"I have come too far, and I cannot return..."


Last updated on March 14, 2011 February 5, 2016 March 1, 2019



I am:

  • 32 years old 37 years old 40 years old
  • Looking at BME pages since the BME/WORLD started.
  • Member of IAM since August, 2002
  • Former maker of body jewelery.
  • I have lived in the Wizard's Tower... (In fact, it's "mine") A funky apartment in Kensington Market, in a building covered in psychedelic paintings, I've been there for 5 years as of April 1st. 2011 Now live in my dead grandparent's derelict and disintegrating house since end of May, 2011
  • I live with a girl named Gilly-Bean, a busker named Jamie who is about to move out, my long term girlfriend/fiancée (see below) and my two four kitties Aurynn Pants Magnificence (a magnificent tabby) and the Golden-eyed Commander of Wishes ("Goldie") (a gold, white and black calico) AND NOW Rudy (a grey tortie) and Norman (a beautiful sealpoint himalayan)
  • After about a decade of polyamory and womanizing I am in a single recent (1.5 months) long term (5 years as of tomorrow) (8+ years) awesome(sauce) relationship, with DJ Perple Doorknob Broomstick AKA City Center. 
  • Now recovering from a major depressive episode that lasted since late 2009/early 2010. still struggle with depression and anxiety sometimes but doing pretty ok in the grand scheme of things as of 2016. rarely suffer from serious depression or anxiety anymore.
  • I make art-objects, art installations, sacred spaces, and sometimes paint or draw (badly). Sometimes I make electronic music or mixes. I throw raves and volunteer at parties and festivals. Frankly these days I mostly work, drink beer, embroider, paint, play video games, do gardening and the occasional nature walks and sometimes cook a fancy meal for the ol' lady. I am a member of the local NDP so actually have to volunteer to do political crap. This is a lot more occupying during campaign season.
  • I have a propensity for breaking into impromptu dances and/or improvised song (this has still not changed as of 2016 2019)
  •  Can't wait for 2020 so I can compare the state of the world to the old RPG Cyberpunk 2020



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12/14/2003 | 0 comments

OK last night was way to wierd, and I have the pictures to prove it. YEah, SO here I go. ... christina, meg, mike, ben, heather and I were here. ben got Really obnoxious, i rubbed megs pooty, over the pants, i had nice bonding with christina. meg and ben had sex (no condom) now meg is tainted, its destroyed my attractiveness to her. or i mean her attractiveness to me. i opened the door while she was giving ben head. euch>!!! anyway i thought about how mean heather is when we're having sex and i got really mad so many times when i stopped because of her yelling etc. **BLIST1END** so I left in a huff and then Heather called me and she came to the gull and firkin to meet me cuz thats where i was and we had a "date" hahaha and then well, now were; home. today was my last day at starfuckers. atleeast i got to work with corrinne. yeah.

12/14/2003 | 2 comments



ok then andie came over. and ben and coop an dheddi and i came to japanese restaurant. then home. then andie left. then meg and mike and christina came here. yep. drinking. hahahaha

12/13/2003 | 2 comments

so i worked at stainless and made 8 million cbrs. hahaha. then went to see the last samurai with HEddi, meg and mike


12/12/2003 | 0 comments

SOrry. I think, my jaw hurts. i called in sick at starfuckers, but i am going to work at stainless hahaha. THere i can sit (yes, sit) in the back and not have to talk to anybody. i just cant stand to work at starfuckers for 4 hours whats the point? and standing, and having to talk to people, my mouth hurts and i dont want to do it. id rather make CBRs all day, hey thats what i learned to do yesterday. weee. anyway, gots to go, rinse my mouth out and run for streetengar.

update update.
12/12/2003 | 0 comments

coming soon. reform update about this: deformed man, no painkillers, exam, fire alarm, june came to work, friar and firkin, peace with christina. **BLIST1END**

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