"I have come too far, and I cannot return..."


Last updated on March 14, 2011 February 5, 2016 March 1, 2019



I am:

  • 32 years old 37 years old 40 years old
  • Looking at BME pages since the BME/WORLD started.
  • Member of IAM since August, 2002
  • Former maker of body jewelery.
  • I have lived in the Wizard's Tower... (In fact, it's "mine") A funky apartment in Kensington Market, in a building covered in psychedelic paintings, I've been there for 5 years as of April 1st. 2011 Now live in my dead grandparent's derelict and disintegrating house since end of May, 2011
  • I live with a girl named Gilly-Bean, a busker named Jamie who is about to move out, my long term girlfriend/fiancée (see below) and my two four kitties Aurynn Pants Magnificence (a magnificent tabby) and the Golden-eyed Commander of Wishes ("Goldie") (a gold, white and black calico) AND NOW Rudy (a grey tortie) and Norman (a beautiful sealpoint himalayan)
  • After about a decade of polyamory and womanizing I am in a single recent (1.5 months) long term (5 years as of tomorrow) (8+ years) awesome(sauce) relationship, with DJ Perple Doorknob Broomstick AKA City Center. 
  • Now recovering from a major depressive episode that lasted since late 2009/early 2010. still struggle with depression and anxiety sometimes but doing pretty ok in the grand scheme of things as of 2016. rarely suffer from serious depression or anxiety anymore.
  • I make art-objects, art installations, sacred spaces, and sometimes paint or draw (badly). Sometimes I make electronic music or mixes. I throw raves and volunteer at parties and festivals. Frankly these days I mostly work, drink beer, embroider, paint, play video games, do gardening and the occasional nature walks and sometimes cook a fancy meal for the ol' lady. I am a member of the local NDP so actually have to volunteer to do political crap. This is a lot more occupying during campaign season.
  • I have a propensity for breaking into impromptu dances and/or improvised song (this has still not changed as of 2016 2019)
  •  Can't wait for 2020 so I can compare the state of the world to the old RPG Cyberpunk 2020



    100 percent all-canadian beefcake! Who do you think of when you mastrubate? K-HOLE


11/28/2003 | 0 comments

I reviewed a bunch of experiences, I can only take so many at a time before my eyes get all blurry, but now I'm up to 2010 reviewed. Wo-ow! I better go to bed so I can wake up tomorrow and go to elizabethmeist and friend's jewellery show/sale. Then...

  • start WRITING experiences...
  • start TAKING pictures...
  • start REVIEWING experiences...
  • go to work. :p

  • mmm Hmmmmmm!
    11/27/2003 | 0 comments

    Dear Petunia

    And everyone else of course!

    Today was a grand day. A VERY grand day!

    I woke up. That was a GREAT start to the day! Then I used the computer! I made coffee! I drank coffee! I reviewed experiences while drinking coffee! brought coffee to heddi! and woke her up! Then we got on the streetcar: the plan was to go to stainless and then to elizabethmeist's jewellery show and sale then I would go to school and heddi would go to work.

    Instead - this is what happened!

    Heddi and I discussed the whole pin-up boy/girl postcard thing. She told me that Christina would do the photography, and could use it for her portfolio, and that Meg would do our makeup, and use it for HER portfolio and then we could both enter. Not that I expect either of us will make it to that final 13, though considering most people on IAM seem to be female, and most females seem to think Heather is super cute...

    Yeah, so thats something we're doing, but like I said, I don't believe we will get picked, but I DO believe it will be a lot of fun...

    Now for more exciting news...

    So we got on the streetcar and got to stainless studios and Tom... told me... I was hired!


    Then! They showed me the shop.


    Then we went home, now I have to write my letter of resignation from starfucks.

    More LATER!!!!!

    11/27/2003 | 0 comments


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    11/27/2003 | 1 comments

    Well, anyone interested in a jewellery show and sale? Information as such - by iam:elizabethmeist and classmates, apparently candy canes will be supplied so i'm excited...

    george brown college jewellery arts students casa loma campus building C. floor 4. room 422. dupont subway station,,, thursday 11-5, friday 11-6

    In other news, I wonder if I should submit a picture for the BME postcard contest, despite the fact that it will doubtless be nothing but another crushing blow to my ego! Details on that whole thing are here!

    Heddi is home
    11/27/2003 | 0 comments

    and I made a button for my brand new cool monsters forum. It looks like, well like I drew it haha!

    Sadly I seem to have deleted my surgery, branding & scarification thing, but thats ok. Its overdue to be replaced by something better...

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