to meet anyone, and we just lost an hour of sleep so I took mine back. In fact I took back two. I will not rush to get out of the house. My goal is to get to work for 10:30; 2.5 hours later than normal.


Weekend was good. I shaved on Saturday, bye bye winter beard! Then I tested my new smooth face on the gf. Saturday night we took my daughter Andie and her boyfriend David out to that new vegan place, the VHC. I had a beyond meat product for the first time. It was good. We tipped well. We drank a fair bit.


Sunday was getting picked up late for the constitution and bylaw committee meeting and the guy trying to blame me for his writing down my address wring (I gave him the correct address, and clear directions from the nearest cross street, and a google maps link) then the meeting went three hours.

Bleary eyed failure to catch up on sleep.
3/8/2019 | 0 comments

I am so very exhausted. Gf also immediately snapped at me as soon as I said "Christophe..." (He's on vacation this week starting Sunday and wanted to know if we have any free time) she said she didn't want to hear about it, and that we already have plans this weekend. I guess I'll make plans for myself on my own time.

Still Awake
3/8/2019 | 0 comments

I have been awake for 21 hours. Another hour to go I expect, still need to finish eating and I need to pet cats and have a beer and idk what. I feel like I need something. Maybe a video game or two. I just don't know.


The cats are not handling my overtime well. I suspect same for the rats, but it's harder to tell with them.

Block list removed
3/7/2019 | 0 comments

These people I had blocked I just cut because it wont let me save profile changes if you have an invalid user name in the block list.




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