"I have come too far, and I cannot return..."


Last updated on March 14, 2011 February 5, 2016 March 1, 2019



I am:

  • 32 years old 37 years old 40 years old
  • Looking at BME pages since the BME/WORLD started.
  • Member of IAM since August, 2002
  • Former maker of body jewelery.
  • I have lived in the Wizard's Tower... (In fact, it's "mine") A funky apartment in Kensington Market, in a building covered in psychedelic paintings, I've been there for 5 years as of April 1st. 2011 Now live in my dead grandparent's derelict and disintegrating house since end of May, 2011
  • I live with a girl named Gilly-Bean, a busker named Jamie who is about to move out, my long term girlfriend/fiancée (see below) and my two four kitties Aurynn Pants Magnificence (a magnificent tabby) and the Golden-eyed Commander of Wishes ("Goldie") (a gold, white and black calico) AND NOW Rudy (a grey tortie) and Norman (a beautiful sealpoint himalayan)
  • After about a decade of polyamory and womanizing I am in a single recent (1.5 months) long term (5 years as of tomorrow) (8+ years) awesome(sauce) relationship, with DJ Perple Doorknob Broomstick AKA City Center. 
  • Now recovering from a major depressive episode that lasted since late 2009/early 2010. still struggle with depression and anxiety sometimes but doing pretty ok in the grand scheme of things as of 2016. rarely suffer from serious depression or anxiety anymore.
  • I make art-objects, art installations, sacred spaces, and sometimes paint or draw (badly). Sometimes I make electronic music or mixes. I throw raves and volunteer at parties and festivals. Frankly these days I mostly work, drink beer, embroider, paint, play video games, do gardening and the occasional nature walks and sometimes cook a fancy meal for the ol' lady. I am a member of the local NDP so actually have to volunteer to do political crap. This is a lot more occupying during campaign season.
  • I have a propensity for breaking into impromptu dances and/or improvised song (this has still not changed as of 2016 2019)
  •  Can't wait for 2020 so I can compare the state of the world to the old RPG Cyberpunk 2020



    100 percent all-canadian beefcake! Who do you think of when you mastrubate? K-HOLE


Big Plans...
12/28/2003 | 0 comments

This is the idea for today:

  • Drink another cup of coffee
  • brush teeth
  • Go to Work.
  • Pick up andie around 5-6 pm
  • Make supper
  • Fix Pin up pics, submit my own, set heather's aside.
  • Clean litter box
  • Take one box from the furnace area and DEAL WITH IT permanently.
  • Heddi & Ben home around 9...

  • Write funny official bio for stainless studios website. thats about it so far

  • 200312280137
    12/28/2003 | 0 comments

    well, it seems um parts of my filling are coming off ARGH!

    12/28/2003 | 0 comments

    Hmmmmmmm. I realised today that this new computer lacks some office tools I would like, particularly microsoft publisher, perhaps project, and infopath. ANyway, yesterday I cleaned out and renewed my worm composter, I saved a few worms. I think a lot of them migrated out after basically converting the entire mass of compost into rich earthy black goodness. Anyway, work was good, but my mother is annoying. VERY annoying. My dad decided not to come see us today (big surprise) so I went to work at about 2:30. (I didn't go to sleep till about 7 this morning). I better damn well fix up the pinup photos and send them in! Shit, I think I will be doing that tomorrow. Anyway, um hmmmmm I am disappointed that **BLIST1END** meg decided to have a new year party at her apartment so everyone is supposed to come over there. I guess thats ok for us, we'll have a clean house. Still, I like hosting parties, and it would be easier to smoke at our house. Well too late now.

    lip wars
    12/26/2003 | 0 comments

    I got a 12 gauge back into my lip after having it out for almost 3 days, the 10 gauge made my lip gush blood. it's still swollen up almost as soon as I got the 12 into it. Guinness puked all over the place because heddi gave him way too many cat treats. Damn it! I told heddi i wont be taking my jewellery out again.

    12/26/2003 | 0 comments

    I had to install my old ethernet card in heddis new computer. my mother is an idiot. kazaa is with me now. woo kazaa. soon i will have a mighty set of burned cds. see you later. we are going to the hidden cameras concert tonight.

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