"I have come too far, and I cannot return..."


Last updated on March 14, 2011 February 5, 2016 March 1, 2019



I am:

  • 32 years old 37 years old 40 years old
  • Looking at BME pages since the BME/WORLD started.
  • Member of IAM since August, 2002
  • Former maker of body jewelery.
  • I have lived in the Wizard's Tower... (In fact, it's "mine") A funky apartment in Kensington Market, in a building covered in psychedelic paintings, I've been there for 5 years as of April 1st. 2011 Now live in my dead grandparent's derelict and disintegrating house since end of May, 2011
  • I live with a girl named Gilly-Bean, a busker named Jamie who is about to move out, my long term girlfriend/fiancée (see below) and my two four kitties Aurynn Pants Magnificence (a magnificent tabby) and the Golden-eyed Commander of Wishes ("Goldie") (a gold, white and black calico) AND NOW Rudy (a grey tortie) and Norman (a beautiful sealpoint himalayan)
  • After about a decade of polyamory and womanizing I am in a single recent (1.5 months) long term (5 years as of tomorrow) (8+ years) awesome(sauce) relationship, with DJ Perple Doorknob Broomstick AKA City Center. 
  • Now recovering from a major depressive episode that lasted since late 2009/early 2010. still struggle with depression and anxiety sometimes but doing pretty ok in the grand scheme of things as of 2016. rarely suffer from serious depression or anxiety anymore.
  • I make art-objects, art installations, sacred spaces, and sometimes paint or draw (badly). Sometimes I make electronic music or mixes. I throw raves and volunteer at parties and festivals. Frankly these days I mostly work, drink beer, embroider, paint, play video games, do gardening and the occasional nature walks and sometimes cook a fancy meal for the ol' lady. I am a member of the local NDP so actually have to volunteer to do political crap. This is a lot more occupying during campaign season.
  • I have a propensity for breaking into impromptu dances and/or improvised song (this has still not changed as of 2016 2019)
  •  Can't wait for 2020 so I can compare the state of the world to the old RPG Cyberpunk 2020



    100 percent all-canadian beefcake! Who do you think of when you mastrubate? K-HOLE


12/3/2003 | 0 comments

All finished with pin-up pics, hoping I can unload upload them tomorrow. I forgot Tanya is the coat check girl at opera house who comes into my sbux all the time. Her boyfriend Jay came in tonight and we had a nice long conversation. Collaboration?

12/3/2003 | 0 comments

We are still taking pics. I am working at stainless again tomorrow so yeah, its lots of fun

Some piece of rat shit stole one of the tip jars from s-bux the second time in a month, so I broke the bottoms out. Next time, they're fucking caught and hopefully DEAD.

MMM. I hope these pics look good. We did one set for me, one set with me and heddi, a couple for heddi, and soon another one for me. I will post them in a new gallery when I unload them (romoto!)

12/2/2003 | 0 comments

Meg is over doing heddis makeup now. We;re doing pin-up pictures it will be so much fun. I got my name for the IAM. holiday gift exchange, and I already know what to look for!

12/2/2003 | 0 comments

"You have submitted 142 images this year, putting you in 52nd place on the leaderboards. You would need to submit three more images to be tied for 51st place, or 1,978 to tie for first place. You have submitted four experiences, putting you in 12th place (tied with 31 other people). You would need to submit one more experience to be tied for 11th place, or fifteen to tie for first place."

wAY TO GO Me... Now All I have to do is a) submit 1978 more pictures... haha just kidding, and b) a bunch more experiences. Hahaha.

The christmas party was REALLY dull. John's art show we got to after everything had been taken down.

Now I feel really bad and self concious about the whole pinup idea. I feel so ugly.

Good Evening Friends!
12/1/2003 | 0 comments

I must say yesterday was great. Stainless is great! I learned how to buff & polish things... the standards are very high and I need to develop my eye to spot minor imperfections and insufficiently mirror-like patches on jewellery but I they sold some of the 8 ga rings I polished yesterday! Its such a different atmosphere from Starfucks and I will be a lot happier there.

Anyway after work I went home - then almost straight away we went to heathers old store to pick up brian. We went to his place and drank 2 bottles of wine and smoked some weed... wwwwwoooooo!

Today I deposited rent, went to grassroots and reserved some worm composter bedding (2 bags!) bought new ecological laundry powder, dish detergent, shamppoo and conditioner. Got christmas cards for people (a special one for christina) and I got a compass and protractor (cheap-but should do the trick) and false lashes and glue for heddi.

Meg should be over any minute for us to get all ready to do pin-up shoot and then we are going to john's art show and the ticketmaster christmas party.

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