"I have come too far, and I cannot return..."


Last updated on March 14, 2011 February 5, 2016 March 1, 2019



I am:

  • 32 years old 37 years old 40 years old
  • Looking at BME pages since the BME/WORLD started.
  • Member of IAM since August, 2002
  • Former maker of body jewelery.
  • I have lived in the Wizard's Tower... (In fact, it's "mine") A funky apartment in Kensington Market, in a building covered in psychedelic paintings, I've been there for 5 years as of April 1st. 2011 Now live in my dead grandparent's derelict and disintegrating house since end of May, 2011
  • I live with a girl named Gilly-Bean, a busker named Jamie who is about to move out, my long term girlfriend/fiancée (see below) and my two four kitties Aurynn Pants Magnificence (a magnificent tabby) and the Golden-eyed Commander of Wishes ("Goldie") (a gold, white and black calico) AND NOW Rudy (a grey tortie) and Norman (a beautiful sealpoint himalayan)
  • After about a decade of polyamory and womanizing I am in a single recent (1.5 months) long term (5 years as of tomorrow) (8+ years) awesome(sauce) relationship, with DJ Perple Doorknob Broomstick AKA City Center. 
  • Now recovering from a major depressive episode that lasted since late 2009/early 2010. still struggle with depression and anxiety sometimes but doing pretty ok in the grand scheme of things as of 2016. rarely suffer from serious depression or anxiety anymore.
  • I make art-objects, art installations, sacred spaces, and sometimes paint or draw (badly). Sometimes I make electronic music or mixes. I throw raves and volunteer at parties and festivals. Frankly these days I mostly work, drink beer, embroider, paint, play video games, do gardening and the occasional nature walks and sometimes cook a fancy meal for the ol' lady. I am a member of the local NDP so actually have to volunteer to do political crap. This is a lot more occupying during campaign season.
  • I have a propensity for breaking into impromptu dances and/or improvised song (this has still not changed as of 2016 2019)
  •  Can't wait for 2020 so I can compare the state of the world to the old RPG Cyberpunk 2020



    100 percent all-canadian beefcake! Who do you think of when you mastrubate? K-HOLE


Dear Petunia
4/10/2019 | 0 comments

I was at the end of the row for once. That`s nice. I logged in feeling  like I have so much to write about, but now my mind is empty. That`s nice too.

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3/27/2019 | 0 comments

Wheb I said I would do a good diary ebtry latwr today that wasa lie

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3/27/2019 | 0 comments

Omg part 2 of ''the OA' is out

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3/26/2019 | 0 comments

I'm just waking up but I'll do a good diary entry later today. Can say I'm thrilled to have logged in and finding myself all the way at the end of the row.

It looks nice out
3/20/2019 | 0 comments

I don't think I fully caught up on sleep but I don't feel that bad, plus this is a relatively light workday, should only be out of the house for maybe 8 hours for today's duties, I just don't want to start too late because I should get in to work relatively early tomorrow, in fact I have to because I have to clean the chem lab at the steel plant and they lock up early. I have a hankering for a bit of a longer walk today, my cheque was quite handsome (for me) so I was thinking maybe go to the Rose City plaza and get some catnip, think about extra rat cages, and go to the liquor store and grab something like a nice, local baco noir or a magnum of South American red wine and some Flying Monkey Sparklepuff strong beer and maybe a couple Crabby's ginger beers. Then I need to go to the Lincoln Plaza and get some nicotine gum (yeah I've been using it for literally years at this point) and maybe a flat of Flying Monkey Juicy Ass milkshake IPA while they've still got any in stock... like if they still do, they only got in 6 flats last Friday and I bought one of them then and a six pack yesterday. Then maybe see if I can change over all the snake substrate and put in the new hides that I built and see if I can get her to eat, she hasn't eaten since November but I haven't tried in a few weeks at this point, it's time to try again.


The squatter's tent is still there sitting on the sidewalk, every time I go by the configuration of stuff has changed so I assume whoever it belongs to keeps coming back.

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