""I aim to be both artist and work of art""

Hello I'm Nixiie

Modblogged here, here, here, here, here, and, here

I don't want to waste my life.

I'm only 5'2" tall, but people don't usually realize that when they meet me, i guess i have a big personality?

If I have ANY spare money it usually gets spent on mods. Sometimes I end up spending money that I probably shouldn't be... Its always worth it though.

I grew up in the middle of nowhere and now live in the city. It's a weird transition.



Open relationships

I'm atrocious at meeting people/making friends. Shy, awkward, i rarely make the first move. 

I'm very interested in astrology, i can interpret your birth chart, but it takes a long time. I'm very much a scorpio myself.

When i fall in love i fall hard.

Sex without pain is pretty boring

Depression runs in my blood. I'm working on that.

I love creating things, art is great!

I love cats!

I don't take bullshit and i don't like fakes.


Some of the photos in my gallery are NSFW, enter at your own risk


My Mods:
00 1/2 9/16 5/8 lobes (done for now)
left ear: 2 other lobe piercings, conch, two helix and a vertical helix all 14g Daith 16g
right ear: 14g vertical helix
18g 16g 14g nostril piercing
16g double right eyebrow
14g vertical labret
14g 12g 10g 8g 6g nipples 
14g 10g 86g 4g 2g 0g 00g septum
14g inverse navel REJECTED re-pierced
14g bridge 
two 12g 6g 2g inner labia peircings
Scorpio tattoo on my forearm
Fishie tattoo on my neck
Flower sticknpoke on the back of my wrist
Pentacle sticknpoke on my ankle 
'Social War' tag sticknpoke on the back of my calf
Spine and vines back piece
"Stay Posi" knuckle tattoos
Horned God symbol under my navel 
"You're Doing Better Than You Know" sticknpoke above the right knee
NEVER COMPROMISE rune scarification on my arm


Crucifixion Suspension at ROP BBQ 2011 8/13/11
6pt Resurrection Suspension (Birthday Present) 11/7/11
2pt Suicide Spinning Beam at ROP BBQ 8/2/13 

Future Mods:
Triangle Piercing (retry) 
Anti eyebrow type microdermal?
Tongue piercing?
septum stretched to a 0? Goal reached, and more!
nipples stretched to a 6g Goal reached!
Quite a few tattoos, i have lots of half formed ideas
Ear Pointing?
Collarbone implants?
Many, many more suspensions


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Back Piece Session 2
8/5/2011 | 3 comments

So three weeks ago i had my first session on my back piece, six hours of tattooing later i was thrilled but also in a whole lot of pain. Today i went back to spend another six hours with the incredibly talented Nick The Barbarian of Precision Body Arts in Nashua NH. We finished the outline today and started the shading, My guess is that we'll be able to complete it in one more session (i booked the day on the 25th). As happy as i am to be getting tattooed, and as much as this goes without saying, I...AM...IN...PAIN! As you can see in my mod tracker it's looking good, but OUCH! i'm not looking forward to the next couple days, especially not once the itching starts! Usually i have a very high pain tolerance and even when it does hurt i do my best to tough it out and not be a pussy, but tonight i think is going to be the exception.

Two hours later
6/30/2011 | 5 comments

Running on two hours of sleep or less! Hooray! For some reason i couldn't get to bed last night, finally fell asleep around 5:00am and then woke up around 6:30 for no good reason and couldn't get back to sleep. I think this is the first time i've been awake at 9:00am in about two weeks. As my first decision of the morning, i booked a campsite for the Rights of Passage BBQ in Mass in August. I'm psyched to go down there and meet some of the modified community, and if all goes as planned i'll finally get to hang from hooks that weekend too. It's hard to get more excited these days. New tattoo in two weeks, and possible suspension in a month and a half!

Appointment made
6/28/2011 | 0 comments

I decided at about 5:00 this morning (right before i went to sleep) that i would get up and make the hour and a bit trek to visit Precision Body Arts, my shop of choice. I've been playing around with designs for my back piece for over a year now and i decided that today was the day to bring them to my artist (Nick "The Barbarian" Kelley) and get a quote for price and such. What he ended up telling me was that it would be charged by the hour and that he had no idea how long it would take. I ended up giving him a sketch of my design to photo copy and booking the entire day with him on july 15th. Now i'm almost giddy with excitement! I've been waiting for this piece since i started liking tattoos at around age 12. I have $1120 in the bank for this project and a promise of $45 tomorrow for a job i'm doing for a neighbor. I'm just hoping that's enough! It'll pay for the day certainly, but i'm hoping not to leave with an unfinished tattoo!

My life as a teenage.....something
6/28/2011 | 0 comments

Hello 2:00am, Nice to make your acquaintance again. It seems i've become nocturnal again. I guess that's what happens when i'm out of school and unemployed. My little brother came into my room at about 5:30 this morning, we went out to watch the sunrise (and smoke a cigarette on my part) on the end of a dock sticking out into a totally placid lake. That was a sight to behold. Now, 21 hours or so later my brother is back, drunk off his ass and asking advice but not willing to listen to any.... What's an older sister to do? I Not sure where i'm going with any of this. I need either a job, a life or a stiff drink or 6 of my own. Or maybe all of the above..... I'm sick of reading 600 page fantasy novel in 2 or 3 days. I need something else to do with myself......

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