"I have come too far, and I cannot return..."


Last updated on March 14, 2011 February 5, 2016 March 1, 2019



I am:

  • 32 years old 37 years old 40 years old
  • Looking at BME pages since the BME/WORLD started.
  • Member of IAM since August, 2002
  • Former maker of body jewelery.
  • I have lived in the Wizard's Tower... (In fact, it's "mine") A funky apartment in Kensington Market, in a building covered in psychedelic paintings, I've been there for 5 years as of April 1st. 2011 Now live in my dead grandparent's derelict and disintegrating house since end of May, 2011
  • I live with a girl named Gilly-Bean, a busker named Jamie who is about to move out, my long term girlfriend/fiancée (see below) and my two four kitties Aurynn Pants Magnificence (a magnificent tabby) and the Golden-eyed Commander of Wishes ("Goldie") (a gold, white and black calico) AND NOW Rudy (a grey tortie) and Norman (a beautiful sealpoint himalayan)
  • After about a decade of polyamory and womanizing I am in a single recent (1.5 months) long term (5 years as of tomorrow) (8+ years) awesome(sauce) relationship, with DJ Perple Doorknob Broomstick AKA City Center. 
  • Now recovering from a major depressive episode that lasted since late 2009/early 2010. still struggle with depression and anxiety sometimes but doing pretty ok in the grand scheme of things as of 2016. rarely suffer from serious depression or anxiety anymore.
  • I make art-objects, art installations, sacred spaces, and sometimes paint or draw (badly). Sometimes I make electronic music or mixes. I throw raves and volunteer at parties and festivals. Frankly these days I mostly work, drink beer, embroider, paint, play video games, do gardening and the occasional nature walks and sometimes cook a fancy meal for the ol' lady. I am a member of the local NDP so actually have to volunteer to do political crap. This is a lot more occupying during campaign season.
  • I have a propensity for breaking into impromptu dances and/or improvised song (this has still not changed as of 2016 2019)
  •  Can't wait for 2020 so I can compare the state of the world to the old RPG Cyberpunk 2020



    100 percent all-canadian beefcake! Who do you think of when you mastrubate? K-HOLE


Deleting this too...
11/27/2003 | 0 comments

Favourite Sport?
(22 VOTES)

Drunken Tonsil Hockey
Drunken Couch Rugby
Drunken Testicle Soccer
Drunken Carpet Football
Drunken Pubic Baseball
Drunken Anal Basketball

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Deleting this poll... no one was voting anymore anyway
11/27/2003 | 0 comments

Would You
(18 VOTES)

Date Me
Rape Me
Date Rape Me
Hate Me
Hit Me
All of the Above

Hmmm... Interesting
pleh. poke here.

That fucking Ferbie ate my Jello
11/26/2003 | 0 comments

Or Pie

Cherry Pie

I went to work for four hours today. Weee. I came home and supper was made, Meg, Clay and Christina were home, ben wasn't. I ate. We ate pie. Mmmm pie. and then everyone left a little bit at a time. My face hurts because of annoying under-the-skin acne. Yeah, I can feel lumps of oil and puss or whatever under there. It's making my whole chin stiff. I poked one of them with a 18ga needle but nothing came out with blood. Then I thought about poking myself other places, but apparently I've developed some kind of self preservation instinct. Now where the hell did that come from? Yeah, so instead I reviewed a lot of experiences. Now I am going to have a shower, then I guess wash the dishes. See you.



  • Awake
  • Pierced: 2xRook (R L); Tragus (R); Centre lip (was 10ga, now 12ga :( ); Septum (10ga); 2xNipple (10ga); 2xVertical Nipple; Navel; 2xFrenum;Sternum Surface Piercing; Nape; Nape Industrial/Mad Max Bar 2xeyebrows; 2xside lip (R L);
  • Tattooed: Tree, Eclipse, pentagrams, sun
  • Otherwise Modified: Self-inflicted scars, burns, ash rubbing - nothing that worked out that well, plus multiple surgeries to correct various abnormalities.
  • Easily excited but not easily shocked
  • Polyamorous
  • Anarchist
  • A Dom
  • Nihilist
  • Pantheist/Hylozoist
  • Culturejammer
  • Thought Criminal
  • Bedzilla!
  • Psychonaut
  • A Father
  • Niobium
  • Titanium
  • (Radical) Activist/Volounteer
  • Blood
  • Fire
  • A Cat
  • Occasionally Volatile
  • Spiritual/Mystic
  • Chaos Beast
  • Extremely Fun
  • Highly Sexual
  • Adventurous
  • A little bit piratey. Arrr!
  • Curious/inquisitive
  • Youniverse.
  • Playful
  • void/xaos
  • Acid (LSD) - and Acid is me
  • A Dragon
  • Enjoying the aging process.

  • 200101010101


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